My Rat Anxiety Loves Her Parasite Crisis

It was pouring rain. There was no relent. It was a torrent. The gravel was sopping wet. The rain came down fast, bouncing off the ground with big splashes. With each penetrating drop, several pools were filling with widening circles that had no time to last before they were replaced with more circles and more penetrating raindrops. It was amazing to watch. Trees were so lush and green. Branches were restlessly waving. It wasn’t cold, actually. The wind did not interfere. Her mountain of love was under fog. Low clouds moved quickly as mist. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

A deep-voiced dog barked out her warning. Birds chirped in the rain undisturbed. It was 10:35 in the morning. I vaguely remembered my dreams. I had 2 unusually rare insects. I wanted to keep them as pets. For them much of the dream was with me keeping busy making sure they were safe, free from harm, free from loss, in a large cardboard box. I discovered they had super powers. They were intelligent. They were like large dragonflies the size of a rat. They were delicate.  One insect was able to make herself transparent and invisible. Anna’s presence was in my dream. I couldn’t see her, but I knew she was around. I wanted to see her.  I discovered she renovated the hallway wall with white tiles. I woke up wanting her in bed. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

Tristan’s wrist was looking better. Not swollen and more free to move.  He told me his favorite dreams are ones where he makes friends with his adversaries. He treats them kindly and gets them involved in a nice conversation, and then he gives them counselling. I told him I was proud of him. He chose The Sixth Sense to watch.  It was a good film.  I wanted to see Fellini’s Spirits of the Dead, especially the Toby Dammit segment with Terrence Stamp.  After that we watched Criss Angel’s warnings about scamming and his accurate prediction of a car race.  On the roof, pools rippled like wrinkling skin. The downpour had calmed down but the trees continued to sway. Some didn’t move at all. Just as I wrote this, the rain picked up again –larger drops with greater frequency and force. Drops managed to make an appearance on my love diary page as I wrote for my soulmate while I was under the elevator room stair Inky blue blotches of words looked very attractive. Vibrations gently expanded as scanned for inner-togetherness. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

My malfunctioning wrecking crane loves her defective bulldozer. My bloody nose headache loves her rotting food allergies. My swordfighting loves her stabbing scars. My blinding anger loves her wailing quarrel. My throat infection loves her bite surgery. My rat anxiety loves her parasite crisis. My offending sarcasm loves her malicious criticism. My thief punishment loves her mugging court case. My shocking red boxers love her tearing off. I love her black lunar bible verse from my Egyptian box “But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.” Isaiah 40:31. I love Anna Dirksen.

Date Posted: Saturday, May 31st, 2008
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My Weather Window Loves Her Damp Black Earth

The wind was calm, it was light. Orb of Sun beamed warmly. It was welcome change. Blue sky filled with thin wispy clouds. More like frost on a window. Soft-focus puffs and curly clouds were as cream bleeding through water. Orb of Sun glowed through it all, creating deep shadows and good contrast. Energy flowed with ease. I vibrated with gentle current. The shimmering tree rippled with green. Each leaf was dancing with movement. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

Birds were mostly quiet. Traffic was light. I was calm. I woke up at 6 :05 instead of 5:15. I had many dreams but I don’t remember them. One of them was full of presence. I was in this nether region between waking and sleep. Conscious and dreaming at once. I was in some kind of plasma with a strong sense of energy flow. There was a force in the room closing in. I woke up frightened. Of course, nobody was in the room. I fell back to sleep dreaming of my soulmate, Anna. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

Back on the roof, it was actually warm. Almost hot, and I was glad. I observed my inner command. A cool wind blew on my cheek. Her mountain of love was packed and stuffed to the brim with different sizes of green roundness. Compared with the past few days, the trees were quiet and still. No crows, no airplanes. The tiny light flashed once. It was 11:02. It made 2 more quick bleeps, but nothing as dramatic as yesterday’s manifestation. Tristan came over in a red T-shirt with his arm in a sling. After playing badminton with his mother, he climbed up a children’s slide. He hit his wrist on a wavy slide curve when he slipped. It is swollen but not bruised or broken. He still had the birdie in his pant’s pocket, he showed me. He showed me more impressive card tricks as well. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

My misunderstood monster loves her vile insect zoo. My weather window loves her damp black earth. My sickness cough loves her adverse germs. My troubled government loves her secure politics. My overloaded piles love her paperwork mess. My martial arts love her sports clothes. My police victim loves her safe holding. My control strength loves her practical power. My dangerous battle lines love her blocking command. I love her black lunar bible verse from my Egyptian box “At the voice of thy cry; when he shall hear it, he will answer thee.” –Isaiah 30:19. I love Anna Dirksen.

Meanwhile, Ros hates her green bride’s maid dress. She’s upset that she’s always a bride’s maid and never a bride. Niles videotapes his father for prosterity but Martin opposes him by playing dead. Frasier knows Ben is a womanizer but he avoids telling Ros about it. Ben runs away when Ros tells him that she loves him because Homer had a panic attack after hypgnosis. He recalls his repressed childhood memory of finding a corpse in the water. It was the body of Smithers father. He died after something went wrong with the nuclear reactor core so Michael denies his brother Gob a free frozen banana. Lindsay hates the wetlands. She thinks she maced a crane.

On CBC News at Six, Michel Godbout wore a grey jacket with a white shirt with gridlines and a yellow and black and grey tie. Georges Barelos Missing, Body Found In River, Living with ALS and the Gala of Hope, Trapped in Saudi Arabia, A falling construction crane in New York, Man Stabbed at Home, Metro Stabbing, Shot at Close Range, Guilty Plea in Bus Death, Bad Timing, Sex in the City with a bird on the right wrist, A Wet Saturday. Tonight it will be 13 degrees, feeling like 13 with 5 km/h winds and rain. Heavy rain tomorrow with possible thundershowers 25 mm expected. Michel signed off for the night.

I’m Frank Remus for this Krimson News diary-blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News at Six re-reportage of adverse, blocking, closed, command, confining, control, corrupt, counter-balance, criminal, dangerous, defending, difficult, discouraging, fate, fighting, frustrating, guarded, halting, harassing, hard, hazardous, heaviness, hindering, hurtful, impossibilitym, inferior, misunderstood, obey, overloaded, overwhelm, power, practical, preventing, pushing, real, repress, restricting, secure, sensation function, sickness, sinful, specifying, strengthen, stressful, troubled, unfortunate, unpleasant, unruly, unsatisfactory, vile and wrong.

