My Throat Loves Her Red Bite
I woke up feeling miserable, not in a good mood, from bad dreams from my past family. I was feeling sad, like I was grieving. I resisted the feeling of deep tangled waves of insecurity. But it was there. 2 crows flew low and cawed as they traveled. Many birds were in mid-flight. There were all kinds. I didn’t want to feel out of sorts or withdrawn. It interferes with joyful observation, and in the blue sky was the gorgeous cheek of the moon. I wanted to kiss Anna right then and there as the crow caws echoed around me. A crow cawed, flapping before me and cawing 4 times. In the dominantly blue sky there were long chalky bands of white cloud. The wind was mild in its breeze. I’m in love with Anna in this. I crave for her in this.
 
 
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The gravel was dry and I was aching for my heartthrob. The shimmering tree was losing its leaves. The ones at the top were flickering in honeybee yellow. You must not have one ounce of fear when it comes to exploring negative feelings. You must see the truth and the false as honestly and as openly as you can. I wanted to feel happy, but I presently wasn’t in my best phase. Perhaps reality is an experiment to be explored in a series of stages. Amid all of these, my heart beats for Anna, and my son Tristan, of course.
 
 
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The truth is far more interesting than the scope of the bad mood ?but you must address it before the mood disperses. To not allow these feelings at all is a cruel?form of self-limitation ?and freedom is where it?s at for deeper self-understanding. It could be that it was Wednesday. I have noticed that Wednesdays hit me at certain peaks, and there?s grieving for my sister who died on that day, ?but I was so pleased to discover 3 gorgeous black crows silently gliding above me. I felt blessed in that moment. 4 more crows came over the trees, and 4 others followed. Another crow was slow getting started and cawed 5 times as she went. A 13th crow hurried behind. I?m in love with Anna in this.
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The mountain was well lit and in brown shades with faint remainders of orange. The sky was clear save for some long white streaks that widened and stretched to the mountain. I was dreaming for Anna. Shadows were dark and long. Trees waved with excitement. We may feel our worst?but do our best at the same time, in a dance of synchronicity and numbers. It was good simply to sit and then see vigilance through regions that needed attention. I was afraid it was all for naught, mired in liminal crap and feeling blind, but I was wrong, as 4 crows returned from their trip. They landed in the shimmering tree and a 5th crow came to join them. This was making me feel better because I?am deeply in love with Anna in the midst of this.
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My shadow function loves her sarcasm. My throat loves her red bite. My tearing off loves her abandon. My lost loves her losing things. My parasites love her rotting food. My rats love her kicking. My anxiety loves her criticism. My bills love her subtracting. My sword fight loves her stabbing. My wrecking crane loves her bulldozer. My dry rot loves her renovating. My helplessness loves her crutches. My bloody nose loves her surgery. My?accident loves her bandage. My vulnerability loves her heart. I love her lunar black bible verse from my Egyptian box?”And if thou draw out thy soul to the hungry; and satisfy the afflicted soul; then shall thy light rise in obscurity, and thy darkness be as the noon day.” Isaiah 58:10. I love Anna Dirksen.
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Meanwhile, it?s Halloween and Niles is having a party. Guests dress like characters from literature. Frasier and Daphne go as Chaucer and his saucy wife. ?On line 4, Ted is feeling a little disconnected. Ros is feeling out of sorts. She thinks she is pregnant, and she’s waiting for word from her doctor. Frasier invites her to?the party. Niles?mistakenly thinks Frasier got Daphne pregnant and challenges him to a duel. Niles has known Daphne for 4 years now and he wants to propose to her. Homer?s new hammock is a measure between comfort and evil. It makes clones of him. There are at least 23. One clone decapitates Ned Flanders with a chainsaw, and so Homer abandons them all in a field of corn. Ravenous clones are everywhere but “One handsome hubby is all I need” says Marge, while the kids bury their dead hamster. Lisa reads an old tombstone “I dream of a world without guns.”?Her campaign to ban every gun in town wins but the zombie dead come to life and they?re all gun-slinging cowboys. They take over and shoot everything. The scientist guy gives Homer a time machine to go back in the past and save all the guns.?Homer?explains to Lisa, “Future daddy double kills corpses so they won?t come back as zombies” so the family spends their vacation on the Island of Lost Souls. Something creepy is going on. In the House of Pain, Dr. Hibbert turns Marge into a cat woman. Ned Flanders needs milking as a cow. Maggie is an anteater, Lisa is an owl and Bart is a spider. Homer is a walrus. Aliens looking down on the island find the skull shape of it reminds them of their colleague #4. “Makes you think” because Michael wants George Michael to attend the Milford school in the next 4 years. It is all about his future. Lucille and Lindsay fight at a family restaurant. Michael thinks his new publicist is cute, and she suggests jobs for everyone. Michael has had sex with only 4 women but he thinks things are moving too fast and so the publicist spoils his name in the newspapers.
On the CBC News at Six, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket with grey pinstripes, a pale blue shirt and a black tie with white bands. A 3-year-old girl is dead after two teenaged boys age 17 and 18 slammed their cars into the girl playing among Halloween tombstones on the front lawn. Police are unsure what happened, if one driver cut the other one off. The teens were arrested and charges could follow after the police investigation.
White columns below and a 23-year-old man is in custody after a difficult surrender. He was wanted for breaking the conditions of his parole.? He climbed in and out of?a high window as if threatening to jump. During the hearings on reasonable accommodation, lawyer Guy Bertrand attacked the Canadiens Saku Koivu for not speaking French well enough. PJ Stock voiced his anger, saying that Koivu has done so much for Montreal and his team. It is an unfortunate linguistic issue, he said. Geeta Nadkarni was live at the Samuel Moskovich Arena, and dressed as a giant spider, with kids dressed in Halloween costumes and a high of 15-degrees.
White columns below and a dentist concerned with children’s tooth decay on the West Island offered to buy the?kids bags of Halloween candy at 2 dollars a kilo. She has $1,000 to spend. The candy will be shipped to Canadian Forces in time for Christmas.
