Frank Remus

My Ecology Loves Her Green Dream.

My brain was addled all weekÂ from a head cold, but I was feeling better today.Â Â I remembered it was 13 years ago, when I lived in this building and the first series of dream experiencesÂ I had and wrote down.Â And I would also see crows arriving for what must have be a time-honoured eventÂ at the shimmering tree. There would be a hundred or moreÂ crows, that wouldÂ come toÂ land there and caw for a good 40 minutes or more, and then they would all depart. It was strange and interesting to see how orderly they would leave, in small groups at a time. The hundred orÂ more crows would return every twoÂ or three months. Â 13 years later, the tradition continues, albeit in reduced numbers.Â In the reflection of this, I love Anna.

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There was a softening to the edges that let healingÂ regions take shape, and I was letting go of harsh judgements about myself in the process. I donâ€™t know where they came from, or what happened to me exactly, but I was ready for change and to be free and let them all goÂ and be open to the new and the truth and my heartthrob. There has been a heap of troubleÂ to recover from I am sureÂ but nowÂ Iâ€™m waking up to my love, and I surrenderÂ to her in my heart.

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Three crows sped off together, cawing all the way. The overcast sky was full and fun to look at. I really enjoyed the grey clouds that were low, like expansive stuffing. There was a mild ghostly light and the trees on the mountain were dark. Trees by the side of the road had paint splatters of yellow leaves. The green otherness of the trees had each their own hue emphasis. Yes, I love Anna in this.

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The air was humid and the breeze was light. When you leap a hurdle and fall, get back up and get going, because the hurdle you just passed is done and you must be ready for the next one. I felt at peaceÂ in my love-writing.Â I sense toÂ collect my energy at the same time, and asses the affects of what I did the last time. To be under the low and grey cloud was enjoyable. It reminded me of the blanket tents I made as a child. I felt well protected in the stillness. The yellow tower of the UniversitÃ© de MontrÃ©al centered my view. I shook my head for my age of stupidity, but it bothered me less and less, because with healing, itâ€™s different.Â I am so much in love, and concerned for my son.Â And my heart beats, and my breathing deepens for Anna. She is my beloved soulmate.

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Clouds grew darker over the mountain.Â Â Under shadows and a clay covering of grey sky, that coated the southeastern horizon â€“down toward the CBC, where my love Anna would be. I know in my heart this is true love, because my spacecraft loves her flying saucers and my spirit loves her spiritual figures. My patient loves her therapy and my bodywork loves her dreamwork. My ecology loves her heart’s green and my possessed loves her values. My risk-taking loves her strength. My police love her ambulance. My doctor loves her surgery and my hospital loves her nurse.

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My medicine loves her homeopathy. My fire engine loves her ladder. My lifeguard loves her lifejacket and my water loves her pool. My lifeboat loves her lighthouse. My collecting loves her conservation. My eating loves her waiters. My washing loves her falling water. My rope loves her anchor. My baptism loves her revival meeting. My piggy bank loves her bank. My emergency loves her alarm. My survivor loves her asylum. My leader loves her hero. My achiever loves her healer. My energy loves her work. My conventionality loves her reliable. My respectability loves her cooperativeness.

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My risk-taking loves her courage and my competitive loves her dynamic. My irresistible loves her wholeness and my wisdom loves her teaching. My freeing loves her redeeming and my release loves her rescue. My dreamwork loves her mandala.Â My solution loves her secure.Â My Christ loves her breath of life.Â I love her lunar black bible verse, “Come unto me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28.Â I love Anna Dirksen.

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Meanwhile, Martin’s therapy is improving. He had a date on Thursday and she spends the night. In the morning at breakfast, Frasier’s awkwardness causes him to use his father’s sex-lifeÂ as an example for his radio show.Â Martin hears and gets upset and Elaine won’t talk to him anymore.Â “Sex is a private thing”Â Martin says. Â Frasier apologizes on the air to the theme Moon River because Homer has a secret weapon for winningÂ the softball game. It is a bat he made from a tree branch that was hit by lightning in a thunderstorm. The nuclear plant verses the Springfield police and Homer hits a homerun with his magic bat. Mr. Burns makes a million dollar bet that his softball team can beat Shelbyville’s nuclear plant softball team, and so he goes about to hire several professional American baseball stars to secure his winning.Â However misfortunes happen with 9 players, and Homer is up for bat.Â The team wins the game when Homer is knocked unconscious byÂ the ball straight to the head and the living room is sinking and Lindsay is knocked unconscious by Kitty while Buster learns his uncle Oscar is his real father.Â Gob’s CD of songs with his puppet Franklin was meant to break down racial barriers and he takes a photograph of himself kissing his unconscious father.Â Gob awakes and shaves the head of his unconcious brother to so he can escape from prison.Â