Date Posted: Friday, May 30th, 2008
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My Black Power Loves Her Red Warriors

It was very gusty. Trees were swaying. Little white fluffs and pollen specks sped through the air. The sky was filled with a gigantic oyster shell cloud that broke off into smaller clusters that were well aligned. Blue sky was clear to the west, the north and the east. Dark clouds loomed in the south. The strong wind gave sense of tulmult with droning motors and the black helicopter in mid-flight. I held my love diary tight and wrote for her with all my heart in the blasting wind. Thankfully the sunlight and heat burst forth, during an opportune moment free from cloud. But alas, these moments were short-lived. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

The cold wind persisted. Inwardly, I felt some strain. But I was in too much in  love for it to bother me now. Birds were very quiet. I couldn’t hear them at all through the noise of the rustling trees and vents of air in my ears. Everything remained caught between darkness and light in the dim sun. Birdsong was suddenly incessant and audible amid the blows from a home renovations hammer and bleeping car signals. Blue skies in the north looked surreal. Green was more vividly so. Her mountain of love was dense with foliage. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

The wind boomed too much for me to settle down. I kept bracing myself in each burst. I held firmly to my love diary while I wrote for my beloved with my blue pen. There were no crows around and I wouldn’t hear them in this. My hair was wild in the wind. Movement within spanned the gaps as I scanned the flaps. The light on her mountain of love flashed sharply once. I saw a reddish hue or tinge. It was 10:55. It flashed once again, sharp and quick. I thought I saw orange in it. Clouds became rippled with fingerprints and cloud beading. Bubbles and waves were set with a gauze-like appearance. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

The light became more active. It flickered then vanished then beamed brightly again. It had a yellowish aura. Much more of the sky was blue. Remaining clouds looked like sea foam. Fingerprints marked the waves that were very pronounced by this time. Orb of Sun burned through them all, creating some semblance of warmth and light and shadows. The light on her mountain blinked sharp quick and strong. But it did not stick around for long, behind a thick growth of trees on her mountain of love. Sunlight glowed brightly now. Little tree spores were flying around, like helicopter blades. They crackled when they landed on the grey gravel. My body absorbed the moments of heat. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

It was sunny and bright in the schoolyard. 2 boys were avidly reading A Practical Guide to Monsters. Leah said she likes mythology but she doesn’t like monsters.  I said you can’t have one without the other.  One boy wore a nice green skull t-shirt. 3 girls from grade 4 sang the Beatles song Nowhere Man as they circled around me. Then they sang Shiny Happy People by R.E.M. Veronica showed me her rapid eye movement –she made her little eyes jiggle so fast. I asked how she could do such a thing. Then the girls became aggressive. They stretched the arm of my green sweater too long and wouldn’t let go, and they grabbed at my black leather coat. I had no choice but to submit. They wouldn’t listen when I said no.  I ran away a few times.  One of them told me that I was a blue man. They shouted in my ear very loudly that I must buy them blueberry ice cream. It was funny to see all 3 girls wearing the same shades of blue. Veronica told me her father bought her favorite Sims after she fell down and hurt her wrist. She and her friend love the game Harvest Moon. I was surprised when 2 other girls approached me to say I never should have cut my hair. Who would think they remembered? Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

My eradicating doom loves her overturning fate. My decomposing garbage loves her demolishing worm disposing. My black power loves her red warriors. My falling fool scattered bricks loves her balloon bursting accident. My Naxi dictator death loves her concentration camp dismantling. My goat eating anything loves her awful vampire skeleton. My death camp mass grave loves her cleaning tidal wave. My will power war loves her operating destiny. My weeping crocodile loves her trickster shark. My evil figure execution loves her devastating fire. My malignant amputation loves her superior cleaning. My military suicide loves her deadly hari-kari. My wrecking hurricane loves her pulverizing tornado. My weeping atomic explosion loves her overwhelming nuclear power. I love her lunar black bible verse from my Egyptian box “He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength.” Isaiah 40:29. I love Anna Dirksen.

Meanwhile, Niles asks for a $4,000 bank loan to buy a Biedermeier footstool. Martin warns him to cut back on his excessive spending. Bibi “that barracuda” will marry Big Willy the station’s new owner. He has a $600 million media empire. “With 30 radio stations across the country.” Big Willy gives Frasier 3 days to stop Bibi from smoking. The 85-year-old Texan dies at the altar, so Bart digs a hole in the yard. Lisa warns her brother “You’re going to go straight through to China.” Moe confessed the last time he smiled was when “I nailed that rat with the ice pick.” Moe smashes his bar to renovate it. Homer opens his own tavern in his garage. He invites R.E.M. and they sing It’s The End of the World As We Know It. Michael Stipe attacks Homer with a broken beer bottle because Homer betrayed him. He is warned by his band mates it is not the R.E.M. way. “Let’s recycle these shards and get out of here” because Buster’s glasses “make him look like a lizard.” Lindsay tries to talk down the environmental activist Johnny Bark protesting in a Bluth tree. Gob gets stabbed in the back while in prison. For the first time since Michael lost his wife, he wanted someone.

On CBC News Morning, Heather Hiscox wore a black white and grey paisley blouse. Jesse Hirsh wore a blue shirt and black jacket. Rosemary Barton wore a purple blouse with a black necklace and black top. Tanya Beja wore a pink blouse with grey jacket. Nil Koksal wore a black jacket with grey blouse. Danielle Bochove wore a red jacket and red skirt. Lynda Calveret wore a grey jacket and white blouse. Ann Macmillan wore a tan yellow leather jacket with grey and yellow bead necklace. On CBC News Today, Nancy Wilson wore a green blouse with a white jacket. Jeannie Lee wore a red jacket with a black top. Johanna Wagstaffe wore an orange jacket with black slacks. Andrew Nichols wore a black jacket with a white shirt and a black and blue tie. Jelena Adzic wore a white dress. On CBC News at Six, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket with a pale blue shirt and a pale blue tie with white stars.

Finally Free, Caught Off Guard, Ship Ahoy! Hair Gel a Must. Nadia Lefebvre, age 32 is free. She was held hostage for more than a week in Haiti. No arrests were made during her release. Her kidnappers asked for a ransom of $100,000. No word on whethere this was paid. Lefebvre is a Sherbrooke University student who was working for Medecins du Monde Canada. As reported by Emmanuel Marchand in a black jacket, white shirt and black tie with white grid lines.