Street gang violence is on the rise in Montreal but prosecuting street gangs is also a growing?problem. Having more prosecutors is a key with only 26 available to deal with gang files tied up in court. 60 more were needed in Ontario for a total of 90 and this made an improvement. But in Quebec, a $53 million investment toward it hasn?t been seen yet. As reported by Amanda Pfeffer in a black jacket. In Quebec City it?s been a year to this day since there?s been a murder on Halloween 2006. People feel safe and relaxed. There were just 7 murders in Quebec City last year. Police are at a loss to explain it, but 13 dedicated officers visit schools every day. As reported by Dan Halton.
A new poll suggests that Charest?s Liberals are rising in popularity. They are tied with the PQ at 31%. The ADQ?are at 28%. Stephen Harper?s government survived a vote of confidence on the budget update. Liberal leader Stephane Dion declared, “We will choose the time we want to defeat the government.” As reported by Julie Van Dusen in a black coat and black fur scarf. In Montreal a new cycling path is just about finished. It will span between Greene Avenue and Berri, followed by the commercial break.
An international panel of experts reviewed 5 years of cancer prevention and said obesity and fat may soon replace tobacco as the leading carcinogen. The panel recommends that we stay lean, exercise every day, eat plant-based food, avoid sugary drinks and eat meat sparingly. Obesity in Canada is increasing. As reported by Maureen Taylor in a black jacket and orange blouse.
Your Money and bagel prices are on the rise for the first time in 50 years at St-Viateur Bagel to keep up with a dramatic increase in wheat prices. Pasta prices are on the rise as well because corn crops pay more?for farmers since the increased demand for ethanol. A dozen bagels cost $5.75 today but tomorrow you will pay $6.10. The Canadian dollar closed above $1.05 US for the first time since 1967, followed by the closing numbers.
The CBC?s Fifth Estate uncovered new revelations about cash payments former Prime Minister Brian Mulrony received from Karlheinz Schreiber after he left office. The mysterious payments were handed over in hotels from a Swiss bank account. The Fifth Estate says Mulrony wanted to cover up payments but Schreiber said, “It was a clear request for perjury. ” As reported by Paul Hunter. The Fifth Estate will show the full story at 9 pm tonight. Geeta Nadkarni with a weather preview and a pretty good Halloween forecast but rain is on the way, to downtown at night, and the commercial break.
Live at the Samuel Moskovich Arena, Geeta Nadkarni with the weather and dressed in a multiple leg spider suit for Halloween. Michel said?the many legs suit her. The current temperature was 15 degrees from a high today of 18. Tonight it will go down to 9 with rain in the wee hours. Tomorrow it will rain all day with a high of 9 degrees, followed by the break.
Our World and a Spanish court acquitted the mastermind of the Madrid train bombings and this angered victim’s families. 191 were killed in 2004. Most of the 28 defendants were found guilty with 3 jail terms worth thousands of years. 7 were acquitted including Mohammad the Egyptian. The victims will appeal. Many can still remember when the bombs tore apart 10 cars on 4 trains, leaving 1,800 wounded. As reported by David Common in a black jacket, white shirt and red and white striped tie.
In Russia there was a bomb explosion on a bus that killed 8 people and wounded 50 more. In Afghanistan, more than 200 Taliban fighters have been surrounded by Afghan troops along with Canadian and US forces, for the third day in a row, as reported by Carolyn Dunn in a black coat. Thai police are searching for the arrest of a Canadian man wanted for the sexual assault of an 8-year-old Thai boy?and arrested?another man that was sending child porn to the UK. The man could face 15 years in jail. A boy confesses to starting one of the California Wildfires, and US jury awarded a man $11 million in damages?from a fundamentalist religious group picketed the funeral of the man?s son who died fighting in Iraq. The?religous group?claim the war in Iraq is payback for America’s tolerance of?homosexuality. Their plaques read “Thank God for Dead Soldiers.” Geeta Nadkarni with loads of kids dressed for Halloween followed by the break.
PJ Stock for Stock Talk in a black jacket, with a white shirt and grey tie. The Canadiens played their worst game of the season against the worst team of the league. The language issue with Saku Koivu upset PJ, who reminded that the government does not own the Canadiens. Koivu can speak French but he is shy. He has done so much for the community, donating time and money to sick children of every language in Montreal. The game last night was terrible but the Canadiens managed to steal a point. A last weather check with Geeta and mild tonight at 9 degrees. Tomorrow it will rain all day. Michel wished viewers a happy and safe Halloween and signed off for the evening.
I?m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary-blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News at Six re-reportage of abandon, aging, anger, annoying, awful, blasting, cracking, crashing, crisis, dangerous, defective, deficient, disabling, dominating, exhausting, falling, fighting, gashing, harming, hitting, impairing, incapacitating, injurious, irritating, maiming, malfunction, malicious, malignant, misfortune, mishap, offending, plundering, pounding, pulling apart, punishment, quarrel, ravaging, renovating, shocking splitting, stealing, stinging, unfortunate, victimizing, violence, vulnerability, war and wrecking.
Wounding
Relating
I love Anna Dirksen
My Black Sports Love Her Martial Arts
A huge feathery ridge of cloud stretched across the sky, and I thought to myself, “I need this.” Blue sky was faint. Regions of cloud in the distance were white with dark shadows of grey. In my readiness with a pencil, sharpener and an extra pen, I left my chair downstairs, and so I used that opportunity to sit cross-legged. The sun warmed the back of my neck, and in the awareness of that, I became alert to the fact of my relaxing. Tense muscles were relaxing, and quickening with life to the cool breeze that blew around me. I’m in love with Anna in this.
  
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Gravel was well lit, as the sunlight softly stirred, and I was filled with passion for her. Shadows were long and slanted. They beamed darkly in the light. Clouds were fluffy like tufts of down. 3 lovebirds flew off together, in a triangle formation. The sun up above shone through arrays of icy cloud. I felt the warmth of the light. It was finding places that my mind wasn’t able to reach by observation alone. I relaxed, letting tension melt, listened to my inner regions, to become more awake to my sensation function –as if I had places to visit, to travel through. My body was waking to shape as my observation changed and that which I perceived integrated to deeper understanding. I’m in love with Anna in this.
 