On the CBC News at Six, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket with a blue and white lined tie with a yellow tie with black dots.Â Philadelphia Flyer Steve Downie received a 20-game suspension for knocking unconscious Dean McAmmond from the Ottawa Senators.Â “It was deliberate and dangerous” It is the 5th longest suspension in NHL history. As reported by Tom Harrington.Â PJ Stock in a black jacket with a white shirt with black lines said the penalty was too hard.Â

At the Presidents Cup, a fleet of golf carts and volunteers.Â All the money generated from the event will go to charity. As reported by Emmanuel Marchand in a red shirt and grey jacket at Ile-Bizard.Â A quick look at the weather with Geeta Nadkarni in a brown jacket with red scarf.Â 20 to 25 minutes ago there was a thunderstorm with a 4-degree drop and a current temperature of 15-degrees.Â Â A chance the showers will continue.

PQ leader Pauline Marois says the Gazette newspaper damaged her reputation when it published an article on her opulent home that borders on public land.Â Marois plans to sue the paper for $2 million, with $4,000 for moral damages and $6,000 for exemplary damages. But the Gazette stands by its story.Â The Canadian dollar closed above parity at 1.0052 Us.Â More on this at www.cbc.ca/montreal.

It is the one year anniversary of the collapse of the de la concorde overpass that killed 5 people.Â Poor maintenance and inspection could have contributed to the collapse. Personal costs to the victims is prompting them to ask for compensation. The truck industry wants to launch a lawsuit for losses.Â Â Followed by a list of the names of the victims, including VÃ©ronique Binette (pregnant).

A look at the conditions at FranÃ§ois d’Assise hospital where 73 patients became ill with C. difficile and 19 died from it, and parents and teachers are concerned about a new prank called Flame Throwing.Â Cans of body spray are ignited, creating extending flames.Â It can be devastatingly dangerous. “Things can go wrong very, very easily”. As reported by Gerri Barrer.

Truck in House and a call for help identifying a man hit by a cyclist and now in the hospital with no I.D. and in a semi-conscious state. “Do you know this man?”Â 300 workers are losing their jobs from the GE Shutdown, followed by Kruger Layoffs to the next break.

Federal Liberal leader StÃ©phan Dion is on damage control on his birthday after remarks made by Jamie Carroll at an executive meeting, about having more Francophones in the party. Carroll said it would mean more Chinese.Â Dion rejected demands to drop him, saying the remark was taken out of context. As reported by Julie Van Dusen in a black leather jacket.

My Take with Marianna Simeone in a black jacket and red top with viewer responses to her commentary on the lack of value she sees in the reasonable accomodation inquiry by Bouchard-Taylor.Â

Your Money wiht Jeannie Lee in a blue jacket with white top.Â Husky Injection Moulding is sold and the money will go to good causes.Â In British Columbia, a kilo of marijuana now sells for $2,400 US, which is $800 more than 4 years ago.Â The day’s numbers to Geeta and a 40% chance of showers tonight to betwixt and the break.

Some of the day’s top stories: 20 Game Suspension, Marois Sues Gazette, Layoffs.Â The weather with Geeta Nadkarni holding a large blue umbrella and a 40% chance of showers tonight and seasonal highs tomorrow.Â Our World and the Burmese regime has cut off the internet and use of cell phones.Â “31 security men injured” and the arrest of thousands of Buddhist monks. As reported by Neil Macdonald in a black jacket, white shirt with black grid and a black tie with white kernels.Â In the Ukraine, the 4th national election in 3 years, in a feud between orange and blue, as reported by Nancy Durham.Â 15,000 opponents are involved inÂ a Georgia Protest and Mystery Solved after finding the bones of the children of the last Czar.

A vicious attack in Dartmouth Nova Scotia whereÂ 3 teenaged girls tortured another teen girl for 2 hours. She escaped from her ordeal and the 3 girls have been charged with aggravated assault.Â It was not a random attack.Â Damning Video Evidence of illegal drift-net fishing by Chinese ships off the coast of British Columbia to the next break.

Stock Talk with PJ Stock on Steve Downie’s 20-game suspension after a flying check knocking McAmmond out.Â PJÂ thought “20 games is way too harsh” and the problem is there is no hit to the head rule. Â ”These things happen every day”. Hockey night in England, as reported by Adrienne Arsenault in a red jacket with grey top.Â PJÂ thought it was a bad idea to make some teams travelÂ so farÂ followed by the Presidents Cup.Â Geeta with the last weather said London weather is in Montreal at 14-degrees dipping down to 9 with a hight tomorrow of 19.Â Michel signed off for the night.

I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary-blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News at Six re-reportage of act, assemble, assist, buy, choice, collecting, comfort, concern, correction, delivering, favour, find, freeing, gather, hoarding, improve, intervention, make up, nursing, possibility, potential, protecting, provide, ransom, reclaim, recover, release, relief, salvaging, satisfy, secure, solution, source, spiritual, stockpile, store, storing, teaching, treasuring, wait on and wisdom.

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