The Quebec government promises to do proper background checks for private security company contracts after giving one to Julie Couillard’s former boyfriend, a convicted felon who committed suicide. As reported by Dan Halton in a grey jacket, white shirt and black tie. A 15-year Pedophile’s Sentence Upheld. On the 7th day of Basil Parasiriss 1st degree murder trial, a Neighbour Testifies followed by Drug Raids. The weather with Frank Cavallaro in a black suit with a white shirt and a yellow black patterned tie at 22 degrees, feeling like 22 with 32 km/h winds. The highest temperature on this date was 31.3 set in 1978.

Today was National Aboriginal Day of Action. The federal governmente has agreed to start negotiations on 20,000 acres of land with Kahnawake. This territory runs right through Highway 30. As reported by Amanda Pfeffer. A $56 million Deadline Extended to buy up land in Griffintown. Not as Windy Tomorrow to the bridge and the break. Returning with Frank Cavallaro and a “nice blue sky out there.” Current temperature was 22 degrees, feeling like 22 with 35 km/h winds, gusting from 42 to 43. The rain should begin tomorrow night and continue for most of Saturday and part of Sunday. Tonight’s low will be 8 degrees, feeling like 8 with 15 km/h winds. The 50-day forecast is 22 20 19 21 20.

NHL Player Luc Bourdon Dies In Motorcycle Crash at age 21. Police in Calgary are investigating the deaths of a man and women and their 2 young daughters and their tenant “but answers seem elusive.” As reported by Carolyn Dunn. Maxime Bernier Affair: Did Julie Couillard receive a government-issued diplomatic passport and get the necessary security clearance? “What did this government know?” As reported by Julie Van Dusen in a black jacket, white pearls, and white blouse to the underpass road and the break.

Returning with the day’s closing numbers and the RCMP are investigating thousands job offers and checks but the businesses and cheques were fake and the scamming was real. Call Phone Busters if you smell a fraud at 1-888-495-8501. As reported by Reg Sherren. Fruits & Passion Sold and Norsk Hydro Offer. Top Story: Nadia Lefebvre is free after she was held hostage for a week in Haiti. She’ll be back in Montreal soon. Canadians should use extreme caution in Haiti with its endemic criminal activity. As reported by Emmanuel Marchand.

The SQ tackles home invasions head-on with dozens of tips released today for Home Invasion Prevention: Get to know your neighbours, don’t hesitate to call the police, lock windows and doors when you’re at home. More tips at local police stations. A Grey Weekend to betwixt and the next break and returning with the Olympic dome and the Anti Doping Agency promises to catch each and every cheater but a genetic advantage can fly under the radar. 55 men in Sweden were given testosterone and a standard urine test. 17 passed the test. A genetic mutation could give an athlete the license to cheat but DNA testing is too complex and costly. As reported by Maureen Taylor. Michaelle Jean, GG In Quebec City to take part in its 400th anniversary. Warships across the world are making a stop for the celebrations. A military supply ship is one of 7 that arrived this week. PJ Stock previewed Stock Talk in a green shirt and a black jacket. Frost Twnships & Quebec City to the Olympic dome.

Returning with a second look at the weather with Frank Cavallaro. He has the feeling we won’t have a nice summer. Tonight’s low will be 8 degrees, feeling like 8 with 15 km/h winds. Tomorrow morning it will be 11 degrees, rising to 22 and falling to 14. The 7-day forecast is 22 20 19 21 20 19 19. Stock Talk with PJ Stock and “Good news comes in 3s for the Penguins last night.” Sidney Crosby got 2 goals. Luc Bourdon died in a motorcycle accident. The Robillard pool will get a $13 million renovation. 31 thousand Bras For Breast Cancer to the break.

Returning to The Scene with Pierre Landry in a green short-sleeved shirt with white lines. The Cirque du Soleil In China and Leonard Cohen On Tour with a sample of his concert from Moncton New Brunswick. The 73-year-old Cohen will play Montreal from the 23rd to the 25th of June. Yves Saint-Laurent exhibit at the Montreal Museum of Fine Arts and MIMC Gala Concert at Salle Wilfrid-Pelletier. A last check on the weather with Frank Cavallaro at a current temperature of 22 degrees, feeling like 22 with winds at 33 km/h. Rain begins tomorrow night and continues Saturday. Michel signed off for the evening.

I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary-blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News at Six re-reportage of absent, anger, annhilating, awful, blasting, breaking, catabolic, cleaning, cracking, crashing, crushing, deadly, decomposing, demolishing, despair, destiny, devastating, dismantling, disposing, doom, embarrassment, eradicating, exploding, extinguishing, fate, fighting, grieving, incinerating, indiscriminate, inevitability, judging, killing, lethal, malignant, misfortune, operating, overturning, overwhelming, pounding, power, pulling apart, pulverizing, ruining, self-destruction, senseless, smashing, superiority, terrible, war, will and wrecking.

Date Posted: Thursday, May 29th, 2008
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My Red Baptism Spirit Loves Her Green Wisdom Water

Blue sky returned with white cloud. Orb of Sun gave me warmth but there was still cold wind. Trees were bright and green.  Her mountain of love was green.  I wanted the heat to last longer, to sink in more deeply. It was too hard to find with the gusting wind. Each tree swayed back and forth. All of the clouds were on the same plane, moving as one, in the same direction. Detail returned, sharp and clear, dry and grey was the gravel. Contrasting shadows everywhere. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

Suddenly there were crows cawing. 7 of them appeared from out of the blue. One crow went ahead while 6 lagged behind, flapping in play chase. The 7th crow checked something out then returned, circling the area. The 6 crows circled and cawed. The 7 rested together in the shimnmering tree. They played the game of circling around then landing with bravos. 2 left the group to go on a little romantic adventure. They soared on the wind very high and floated and glided side-by-side. Then the whole band dispersed in haphazard directions, swooping and diving and cawing. The group of 7 disappeared. It was exactly 10:51. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

My sense of unwinding continued. I was finding alignment as if keeping a kite in flight. It was a serious, meditative thing, making contact within, becoming a light surface. In the communion of my heartstrings I dove into my love diary headfirst, then I wrote and wrote for her. It was 10:58 when the light pulsed. It blinked and flickered, as if starting up. Then it gave a good strong signal, shining brightly like a star on her mountain of love. It burbled a little as if bubbling in water. Or else it was a spark. It flickered, calmed down then went out. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

After sitting awhile watching this, my body got used to the wind and the sun’s heat lingered on me. A crow flapped ever so quickly. Her wings beat like a speedy butterfly as I was thinking of my beloved Anna. It was cool and bright in the schoolyard. Children from grade 3 wanted me to intervene in their problems, and I was glad. I missed working with the young ones. Kids always seem to feel free to play-act with me and they like to be aggressive. When they’re done I feel like “Silly Putty” but that’s fine.  Juliet wore a yellow and pink tie-dye top with blue jeans and a pink sweater. She showed me her plastic bag full of dirt and a beetle that was hiding from us. She was taking it into class. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.   She is my soulmate.