 
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The sun was warm. I liked the lighting. I’ve been so keyed up of late. I love her in every moment. I was so relieved this morning to have posted my love diary and news re-reportage for Anna and the CBC –where my beloved Anna would be. Five dark lithe birds flew past me. I watched with amazement as they landed in the tree with the smooth precision of an alien spaceship fleet. Precision is of the essence with these. When your heart, body and mind are one, the essence of precision is love. With wholeness comes the holy. I’m so much in love with Anna in this.
 
 
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On the CBC News Morning, Heather Hiscox wore an orange jacket with a white top. Danielle Bochove wore a grey jacket with red top. Harry Forestell wore a black jacket with a white shirt and yellow tie. Colleen Jones wore a dark grey coat with black turtleneck. On the CBC Montreal news update, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket with a white shirt and a grey tie. On the CBC News Today, Nancy Wilson wore a grey turtleneck with a black and grey patterned jacket. Rosemary Barton wore a brown jacket with a white blouse. Nil Koksal wore a grey coat with a black turtleneck. Mike Wise wore a black jacket with white shirt and a grey tie with yellow circles. Jeannie Lee wore a grey jacket with a black top. Collen Jones wore a dark grey coat with a black turtleneck. On Living Montreal with Sue Smith, tips on planting crocus bulbs, building your credit rating, movies suitable for 11-year-olds, video conferencing with grandma and tips on how to make a parent’s trip to the mall with teens more fun.
 
 
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My head movement relaxed and I posed my body differently as I viewed from side to side, without my chair to support me. It was good exercise. If this were my job, I’d love it. Through everything we do we should be relaxed and with our center. It’s important to find this stage of our environment, our inner world of the body in which we live. I’m talking about being more fully in contact with the body, to feel it clearly and precisely, as if it were the ultimate spaceship. The human body is a spaceship built from the ground up. The more you experience your body accurately and in real-time, the more whole and holy it can be. And that’s all I can say. I’m in love and healing for Anna in this.
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Clouds were soft Brillo pads, belly up and downy white. They were flattened and compressed. The sky was delicately feathered. Two blackbirds fluttered as a pair. Trees were buttery soft and gentle substance. It was 11:20 but the light looked more like 5:20, and dusky. There were no crows when I first observed, but birds were visible and active. They felt free in their tweeting. I gave myself wide berth and absorbed the sun’s warmth, and let myself open to Anna’s healing which is deeper than every urge I have. 11 lithe dark birds fluttered on. A wasp made a vibrant inspection of my glasses and my nose, as a crow cawed 4 times. She landed on the top of a tree and scanned while folding her wings. She let out 2 quiet caws. She stood and waited, as I was slowly spiraling into shape. She was gone in a flash. A crow cawed 4 times, loudly behind me as 16 pigeons flew by. I watched a crow leisurely soar and glide as she watched below. I’m in love with Anna in this.
 
 
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My weeds love her weather. My defense system loves her wrestlers. My doors closed love her doors. My earth loves her germs. My government loves her stop signs. My monster loves her tanks. My prison loves her zoo. My martial arts love her black potency. My mass loves her chasm. My gallows love her concentration camps. My capture loves her spies. My army loves her clothes. My soldiers love her battle lines. My siege loves her war. My push-ups love her sports. My difficult loves her hard. My dirt loves her insects. My halting loves her pushing. My sensation function loves her command. My dangerous loves her practical. My misunderstood loves her specifying. My overwhelmed loves her strength. My criminal loves her dangerous. My impossibility loves her reality. My holding loves her secure. I love her lunar black bible verse in my Egyptian box “Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him.” –James 1:12. I love Anna Dirksen.
  