My spirit baptism loves her wisdom water. My protecting flying saucers loves her spaceship rescue. My lifeguard loves her life jacket choice. My red healer loves her green mandala. My bodywork loves her preserving pool. My dreamwork doctor loves her redeeming nurse. My source collecting loves her spiritual teaching. My spritual figures love her Christ lighthouse. My washing revival meeting loves her collecting falling water. My protecting concern loves her secure comfort. My delivering ecology relief loves her preserving conservation. My dynamic leader loves her hero energy. My wholeness achiever loves her healer strength. My work values love her posessed respectability.  I love her lunar black bible verse from my Egyptian box ” My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me: and I give unto them eternal life.” -John 10:27:28. I love Anna Dirksen.

Meanwhile, Frasier has to decide if an old man buggered his mind or if he is completely competent before the family goes to the Chinese restaurant. Homer prefers his own fortune cookie message. Mr. Burns gets one that read “You will find true love on Flag Day.” Burns falls in love with a female police officer. He proposes to Gloria and she accepts his hand in marriage. But she had a sordid romance with the renegade Snake. He kidnaps her and Homer. They escape the burning log cabin during Gob’s on again-off again relationship with the Spanish soap opera star Martha. Maeby auditions for the high school play. “I would kiss before I spoke…Tobias is the misguided director for As You Like It. He tries to make sparks fly by matching his nephew George Michael with Steve Holt in his wife’s red dress.

On CBC News Morning, Heather Hiscox wore a red and white candy-striped jacket with a white top. Collen Jones wore a pink coat with a black turtleneck. Rosemary Barton wore a yellow-orange sweater with black top. Tom Harrington wore a black jacket with a grey and white striped shirt. Ann MacMillan wore a red floral print jacket with a yellow top. Danielle Bochove wore a tan jacket with red top. On CBC News Today, Nancy Wilson wore a black sweater with a grey blouse. Ian Waterman wore a red windbreaker. Johanna Wagstaffe wore black slacks and jacket with an orange blouse. Suhana Meharchand wore a red jacket.

On CBC News at Six, Nancy Wood wore a red jacket. Gang Busters, Clean Air, 40 Years of New Hearts, Bright & Breezy. Major Gang Bust: Police dealt a blow to 2 violent street gangs. 34 different places were raided for drugs, guns and cash. 40 people were arrested. As reported by Emmanuel Marchand in a grey jacket, white shirt and grey tie in Little Burgundy. Police want your help stopping violent street gangs. Call 514-393-1313 Infocrime.

The Bernier Affair: Federal Liberals say CSIS met with the Stephen Harper about Maxime Bernier. The MP issued a statement apologizing. He will continue to run as MP for Beauce. PQ MNAs accuse the Liberals of offering a $160,000 contract to a security company allegedly run by a former Hell’s Angels boyfriend of Julie Couillard.  The Public Security Minister said the business was run by the man’s father who was an ex-cop and so was safe.

Air quality is the biggest challenge for the city’s environment. Montreal has 37 new action plans in its environmental report that said there are 64 bad air quality days each year. The culprit is cars and heavy industries. “Too many cars, too much garbage, not enough transit use.” The city has found that public transit and bicycle use has gone up. And a groom-to-be wants to be wed on the mountain while there’s still a chance for clear air. As reported by Amanda Pfeffer in a black jacket with white blouse.

The weather with Frank Cavallaro in a grey jacket with grey and white shirt and an orange tie with gusting winds up to 40 km/h. Current temperature was 16 degrees, feeling like 16 with 32 km/h winds. Today’s high was 16.2. The record high for this date was 31.0 in 1978. Major Crime Scene in Calgary. 5 bodies were found dead in a home, 3 adults in their 30s with 2 children, age 4 and age 6. A baby girl survived, age one year old. “The crime scene was disturbing.” As reported by Carolyn Dunn in a black coat. Police Take Stand in court, saying they identified themselves clearly when they raided Basil Parasiris’s home. The RCMP is looking into Bomb Threats from an FLQ-type group that wants to punishment certain establishments over the next few days. They have made bomb threats before, but they have never carried them out. Followed by More Sun to the trees and the road to the break.

Returning to the weather with Frank Cavallaro at a current temperature of 16 degrees, feeling like 16 with 34 km/h winds gusting to 45. It was 28 in Linton B.C. “Another beautiful bright day tomorrow.” Tonight’s low will be 9 degrees, feeling like 9 with 30 km/h winds. Tomorrow’s high will be 21 degrees, feeling like 21 with 35 km/h winds. The 5-day forecast is 21 23 19 23 20. It was sunny but still windy and after 371 cm last winter, there’s “still big dirty piles of snow”.  Slow Going For Snow.

Montreal’s Heart Institute is celebrating its 40th anniversary. The first heart transplant in Canada was done in May 1968 in Montreal. A heart-transplant survivor says “A big thank you” to his donor.  As reported by Shari Okeke, followed by a teenage Scooter Death. Followed by the river and bridge to the break. Returning to the day’s closing numbers. A new survey says gas prices have taken a big jump. Regular gas in Canada costs $1.32.6 a litre. That’s a 5.5-cent rise in one week. Montreal’s high gas price is $1.43.4 a litre. The rising cost of fuel makes a Communauto Wait List. A new technique from Quebec turns garbage into ethanol and its “of great interest to ubran areas around the world.” As reported by Margo McDiarmid. Indonisia Withdraws From OPEC because its importing more oil than it exports. Doctor Faces Sanctions for administering illegal drugs to athletes.

Top Story: Major Crime Bust. Charges include gangsterism, drug trafficking and profiting from prostitution. More arrests in the days to come but more gangs always crop up. As reported by Emmanuel Marchand. Death in Prison: Mental health services in prisons “need an overhaul” but there is no sign of improvement. As reported by Gerri Barrer in a black jacket and white top.

The heat is put on Stephen Harper to answer why 5 weeks went by but Maxime Bernier’s NATO file was never noticed missing. The Conservatives refuse to confirm that CSIS visited the Prime Minister about Bernier. The PM is travelling in Germany for meeting son bio-diversity. As reorted by Julie Van Dusen in a black jacket, black blouse and pearl necklace. Bright But Windy to the next break. Returning to Most Viewed on CBCNEWS.CA and a married couple in France was sentenced to life in prison after their rape and murder spree spanning 30 years. As reported by David Common. Bush Accused of Propaganda, Mars a Balmy Minus 80 and Outer Space Toilet Broken. Warmer Tomorrow. Followed by buildings relating and betwixt to the break.

Returning to a second look at the weather with Frank Cavallaro. “Will the sun shine tomorrow?” It was generally clear over Montreal. Today’s high was 16 degrees. That’s 6 degrees below average. Tonight’s low will be 9 degrees, feeling like 9 with 30 km/h winds. Tomorrow morning it will be 12 degree rising to 21 and falling to 7. The 7-day forecast is 21 23 19 23 20 21 20. Game 3 of the Stanley Cup Finals begins in Pittsburgh tonight with 17,000 fans watching in the stadium. As reported by Tom Harrington in a grey jacket with grey and white shirt. Vollyball In Gatineau and a new James Bond book, Devil May Care was released on Ian Flemming’s 100th birthday today. As reported by Adrienne Arsenault in a khaki jacket. Sandra Abma spoke to Kim Cattral about the Sex and the City movie. Warship For the 400th and a last check on the weather with Frank at a current temperature of 16 degrees, feeling like 16 with 32 km/h winds and clear skies. Nancy Wood signed off for the night.

I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary-blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News at Six re-reportage of act, assemble, assist, buy, choice, collecting, comfort, concern, correction, delivering, favour, find, freeing, gather, hoarding, improve, intervention, make up, nursing, possibility, potential, protecting, provide, ransom, reclaim, recover, release, relief, salvaging, satisfy, secure, solution, source, spiritual, stockpile, store, storing, teaching, treasuring, wait on and wisdom.

Date Posted: Wednesday, May 28th, 2008
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My Green House Completed Loves Her Baby Plans

It was cold and windy. Overcast cloud was low, looking like reams of grey cotton, stuffing blue sky with its load. A crow cawed crazily when I arrived, but soon she settled down. The shimmering tree waved in slow motion. The wind picked up in gusts. Unravelling was actively engaged. Inner movement slowly unfolded. Reality was widening in scope. It was not all on the surface. There was also the depth. The known married the unknown. Love signs were on my path. Orb of Sun was hidden behind an impervious plethora of cloud that simply would not budge. There was a crack in the blue sky to the east -the only one for miles. Her mountain of love was dark green with broccoli trees. It was cool enough for gloves. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

 

It was 10:39. I craved for the warmth of her hand in the sun but the heat and the light were like fall. The vividness of the dark was here to stay, but it made every green stand out stronger. Some trees were more yellow. Birds were very quiet. Only a spare few were singing. They became introverted in the cold windy air. It felt like October. More like Halloween than spring. Deep in the gravel were a few green pebbles. Drops of green paint had splattered there long ago. How I longed for her in my heart. How I craved for her in a hot bath. Something in me was opening up more to the threads of reality of what I had. A wide gulf of blue sky was achieved. The clear blueness of it contrasted well with gobs the grey painter surrounded it with. All other clouds were packed. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

 

I was caring for my soulmate. She was making me feel warmer than the weather outside could. I opened more to the flooding. Orb of Sun peeked through the clouds like a pearl of great price glowing, like a full moon pure white. Endless miles of cloud were getting darker, I found. Tree branches showed inverted leaves, waiting to cup more rain. A crow flew overhead, gliding freely with verve. That’s when cawing ensued. She cawed 6 times, adding 2 and I was hungry for my heartthrob. It was cold in the schoolyard. I shuffled around it slowly, meeting up with a few kids that were bored. A group of children are always bored in the schoolyard. They don’t care to run and play, more psychological and complex.  Juliet wore a pink top with blue sweater and blue slacks. She showed me the little container with 4 beetles, dirt and leaves in it. Older kids were making cards. They would not explain that it was their own Martian game complete with flying saucers and alien monsters. One was evidently a typical grey. I joked that I know that guy, he lives next door to me. A boy and a girl argued over who got the idea first to draw a spaceship.  One alien was Mr. Million Eyes.  His head looked more like Cheerios. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

My green dream weaver loves her marriage ceremony. My green house completed loves her baby plans. My construction deadline loves her traveling boat built. My actor performance loves her actress photographs. My natural athlete loves her healthy body. My bread loaf meal loves her organic fall harvest. My complete essence loves her consummate realness. My inward manifesting loves her achieving ripeness. My record profit loves her substaintial earnings. My travel ticket loves her swimming in the sun. My book discussion loves her writing task. My realization potential loves her concretizing to make real. My recording project loves her tape test. My seamstress loves her dressmaking. My caring gift loves her satisfied finishing. My authentic experience loves her tangible commitments. I love her lunar black bible verse from my Egyptian box “For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavillion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock.” –Psalm 27:5. I love Anna Dirksen.

Meanwhile, I enjoyed Bowie’s Station to Station while Frasier plays a chess game with his father. Frasier keeps his planning “strategy” but Martin always wins.  Niles consoles his brother “Soon enough, the son eclipses the father.” Frasier sets the fire alarm to wake his father from his slumber because Homer’s dancing Santa overloaded the electric plant and there’s a power outage. The entire town catches fire. After riots and looting Mayor Quimby wants the formation of a blue ribbon committee. Homer actualizes a private police force replete with badges for his men. He becomes Springfield’s biggest hero and Maggie saves her father’s life when Michael and his son burn the banana stand to the ground. Michael’s father exclaims, “There was $250,000 lining the walls!” Tobias wants to be an actor. He auditions for a TV advertisement. He treats the Fire Sale as if it were for a real fire. Michael was for his father’s flight records but they burned up in the fire.