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Meanwhile Frasier’s toilet is broken. Frasier calls a plumber after a disastrous attempt to fix it with Niles. The plumbers turn out to be 2 former classmates that humiliated and bullied them in high school. Niles has a therapeutic encounter with his bully while Frasier wants to throttle his because Homer opposes a fortuneteller. She curses everyone that he loves. Marge grows a long beard, Bart’s neck is too long and Lisa has horses legs. Moe suggests using a leprechaun but Lenny says Jesus is better –like 6 leprechauns but is much harder to catch. Homer catches a leprechaun who attacks the fortuneteller, but they fall in love and have a gypsy wedding. So Marge goes for the Ultrahouse 3000 –a giant computer with the voice of Pierce Brosnan that woos her and tries to kill Homer while Bart and Lisa practice their toad-to-prince spell for the big magic recital. Lisa turns Bart’s head into a blimp but struggles with the levitating dragon trick thanks to Bart’s rivalry. Michael opposes his sister Lindsay’s lack of discipline with her daughter Maeby. Buster’s girlfriend Lucille suffers from chronic vertigo. He asks George Michael to buy marijuana and suggest he get some from Gob. Michael gives his son $20 to take the day off from work and his math test. Buster gives him $225 for a bag of grass. Michael thinks his son wants the pot for himself and so he wants to teach George Michael a lesson with a fake drug bust but George Sr. teaches Michael a lesson not to teach his son a lesson.
On the CBC News at Six, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket with a white shirt and a grey tie. Federal taxes are going down on income and what you buy thanks to Jim Flaherty, the federal minister of Finance. For example, the GST will be reduced to 5% and an increase for basic exemption will be $9,600. It will be paid for by years of surplus, including the $11.6 billion this year. Flaherty’s economic update will mean a confidence vote but Liberals will likely step back from triggering an election. As reported by Krista Erickson in a tan coat.
The Charest government won’t raise the Quebec sales tax, so savings excite Montrealers. The 1% GST cut won’t have a real impact but a saving of $126.94 will be garnered from a high price stove costing $12,694 and a $300,000 home will save $3,000. As reported by Andrew Chang in a black jacket, blue shirt and black tie.
Security guards and police arrested a man with a gun after he threatened to kill himself at the St-Joseph’s Oratory around noon today. Highway 15 is closed after one of 7 big trucks transporting windmill turbines clipped the overpass when going under. As reported by Stéphanie Tremblay in a black coat with black white and grey striped scarf. No water this morning for some residence after a water main broke between Villeray and 22nd avenue. In the midst of the flood a city bus got stuck in the road. As reported by Shari Okeke.
A quick weather check with Geeta Nadkarni in a red coat with red gloves and a red kerchief with a white scarf with pink roses. 10 degrees was today’s high with a current temperature of 9 with calm winds. 6 will be tonight’s low, with the Hallowe’en forecast coming up. Quebec premier Jean Charest published a rare open letter in the newspapers today. He voiced his concern for Quebec’s international reputation amid the heated cultural debate and he appeals for tolerance. Charest also blames the opposition parties, the PQ and the ADQ for adding fuel to the fire. Both parties call Charest a coward for turning to the newspapers. Expect more insults and controversy and less debate. As reported by Dan Halton in a black coat and white shirt.
Reasonable accommodation hearings took place in Quebec City today. Well-known lawyer Guy Bertrand declared that linguistic accommodation is a threat to the French language. He was carefully reminded that the discussion is on religious accommodation, not on the French language. Leah Hendry in black previewed The Scene and 60 short films on immigration to the commercial break.
Your Health and the Lachine ER is re-opening to ambulances as of January 7th and a model unit for the MUC super-hospital will be on tour in various malls. Gerri Barrer visited a model patient’s room with a view to the future in comfort and function. The super-hospital is still in the planning stage. Construction won’t begin until 2009. At Dante Elementary, students raised $25,000 to help find a cure for a student who suffers from a rare disease called AT. It attacks muscle control and there’s no cure. Tim Borland, marathoner celebrated with the students.
The federal auditor general’s report says Ottawa is not setting an example for sustainable development. Out of 11 promises the Harper government made on the issue, 6 have been broken. “Environment Canada’s guidance is ambiguous and optional.” As report by Julie Van Dusen in a dark grey coat with black fur scarf to the next commercial break.
Tropical Storm Noel left 20 dead and 20 people missing in the Dominican Republic. The storm is heading west toward Haiti and Cuba. The weather with Geeta Nadkarni with a forecast that’s getting better for Hallowe’en. The high today was 10 degrees, the current temperature was 9 and the low will be 6-degrees and quite mild. A change in the system tomorrow will make heavy winds from 40 to 60 km/h with a high of 17 degrees. A lot of sun in the forecast before we turn our clocks back, followed by the next break.
The Dalai Lama met with leaders of the Federal opposition before heading for Toronto –his last stop in North America. The Dalai Lama is amused by being the center of attention and laughed with enjoyment over his honorary citizenship of Canada. He admits that his fight for a free Tibet irks China and their intent.  ”Physical control, fully by gun… but the mind –never.” The little girl who miraculously survived a plane crash in Golden BC was reunited with her parents. The man who helped in her rescue described the crash site. The 3-year-old spent 4 hours upside down strapped in a car seat. Her grandfather and his associate were killed when their plane went down in bad weather followed by Controlled Burn.
Our World and in Pakistan, a suicide bomber killed 7 people at a checkpoint, with women and children among the wounded. 6 French charity workers were charged with kidnapping in Chad after they gathered 103 children in a “plot of grand deception.” The children were camouflaged and had fake I.D.s The children were not orphans or from Darfur. It is not clear how the children will be reunited with their parents or what exactly is going on. FIFA sports announcement: Brazil Gets 2014 World Cup. Followed by the commercial break.
The Scene with Leah Hendry on Digital Diversity, with 60 short English films on immigration and cultural diversity in Canada, as told by immigrants. “We don’t create walls, we create spaces for everyone to be themselves.” Montreal Matters: The Environment wraps up with a Doc Shop film called Roots of Change with Concordia’s R4 –rethink, reuse, redo and recycle. More at www.cbc.ca/montrealmatters to hear the stories. TV news can be scare for a morning news team with screaming during a live Hallowe’en gag. Geeta gave the final weather report with a low of 6 tonight and 17 tomorrow. It will be windy, so invest in a chinstrap for your tall witch’s hat. Michel signed off for the evening.
I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary-blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News at Six re-reportage of adverse, blocked, closed, command, confining, control, corrupt, counter-balance, criminal, dangerous, defending, difficult, discouraging, fate, fighting, frustrating, guarded, halting, harassing, hard, hazardous, heaviness, hindering, hurtful, impossibility, inferior, misunderstood, obey, overloaded, overwhelm, power, practical, preventing, pushing, real, repress, restricting, secure, sensation function, sickness, sinful, specifying, strengthen, stressful, troubled, unfortunate, unpleasant, unruly, unsatisfactory, vile and wrong.
Opposing
Relating
I love Anna Dirksen.
My Ardent Will Loves Her Destiny
A crow cawed 3 times and the sun beamed down. It was colder than the past few days. I certainly needed some gloves and a thicker coat to wear in the wind. A large squadron of pigeons soared over the EMSB with its columns. Swirling white clouds brushed the sky. It was blue through the wispy white strands. The mountain was brown with orange and green patches. 3 lithe dark birds fluttered together. A crow flapped high in the sky. The gravel was mostly dry. A solo crow perched on the top of a tree. She waited there, and then she soared so smoothly and carefree and a young crow came, silently gliding over me. She looked down to see what I was writing. I’m so much in love with Anna with this.
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Many birds were out soaring and enjoying the cold autumn air. In the distance there were 2 crows off on a journey together. There was stillness despite the traffic noise. I was cold, but I didn’t mind. I was waking to a crow that cawed 7 times. White clouds were as long wavy hair. The trees began stirring for my beloved on the other side of the mountain. Blue sky was so soft in the light. 2 crows darted through the trees as 2 lithe dark birds went on a sky cruise. The sun lit the gravel so well. The trees down the road were so yellow. They were spiritual beings, those trees. In this I love her.
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The great gorgeous artistic design of the coloured leaves made all decorated upholstery I’ve ever seen seem so utterly unconvincing. My pen ran out, and then I went in. I’m in love with Anna in this. My skull loves her broken mirrors. My death loves her skeleton. My murderer loves her hari-kari. My Nazi loves her vampire. My concentration camp loves her military coup. My goat eating anything loves her crocodile. My scattered bricks love her buildings collapsing. My burglar loves her breaking in. My grieving loves her black. My nuclear power loves her tidal wave. My tornado loves her earthquake. My doom loves her overturning. My anger loves her fist through the wall. My fate loves her cleaning my heart. My destiny loves her ardent will. My shattering loves her pumpkin smashing. My military loves her warrior. I love her lunar black bible verse from my Egyptian box “And every one that hath forsaken, houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name’s sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life. Matthew 19:29. I love Anna Dirksen.
Unfortunately the website was down all day yesterday and I don’t have any images ready yet. Meanwhile, Maris is in the hospital for cosmetic surgery costing $25,000 while Eddie found a Barbie doll in the park. Martin’s old partner Andy Walsh is in the hospital and his prognosis is not good. “Is it impossible to have a little chat with a sick man?” He’s having half his intestines out for 3 strikes for smoking in public and the penalty is death. 3 witnesses see Snake smoking, and one of them is Bart. Snake dies live on TV for the World’s Deadliest Execution show, by electric chair. His organs are for donation. Homer has a hair-transplant and dons Snake’s hair. He finds himself seeking Snake’s revenge because Bart and Lisa are on TV and are attacked by Itchy and Scratchy. The murderous animals break through the screen because Maggie’s legs fell of and she has grown tentacles. Marge tells the story about her alien abduction and how she conceived Kang’s alien child. He flies to earth on his spacecraft to see his daughter for the first time. He wants to take her back to Rigel 7 but Michael wants Marta to be his girlfriend. Lindsay calls Michael a fool. George Sr. is put in solitary confinement and sees the Star of David. Gob’s has an affair with the bottom half of his Saw the Lady in Half trick, while Michael becomes more selfish and his father takes a more pious path.
On the CBC News at Six, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket with a white shirt and a red tie. Former Montreal West High School biology professor Renwick Spence pleaded guilty today for the molestation and sexual acts with his male students at his country home in Morin Heights between the years 1967 and 1981. Spense is now 80 years old but the Crown is still calling for a 3-year sentence to pay for his crime. Spence feels “ashamed, suicidal, disgraced.” 8 former students have also filed a civil suit against Montreal West administration. As reported by Amanda Pfeffer.
A 7-month-old baby was left out in the cold in a car last night while the child’s parents ate at a fine restaurant. A woman heard the baby crying and called for help. The parents were fined $100 and the father was fined $200 for insulting a police officer.
Option Consommateurs has filed 3 class action suits against Montreal major banks for illegal credit card charges, such as charging interest before the 21-day grace period and applying fixed fees on cash advances. As reported by Stéphanie Tremblay in a black coat with grey and black plaid scarf. More information at www.option-consommateurs.org.
A weather preview with Geeta Nadkarni in a black coat with large purple flower and a pale pink cap. Last night was –3 and today’s seasonal high was 9 degrees. It will be 3-degrees overnight and a new system is moving in for Halloween.
Thousands of Quebecers leave every month, discouraged by the debate on reasonable accommodation and their struggle to integrate with full mastery of the French language and employment. 12,577 people left so far this year and half of them are anglophones. As reported by Andrew Chang.
Bombardier is having problems with their Q400 planes. Scandinavian Airlines have dropped the jets after 3 crashes from landing gear malfunction. The EASA is demanding a crisis meeting with Bombardier. Their shares have dropped 5%. As reported by Nancy Wood in a brown coat.
In Little Burgundy there is a community meeting over recent shootings there on Thanksgiving, and there’s a new Cancer Center for children that cost $17 million. Cirque du Soleil’s Guy Laliberté announced his One Drop Foundation with his plan to give everyone in the world access to water.
PJ Stock previewed Stock Talk and Leah Hendry previewed The Scene and Bran Van 3000 CD in a red top, to the break.
Returning with Your Health and a recent television ad that is scaring parents to get their children a new vaccine for meningitis when they don’t really need one. Menactra sys it protects against 4 different strains but it is not recommended because the extra strains are rare in Canada. Parents are being spooked to pay $160 per vaccine. As reported by Maureen Taylor in a black coat and orange scarf.
The Dalai Lama met with Stephen Harper today for the first time on Parliament Hill, and against the expressed wishes of China. They don’t view the Dalai Lama as a religious leader but as a separatist threat. He has been in exile in India since 1959. The Dalai Lama smiled, “I’m an honoured citizen of this country.” As reported by Julie Van Dusen. Your Money with Jeannie Lee in a dark grey jacket with pale grey top and in 1970, the US and Canada agreed to share their UFO sightings, which was when the Canadian dollar was at par. The Canadian dollar rises today, thanks to key Canadian commodities.
Gold is up to $800 and oil is above $93 a barrel. The Gap discovered that 10-year-old children were making their clothes and working in squalor for 16-hour long day in India, for little pay. The Gap will destroy all the clothing so that it will not be sold. Followed by the closing numbers to Geeta’s weather preview and a 40% chance of showers over Montreal tonight, to downtown and soulmates and the break.
Some of the day’s top stories: Teacher Faces Prison, Baby Left in Car and Credit Card Fees. The weather with Geeta Nadkarni and it’s been chilly of late. Will the week be warm for Halloween or shall we go as a mitten? Today’s high was 9 degrees but it felt a lot cooler with 40 km/h winds. Tonight there’s a 40% chance of rain and a low of 3-degrees. There’s a 30% chance of showers for Halloween with a high of 15-degrees. The weather is cooperating with firefighters in California but they issue a warning about the strong Santa Ana winds. 27,000 structures were destroyed in the fire. That includes 2,000 homes. Followed by the break.
Our World and 16 French charity workers are charged by prosecutors in Chad for the kidnapping of 103 children that they said were orphans from Darfur and were heading to France. Turns out none of the children were orphans or from Darfur as the charity workers have claimed. The French government expressed its displeasure and refuses to get involved, as the kids cry and sit and wait. As reported by David Common. Meanwhile Nicolas Sarkozy brought his interview with 60 Minutes to and end, calling it stupid and a big mistake when questioned about his wife and their recent divorce.
Her long black wavy hair with her light and PJ Stock for Stock wore a black jacket, white shirt and a grey tie, and spoke about The Canadiens power play “The number 1 power play in the league.” Discussion on how players are using the rule against checking by turning their backs on opposing team members, and how it relates to Philadelphia Flyer’s Jones suspension for his Bergeron hit, followed by the effect of scheduling on the World Series.
The Scene with Leah Hendry on Bran Van 3000’s new album after 6 long years, named Rosé. The record launch will be decked out in pink. As reported by Leah Hendry in a red coat with black gloves. Montreal Matters: The Environment meets Doc Shop and a look at Oom Ethikwear –organic clothing made here in Montreal. A last check with Geeta and the weather at 3-degrees tonight with a 40% chance of showers and a high tomorrow of 9-degrees. Michel signed off for the evening.
I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary-blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News at Six re-reportage of absent, anger, annihilating, awful, blasting, breaking, catabolic, cleaning, cracking, crashing, crushing, deadly, decomposing, demolishing, despair, destiny, devastating, dismantling, disposing, doom, embarrassment, eradicating, exploding, extinguishing, fate, fighting, grieving, incinerating, indiscriminate, inevitability, judging, killing, lethal, malignant, misfortune, operating, overturning, overwhelming, pounding, power, pulling apart, pulverizing, ruining, self-destruction, senseless, smashing, superiority, terrible, war, will and wrecking.
Destroying
Relating
I love Anna Dirksen.
My Knights Love Her Spiritual Figures
It was cool and crisp. A crow was cawing in the wind. Trees wildly rustled. Two crows sauntered along. One turned and waited, and then went forward to greet the 3rd crow on the path. The 3 dove into the trees. The mountain was well lit, and trees showed their brown branches. The mountain slope had shadows from the cloud procession that was coming from every direction. They were on the same plane at the same speed. Tufts were grey with white. But I could detect no animal shape. Safe to say, they were curds of cloud. Two crows sped off and shadows were long and slanted. I longed to hold her sweet hand and kiss her beautiful face. I am so in love with the darkness and light of Anna my soulmate.
  