 

On CBC News Morning, Heather Hiscox wore a white jacket. Susan Bonner wore an orange jacket. Danielle Bochove wore a black jacket. Rosemary Barton wore a black sweater with grey top. Colleen Jones wore a khaki jacket with a black turtleneck. On CBC News at Six, Nancy Wilson wore a grey jacket with white branch patterns with a white top. Jeannie Lee wore a mottled grey jacket with a grey top. Suhana Meharchand wore a white jacket and a black and white speckled blouse. On CBC News at Six, Michel Godbout wore a black and grey striped jacket with a white shirt and a yellow grey and black tie. The Bernier Affair, Distress Call, Be Green, Chilly Night.

 

Quebec MP Maxime Bernier quit last night just before his ex-girlfriend Julie Couillard broke her silence about the document Bernier left behind and her Hell’s Angels past romances. Bernier left a secret document about a NATO summit at her house for 5 weeks and didn’t pick it up. Stephen Harper is sceptical her bedroom was rigged with bugs. As reported by Julie Van Dusen in a grey jacket with pearl necklace. The general public was swayed by Julie Couillard’s interview confession. A reported by Nancy Wood. Coming up: Reaction from Beauce. Michel mentioned audio problem’s repair.

 

The weather with Kristen Falco in a pink top and grey jacket with black slacks for Frank Cavallaro. Current temperature was 14 degrees, feeling like 14 with 25 km/h winds. Mostly cloudy skies today at 15 degrees and tonight’s temperatures will dip close to freezing. Parasiris Murder Trial: The jury for the murder trial of Basil Parasiris heard a recording of the phone call his son made to 911. He heard gunshots in his home and called 911 on March 2nd. His father is accused of killing officer Daniel Tessier. He was shot 4 times including the face. Parasiris is pleading self-defense. As reported by Amanda Pfeffer in a black jacket with grey blouse. Known Pedophile Arrested. 29 year old Martin Bradette was caught taking photos of girls in the school washroom at Ecole Francais. School security caught him after a young girl spotted a camera flash. As reported by Emmanuel Marchand in a black jacket with white shirt and speckled grey tie. Warmer Tomorrow to the break.

 

Returning with Kristen Falco and the weather at a current temperature of 14 degrees, feeling like 14 at 25 km/h winds. The sun returns tomorrow morning. It will be a clear with a high of 18 degrees, feeling like 18 with 30 km/h winds. Tonight’s low will be 5 degrees, feeling like 2 with 15 km/h winds. The 5-day forecast is 18 21 22 19 15. Vandals hit a Pierrefonds Mosque over the weekend. It’s the 3rd attack in 5 months. The Muslim community is on edge. The Mosque will open its doors. It hopes to interact with and education the neighbourhood. As reported by Dan Halton in a black jacket, white shirt with a red and white striped tie. Nicolas Stone Stays in Jail for his risk of reoffending. He sexually assaulted a 13-year-old girl after luring her over the internet. Another young victim has come forward. Stone is married with 3 children.

 

Update: Guard Guilty of smuggling drugs into Bordeaux prison. 2 young men driving a truck of stolen cigarettes are in custody after a dramatic Police Chase. Speeding Crackdown numbers:  1,500 people received fines. If you’re a driver going over 165 in a 100-km/h zone, your ticket will be $1,000 and you will lose 14 demerit points. You can lose your license. Buildings downtown with Sun Life and the break. Returning with the day’s closing numbers and British Fuel Protest. Coming Up: Be Green with Geeta Nadkarni.

 

The city’s auditor said Montreal’s fire departments are not making enough inspections and overtime has increased but paid mostly to the captains and lieutenants. As reported by Shari Okeke in a green top and black jacket.  Top Story: The Bernier Affair. The foreign affairs minister quits as his ex-girlfriend Julie Couillard broke her silence about past relationships. Bernier’s riding is in the Beauce. Residents there are proud of him. 67% voted for Bernier in the last federal election. As reported by David Shum. Children are not getting nearly enough exercise. Living rooms are taking the place of soccer fields. Kids sitting 42 hours a week in front of computer screens or portable hand-held gadgets. They’re showing increased levels of obesity. As reported by Laurie Grahanm in a black top and gold jacket. Montreal’s english school board is having public meetings for ideas about Focussed Schools –an Afro-centric school for example. Sun Stays With Us to the river and the bridge to the break.

 

Most Viewed to Part 2 of this week’s series on Inuit Homelessness in Quebec. 1,500 residents of Puvirnitak in Nunavik are suffering from a severe housing problem. The Quebec government says it is doing something about it. Substance abuse and a rising suicide rate are serious problems.  The Inuit prefer living on the streets of Montreal to languishing in their houseless homeland. As reported by Justin Hayward in a black coat. Mild Week Ahead to downtown with Sun Life to the next break. Returning with a second look at the forecast with Kristen Falco and “temperatures more like March than end of May.” The below average high today was 15 degrees. Tonight it will be 5 feeling like 2. Tomorrow morning it will be 8 degrees, rising to 18 and falling to 7. The 7-day forecast is 18 21 22 19 15 21 22.

 

Be Green with Geeta Nadkarni in a black skirt,  grey top with a green clover leaf on her lapel talking about avoiding the gas pump and Going Electric with scooters and electric bikes. An electric scooter can drive 40 to 50 km by battery alone. They can travel from 20 to 25 km/h.  New regulations are needed for allowing scooters on the streets.  Geeta asked viewers “Would you buy one?” She welcomed comments at her blog on www.cbc.ca/montreal. PJ Stock previewed Stock Talk in a grey jacket, white shirt and tope tie followed by the break and returning to the team Pittsburgh. They haven’t scored a single goal in 2 Stanley Cup games. Thing are going Detroit’s way with their mesmerising play. Considering Pittsburgh’s improvement, PJ said, “It’s the little things that make the average team better.” A last check on the weather with Kristen at below normal temperatures. Current temperature was 14 degrees, feeling like 14 with 20 km/h winds. “We’re in for a cool night.” Michel signed off for the evening.

 

I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary-blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News at Six re-reportage of accomplish, attain, authentic, autonomy, awarding, breakthrough, building, caring, carrying out, commitments, complete, consummate, definite, determining, earn, essence, executing, experience, finishing, fulfill, harvest, inward, making, manifesting, natural, perform, plans, possibility, potential, realizing, ripeness, satisfy, substantial, tangible and to make real.