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There were dark shadows, and regions of light. The gravel was mostly damp. A dog barked and the sun came out with its warmth. I spied an old rusty bottle cap, and I heard a strange laugh. Clouds were fleets of hovering mountains. Many trees were bare, while others were losing their clothing. Naked trees splayed their frames. Many trees were still bushy. 7 lithe dark little birds fluttered in a cascade. Blue skies pressed the grey and white clouds spread out. Â I was aroused with love for my heartthrob. My baptism loves her falling water. My spaceship loves her anchor. My doctor loves her dreamwork.
 
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I went out for a brisk walk and picked up a dozen eggs. I couldn’t help but feel that I was in many countries at the same time. It must have been the cool air in the autumn light. I’m in love with Anna in this. My Christ loves her mandala. My healer loves her bodywork. My knights love her spiritual figures. My money loves her piggy bank. My risk-taking loves her courage. My energy loves her work. My stubborn loves her possessed. My strength loves her dynamic. My survivor loves her asylum. My ambulance loves her first aid. My police love her alarm. My hospital loves her nurse. My patient loves her operation. My medicine loves her homeopathy.
  
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My conserving loves her preserving. My ecology loves her green. My detective loves her lighthouse. My lifeboat loves her flying saucers. My therapy loves her breath of life. My waiters love her servants. My revival meeting loves her spirit. My delivering loves her source. My recovery loves her redeeming. My freedom loves her rescue. My treasuring loves her wisdom. My improving loves her teaching. My comfort loves her relief. My protecting loves her spiritual. My potential loves her stockpile. My leader loves her achiever. My red loves her lamps. My favor loves her satisfied. I love her lunar black bible verse in my Egyptian box “The Lord shall open unto thee his good treasure.” Deuteronomy 28:12. I love Anna Dirksen.
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Saving
The Persona
Relating
I love Anna Dirksen.
My Dreamwork Loves Her Baby Dreams
It was lightly raining with gentle white noise. I let myself go to a wide plateau for waking up. Low grey cloud covered the mountaintop. In the midst of the fog on the mountain, there was a small light like a star. Below it, to my right, was a tall cross from a church -it was thin like an antenna. Discouragement and the blues were releasing their hold on me in the midst of the dark and the rain. I’m in love with Anna in this.
 
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Recently I’ve been feeling my black roots. Ancestors on my mother’s father’s side had very dark skin. I have often wondered about their origin but it is difficult to trace the truth. Two brothers immigrated from Guyana in the 1800s to study medicine in England. It is said one brother died at sea and is buried in Brest France. It is said that my great-grandfather -the one who survived and settled down was a Mason. What were his dreams?Â
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In the photographs he looked Southeast Asian with African features.   My mother doesn’t want to admit shades of colour in her Welsh blood, and ridicules my interest.  But I feel blessed with this inheritance. I’m in love with Anna in this.
  
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Grey clouds were pervasive. One bare tree waved Hosanna. Darker clouds moved swiftly past. Green leaves with orange-yellow waved hello and goodbye. A crow cawed in the distance. The abnormally strained felt abnormally free to discover the unique and the exceptional. Rumbles in the distance growled. This was part of the background noise. Tires on the wet road sizzled like the sound of necessity. It was never meant to be an esthetic sound. It is a sound that was never designed to blend within the environment. The distant sky rumble returned. I was becoming aware of energy sinking in, taking a relaxing shape and putting my heart at rest. I’m so much in love with Anna in this, as the rain came tumbling down.Â
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Sitting on the roof in the rain was a joy. It was my outdoor living room. I undersood why I moved here once again -to contemplate my origins and to prepare myself for a better future for my son and my soulmate. The deep rumble bellowed. Perhaps it was the a ghost of ancient traffic. Motor transportation makes a lot of noise. One could say that it is an irritant. Silence would be profound without it. It would be just like country air. A crow flew past, and in that moment my heart longed for Anna my soulmate. She is my dreamgirl, my one true love. The crow returned and my heart soared.  I’m in love with Anna in this.
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My photograph loves her image. My bottle of wine loves her meal. My healthy body loves her bread My dreamwork loves her baby project. My sun loves her marriage ceremony. My athlete loves her swimming test. My actor loves her performance. My sculptor loves her painter. My writing loves her recording. My book loves her actress. My deadline loves her date. My house completed loves her green. My boat built loves her traveling. My attainment loves her accomplishment. My authentic loves her essence. My caring loves her consummate. My inward loves her breakthrough. My harvest loves her natural. My realizing loves her realness. My concretizing loves her experience. My earning loves her substantial. My carrying out loves her satisfied. My determining loves her commitments. My potential loves her ripeness. My tangible loves her manifestation. My awarding loves her accomplishments. My finishing loves her fulfilled. I love her black lunar bible verse in my Egyptian box “My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me, and I give unto them eternal life.” –John 10:27-28. I love Anna Dirksen.
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Actualizing
Relating
I love Anna Dirksen.
My Rams Butting Heads Love Her Lightning
Trees moved as slowly as tortoises in the gentle breeze. The shimmering tree’s yellow leaves were fluttering butterflies. Some trees were peppered and spiced. The sky was clear and pale blue. Lines were sharp and angular. A large dog barked angrily amid the roadwork noise. The gravel was still partly wet. Shadows were long and deep. The sun was very bright. Sparse clouds moved only as mist. I’m in love with Anna in this.
 
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The air was cold. It was  frosty and bright. There was low traffic hiss. There was stillness. I was deeply moved for Anna, my son and the moon and the sun. A lovebird twittered as she sped by. Her little belly was orange. My camera eye watched a seagull gliding alongside my space up on the roof. The mountain was bright with sunlight. It was faded and soft in the glow. My thought process was slow and slightly staggared. But I was awake to Anna’s fluidity. The collapsed cave was clearing from its debris.  I’m in love with Anna in this.
  
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Two lovebirds sped by faithfully. Energy was stirring in me and freeing. “My blues dispersed” I was aware of cords hoisting me up into shape. Impacted arrays were releasing and flowing more freely and blending to be one for her love. In the clearing they became whole, integrating as soft tissue. What was guiding the action, and with understanding, what was guiding the shape? I focused on the physical, -sensations of currents were flowing. A crow flapped like a black bow tie in mid flight. Leaves fell from the shimmering tree. I’m in love with Anna in this.
 
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My exertion loves her heart’s labour. My matching loves her blending. My risking loves her mastery. My snakes love her wrestlers. My submarine test loves her volcano erupting. My rams butting heads loves her lightning. My red storms love her black fire. My Yang power plays loves her Yin strategies. My contradictions love her dream contests. My heart’s puzzle loves her black potent encounter. I love her black lunar bible verse in my Egyptian box “He that goeth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him.” Psalm 126:6. I love Anna Dirksen.
 