Date Posted: Tuesday, May 27th, 2008
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My Blending Heroes Love Her Black Strategy Dreams

Rippled cloud covered the sky like miles of grey wrinkled skin. It concealed blue sky and sun. The cloud was dense and immovable. All was under overcast. There were no shadows or highlights. Trees were deliciously green. There was barely a wind. The trees were completely still. Vapour rose from a green vent. Grey gravel remained intact. Birdsong around me was more than it has been lately. Their voices reverberated. The small light was absent today.  Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

One or two spots of rain, not enough to leave a mark, but gradually it increased with raindrops falling on my head. It pattered on my green army jacket with its 5 red moon phase emblem and pink smear. Crows were cawing in the distance, but they stopped, it was clear. I loved the faint smell of rain. The sky darkened to the north. Orb of Sun beamed briefly but dark clouds swallowed it quickly. The air vibrated with a fine mist of rain that gave wet freckles to everything. I observed the movement within. Dark green was her mountain of love. Sweet lovebirds chirped as they sped under the amazing waves of grey. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

Yesterday was Museum day. Today I noticed fragments of crystal-shaped broken glass in the doorway to the apartment building on my way to the schoolyard. There were 3 pink beads on the ground as well and 2 blue flower petals on the front lawn. I put them in my pocket. The cross-guard told me he had to clean broken glass from his curb. I thought he meant broken eyeglasses because I had problems fixing my glasses this weekend.  (It was funny when a Korean student described his difficult time shopping for glasses). The crossguard told me where to get mine repaired. For now they’re wired together with a little screw that’s the wrong size but they don’t look much like the Canadian weather station on the Mars lander Phoenix. Lionel said he was reading The Lazy Man’s Guide to Enlightenment. A passive mastery no doubt.  We talked about Krishnamurti and some Theosophy. Of course, a philosopher completely opposed to this would be “The Objectivist” Ayn Rand. It started raining in the schoolyard, as we got out and so the kids were told to head in. Many of them wanted to play in the rain. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

My opposing wrestlers love her fighting duel. My blending heroes love her black strategy dreams. My political storms love her red dissension. My martial arts love her rape resistance. My volcano erupting fire loves her earthquake lightning match. My business risking loves her competition testing. My frustration headache loves her play mastering. My labour strife loves her negotiation. My angry quarrel loves her feud discord. My Darwinian evoution loves her snakes coiled around a victim. My championship contest loves her sports power play. My enemy prevention loves her submarines. I love her lunar black bible verse from my Egyptian box “If any man serve me, him will my Father honour.” –John 12:26. I love Anna Dirksen.

Meanwhile, it is February 29th, a Leap Year and Martin’s friend invited him to his 16th birthday. But he really is 64. It is a hot spell in the dead of winter. Martin thanks Global Warming for it but he resists going to Montana. Frasier challenges everyone to take a leap out of his or her routine. Niles hasn’t had sex in 6 months and Maris is calling on him. Sex with Maris would “cloud the issue” Frasier warns. He saw “2 snakes doing a mating dance.” Ros has lost the love of her life “on the number 7 bus around noon”, but Homer ordered a coin pond for Marge on their wedding anniversary.  A screaming caterpilar has chosen the pond for its home. It is on the endangered species list and is “sexually attracted to fire.” Homer must do community service for attempting to kill it. He delivers meals to an shut-in elderly woman who befriends him and Marge but a thief who steals her diamond necklace murders her. She left $50,000 to Homer and Marge in her will. Chief Wiggum finds it suspicious. They are found guilty of her murder and are sentenced to death. Homer confesses to the murder to save his wife, but it was only a reality TV show prank and Lucille is so upset about homosexuals upstaging her husband’s retirement party. She said “I could set myself on fire.”  Michael decided to never speak to his family again after his father was arrested for defrauding investors and using company funds as his personal piggy bank.

 

On CBC News at Six, Michel Godbout wore a grey jacket with white top. Colleen Jones wore a blue suede jacket with a black top. Danielle Bochove wore a red top. Steve Futterman wore an orange tie with a white shirt and black jacket. On CBC News Today, Nancy Wilson wore a black jacket with yellow blouse. Jeannie Lee wore a brown jacket. Andrew Nichols wore a black jacket, white shirt and black and white band tie. On CBC News at Six, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket with a white shirt and a blue tie. Officer Down, Hospital Mix-Up, Homeless…Far From Home, Improving. The jury for Basil Parasiris’ 1st degree murder trial heard “panic, fear and confusion” in the recording of the 911 an officer made after officer Daniel Tessier was shot and killed and police were on the way up the stairs. Tessier was first in the house but he didn’t wear his police hat or bulletproof vest. As reported by Amanda Pfeffer.

 

Hospital Mix-Up. A woman in extreme pain called Urgences-Sante. She told them to take her to the Jewish General for her dialysis. She thought the ambulance was taking her there but she ended up at Lakeshore Hospital instead. Urgences-Sante maintains they had to take her there because the severity of her health condition prevailed. As reported by Gerri Barrer in a grey jacket. If you have a story for CBC News at Six, please phone 514-597-5626 or email at newsatsixmontreal@cbc.ca. Gas Hike: Gas prices have gone up to $1.40 in Montreal and people were ready to drive around to save a few cents. They will also reconsider their vacation travel plans. As reported by Jessica Brown in a black jacket. A first check on the weather with Frank Cavallaro in a grey suit, white shirt and grey tie that turned green to the weather map light. Current temperature was 18 degrees, feeling like 18 with 9 km/h winds.

 

Almost 10 months after Cedrika Provencher disappeared, the $10,000 reward for information will be cancelled on Sunday, police say. They are still working on leads but refuse to comment on the case.  As reported by Dan Halton in a grey coat with grey-striped white shirt and a grey and white banded tie. Norbourg CEO Vincent Lacroix pleaded guilty for misappropriating the funds of 9,000 investors. A man charged with sexual assaulting a minor was arrested again for breaking his bail conditions. He sent an email to one of his victims. He claims she was his wife at 10 years old. Better Tomorrow followed by Place Viger and the break.

 

The weather with Frank Cavallaro at a current temperature of 18 degrees, feeling like 18 with 9 km/h winds. Cloudy tonight with a 40 to 50% chance showers and thundershowers at a low of 13 degrees, feeling like 13 with 20 km/h winds. Tomorrow it will be 18 degrees, feeling like 18 with 25 km/h winds. The 5-day forecast is 18 18 22 21 20. The Mars probe Phoenix sent crystal clear photos of the northern polar regions of Mars today. It touched down on Sunday. Canadian technology plays a key role with its Martian weather station reports. “Does the ice melt?” The probe has 89 days of solar energy to find out. As reported by Nancy Wood.

 

The ex-girlfriend of Maxime Bernier is making the news again for her past with the Hell’s Angels. It was learned she was vying for an airport security post, causing concerns about airport security and organized crime. Prime Minister Stephen Harper won’t comment on his minister’s former girlfriend. As reported by Julie Van Dusen in a black jacket. Popular Quebec writer and sovereigntist Victor-Levy Beaulieu was under fire for insulting the Governor General, calling her a “Negro Queen.” Galipeault Bridge Repairs will cost $100 million. For more information on road and bridge conditions go to www.inforoutiere.qc.ca. George-Vanier Metro closed this summer to her pregnant biosphere and the break.

 

Returning with the day’s closing numbers and Speed Kills Children according to new figures from Safe Kids. 30 child pedestrians are killed every year by cars. 2,400 are seriously injured. Drivers reducing their speed by 12 km/h would reduce their kill rate by 50%. Top Story: Parasiris Murder Trial and a 911 call his son made as Tessier lay dead. Special report: Inuit Homelessness. Inuit make up 4 out of 10 living on the street. As reported by Justin Hayward. 2 weeks after the earthquake, China has 2 big problems: 5 million homeless people and too much water in all the wrong places. More than 1 million could be affected. Building contractors will be held responsible for their shoddy construction work. As reported by Michel Cormier in a black jacket and grey shirt. A Mix Sun/Cloud to her pregnant biosphere and the break.

 

A new government pilot project will direct people with mental health and substance abuse problems to dependency centers and away from overcrowded hospital ERs. 50,000 medical procedures could be performed in Quebec hospitals each year but they are Poorly Prepared. Ukraine Pres. Visits Canada. Milder by Thursday, to the bridge and the mountain to the break. Returning with a second look at the weather with Frank Cavallaro. Will the sun return tomorrow? Frank said it would at 10:15. Tonight’s low will be 13 degrees, feeling like 13 with 20 km/h winds and showers with a chance of thundershowers. Tomorrow morning it will be 14 degrees, rising to 18 and falling to 6. The 7-day forecast is 18 18 22 21 20 21 22. Current temperature was 17 degrees.

 

Be Green with Geeta Nadkarni in a red sweater with a black top. Composting is important. The government projected a plan but latest figures show only 7% of compostable materials have been left out of landfills. A once a week door-to-door composting service costs $5.00 a week. More info on this is at Geeta’s blog at www.cbc.ca/montreal, click Be Green. PJ Stock previewed Stock Talk with game 2 for Pittsburgh in Detroit, to the columns by the river to the break.

 

Returning with Stock Talk with PJ Stock in a black jacket with white and grey shirt. Michel asked, “Are the Red Wings being too good?” PJ Stock said the Penguins had too much respect for Detroit in the mental element of the game. A trophy cup broke into several pieces. Frank Cavallaro gave the final weather update with a current temperature of 17 degrees, feeling like 17 with 11 km/h winds. Michel signed off for the evening.

 

I’m Frank Remus for this Krimson News diary-blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News at Six re-reportage of battle, blending, championship, conflict, contest, contradict, counter, discord, dissension, encounter, exertion, feud, frustration, jealousy, labour, mastering, match, negotiate, opposing, passive, play, power play, prevention, puzzle, quarrel, risking, rivalry, strategy, stress, strive, strife and testing.

Date Posted: Monday, May 26th, 2008
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My Sunrise Children Love Her Baby White Clouds

The sky was clear blue with some chalky streaks. The air was cool and light. Orb of Sun was brighter than it’s been for days. The lushness of green pervaded. The shimmering tree swayed more than most. It rustled with obvious noise. From a yard came the voice of a child  Her singing filled the air. Bird song reverberated from every direction. Sound unfolded around me as if it were music composed by an improvising symphony. Her mountain of love was brightly lit with contrasting shadows. There was no point of light. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

3 crows cawed as they dived through the trees. A little fly buzzed around my head. 2 pigeons landed on the gravel looking for something tio eat. The little light appeared on her mountain of love at 10:58. It flickered and pulsed more brightly than usual. It became positively strong. There were 2 points of light sometimes or perhaps it was a hidden part of the whole. Even with binoculars, I couldn’t see what it was behind the tall trees. The warm yellow light disappeared faded out. 5 crows flapped around in the sky like crazy marionettes. 3 lithe dark birds with boomerang wings made trickling sounds as they play-chased. My sunrise loves her white clouds. Yellow light and I love her.  I’m in love with Anna in this. 

Last night Criss Angel entertained disadvantaged and handicapped children. A wheelchair-bound child asked how he dealt with pain. He said that he focuses to feel the pain until he is numb to it.   I have done the same thing in my own way –bringing my awareness to the pain process, to feel the sensation of it as precisely and as accurately as I can. I have found by clearly observing the shape of the pain that the raw edge to it goes away.  As you integrate the pain into the whole that your are. It resurrects with the healing you’ve given it with non-judgemental caring attention. You can look at many things of mind body and soul that way. It’s an unequivocal willingness to learn and be positively free to explore the deeper parts of yourself. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

My sunrise loves her white cloud dreams. My baby adoration loves her healthy newborn. My lover’s lovemaking loves her kissing sexual climax. My caring hug loves her touching. My great handsomeness loves her clear true beauty. My celebrating children loves her cheerful happiness. My unequivocal affirming loves her unquestionable attractiveness. My good morning classical music loves her sun song. My flower gathering loves her roses bouquet. My white temples love her saint’s heaven. My genuine healing loves her miracle joy. My trustworthy morality loves her ethical reward. My real completion loves her new destiny. My avowing willingness loves her positive agreed. I love her lunar black bible verse from my Egyptian box. “The liberal soul shal be made fat: and he that watereth shall be watered also himself.” Proverbs 11:25. I love Anna Dirksen.

Date Posted: Sunday, May 25th, 2008
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