 
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Meanwhile, Frasier must deal with the appearance of his ex-wife at Bora-Bora while Madeline and he are hot for each other, and he makes fake lovemaking sounds to arouse jealousy in his ex-wife. Lilith tells Frasier she’s getting married and needs his blessing since the family will be winter caretakers for the lodge with a history of witch-burnings and John Denver Christmas specials. No TV and no beer make Homer go crazy and he goes on a murderous rampage.   He repairs the toaster that is now a time-machine. “I wish I hadn’t killed that fish.” The aliens remark. “Foolish earthlings! Totally unprepared for the act of time-travel” to the nightmare cafeteria where the children are eaten for lunch. It will be a surprise birthday party for Lucille but she is surprised when nobody comes. She’s been a horrible mother. Michael has short-term memory loss from a car accident with his mother. “I just want my children to love me.” Lucille explains when she gets caught.
On the CBC News at Six, Michel Godbout wore a dark grey jacket with a grey shirt and a light grey tie. Street gangs in Little Burgundy and NDG faced police arrests today. 21 were arrested after 5 were arrested last night.  600 rocks of crack were seized, along with guns and cash. As reported by Peter Johnson in a black jacket with a white shirt and a black tie.
The family of Yves Couture spoke after the arrest of Sylvain Vincent -the man who is charged with the first-degree murder of Couture. Vincent shot him in front of his 5-year-old son. Vincent worked for Couture and was fired 3 years ago.
A woman in her 60’s was in a Downtown Accident and a 24-year-old man crashed his car through the railing of an overpass on the 20, landing on the barrier of the road below. “It’s not the accident you see every day.” The man survived with head injuries and tried to escape from police. It could be a case of alcohol and speed. A city bus crashed through the same spot in 2004.
A warning about driving this weekend.  The northbound side of the 15 is closed for roadwork. Jesse Connel gave the details in a black jacket and black and white shirt. Another Bridge Demolition. It will be replaced at $25 million.  It will take 2 years to rebuild.Â
A quick weather look with Geeta Nadkarni in a grey jacket with a pink broach and a red top for a 16-degree high today and a low of 13. Showers wil start after midnight. Pink Hijab in support of fighting breast cancer. Coming up: Buck 65 with Leah Hendry wearing an orange sweater. It was the 100th ceremony for the Order of Canada. 6 Quebecers were awarded. First Ceremony footage, and since that day 5,000 Canadians have been recognized for their achievements to the next break.
New numbers show that 35% of the wine sold in Canada is sold in Quebec. Quebecers like wine and are buying more. Red wine makes 80% of the sales. 325 people will be tasting wines worth $1,700 for the 6th year anniversary of a wine-tasting fundraising event. Proceeds go to Maison Rosemont Hospital.
Your Money and the Canadian dollar is higher than it has been in 33 years. It opened at $1.04 US and an online shopping boom to the US makes purchases go up by 17% on Ebay, while domestic producers are feeling the pinch to the day’s closing numbers. Geeta Nadkarni with the weather preview and a low of 10 tonight “The weekend can be saved after all” to downtown and soulmates at night to the next break.
Train To The Airport, with 3 firms given $300,000 for studying the project’s feasibility. My Take with Marianna Simeone in a red top with black jacket and viewer’s responses to yesterday’s Quebec Identity bill commentary she made for My Take. “This topic struck a chord.” Followed by the break.
Returning with some of the top stories in Montreal: Street Gang Arrest in connection to 2 shootings. Overpass Plunge and Loonie Flies High at 1.03 US. It’s the highest it’s been since 1974, and it’s gained 20 cents in the past year.
The weather with Geeta Nadkarni. The current temperature was 13-degrees and showers begin after midnight. Tomorrow there will be 20 to 30 mm of rain with 60 km/h winds. Bring a mitten on Sunday if you’re going to a Halloween party. Thick fog in Beijing made for zero visibility. Some Olympic events may have to be rescheduled in the event to the next break.
The RCMP caught a “big fish in a small pot” with the arrest of Richard McNair in New Brunswick today.  A criminal Houdini who escaped previously McNair was one of America’s most wanted. Police in Canada received 300 tips. The Conservative government prefers that all voters show their face. It does not agree with allowing for Veiled Voters. Ottawa Senators team members found imposters of themselves on Facebook. It is a growing problem.  ”Online clones have been busy.” But it’s not illegal unless it’s for financial gain. As reported by Steve Fischer in a green shirt.
Our World and in California, people return to their homes, at least 7 people are dead, amid confusion and frustration. As reported by Sasa Petrocic in a red short-sleeved shirt. In the Gaza Strip amid Israeli and Palestinian leaders start peace negotiations while Israeli forces kill 6 Palestinian militants. In the Philippines, a plane crashed into a banana grove followed by the Discovery Spacewalk -the first of 5 that are scheduled, followed by the break.
Stock Talk with PJ Stock in a black jacket, grey shirt and dark grey tie. The Red Sox are 2 games away from the World Series and they are too deep in the pitching and hitting. Alex Kovalev vows to play his 1,000 game but PJ Stock wonders if he can. Price in the big game and the Alouettes play without Calvillo and score for his family.
The Scene with Leah Hendry and a Stevie Wonder clip from last night’s show at the Bell Center -a duet with his daughter. Canadian Hip-Hop artist Buck 65 has released a new album called Situation. With nostalgia he revisits 1957 for influences. Movie suggestions this weekend includes Reservation Road and The Nightmare Before Christmas in 3D. There’s the band Down and at the Botanical Gardens there’s the Chinese Lanterns. A 4-year-old boy in China swims in the pool with his friend the Beluga whale. Geeta with the last weather check and rain all day tomorrow. Michel considers going to a Halloween party dressed as a mitten -it’s an original idea. He signs off for the evening.
I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary-blog of loving and dreaming, and brief CBC News at Six re-reportage of battle, blending, championship, conflict, contest, contradict, counter, discord, dissension, encounter, exertion, feud, frustration, jealousy, labour, mastering, match, negotiate, opposing, passive, play, power play, prevention, puzzle, quarrel, risking, rivalry, strategy, stress, strife, strive and testing.
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Relating
I love Anna Dirksen.
My Heavenly Loves Her Baby Soul
It was chilly with a frosty breeze. The shimmering tree’s yellow leaves rippled in pixilation. The dome of sky was clear blue. Long globs of white cloud stretched along the west horizon, stretching for miles, as a plane took off from the airport. I shivered in the cold air. Gravel was half-wet and half-dry. It took a moment to wake up to the shades of blue sky in the sunlight. Long white chains of fleecy cloud lined the southern horizon to the CBC, where my love Anna would be. The mountain was browning on top and the surrounding trees were yellow and orange mixed with fine shades of green. A blackbird shot past me. She clucked amid her flapping wings. I wondered if I would see crows. The air was quite cold, and shadows were long and crisp. I’m in love with Anna in this.
 
 
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I was curious about the combination of writer and editor. I wanted to turn north, and look toward the high-rises on Cavendish Boulevard. It was nice to have sun behind me. I’m in love with my soulmate, Anna. I wasn’t going to let myself get down. The sun was warm. I turned around. The face of the sun shone on my face. Her light was shining through the gorgeous trees. I’m in love with Anna in this.
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On CBC News Morning, Andrew Nichols wore a black jacket with a blue shirt and a black and blue tie. Carolyn Dunn wore a pale blue blouse. Colleen Jones wore a beige rain jacket. On CBC Montreal’s news update, Peter Johnson wore a grey jacket with a blue shirt and a green tie. On CBC News Today, Nancy Wilson wore a green top. Henry Champ wore a grey jacket with a white shirt and yellow tie. Steve Futterman wore a black jacket with a white shirt. Jeannie Lee wore a red jacket. Kim Trynacity wore a black jacket with white blouse. Jelena Adzic wore a brown dress. On Living Montreal with Sue Smith, table sets for Halloween, working those thighs and bums, the ins and outs of pet insurance, tips on how to swap homes with someone from another country.
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And I was deeply moved by the love between us. It’s a love I have never felt before. My earthly parents might have been animals.  My real parents are the sun and the moon. This Earthly life is my heavenly womb.  I was alive on the planet between consciousness and sensation, between thought and emotion, and I was in love, and using my intelligence as best I could to recover from mind-numbing blindness that’s deeper than blindness of sight. I was here now and alive my heartthrob and an intelligent son on the planet. I’m in love with Anna in this.
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I longed to caress Anna’s long dark wavy hair. For her beauty my feelings run deep, with a depth that I have never known. My true loves her glory. My adoration loves her healing. My heavenly loves her baby soul. My bouquet loves her white clothes. My hug loves her lovemaking. My joy loves her caressing.  My se