She Pounds My Mishap With Love.

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Her Moon Pavilion of Love.  10:21 am

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Relating Betwixt.  8:57 pm

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Her Moon Pavilion of Love.  11:57 pm

The northern sky was pale blue, with a few faded yellowing clouds. It was warm. The sunshine was bright. Cicadas sounded at 11:12 am. The black hornet was flying around, and so was the black fly. She was buzzing madly near my knee. 

Can it really be? The worst possible situation, the least comfortable incidents in life, can help us produce our best work.  When struggling and in turmoil, when we think we are lost and distracted, and at our worst end, perhaps we find better resources to commit to than we would dare enter in to when we live comfortably.  I don’t know, but perhaps our best times are when we are flying blind. All I know is that I am in love.  I love Anna in the midst of this. 

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Perhaps we do cope better, having a hard time and all, for we are then compelled to know the content of ourselves better.  And how we can relate that to our love.  In the midst of this, I love Anna.

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Her Morning Mountain Green.  5:45 am

If we have any sense of the reverence for self-observation and the redeeming value of self-understanding, getting to the truth of things, then it will be important to ask, “What has been smashed?” I spent a long time in focus on crap. Perhaps that comes from Gurdjieff -struggle to self-mastery.  But then there’s Krishnamurti’s be what you is, because that is you -don’t escape from this.  How to balance on the razor’s edge of both ways? Perhaps there will be change.  I spent the morning in an negative state –pissed off, thinking about trauma I have. Rather than feel like a victim, I contorted myself through toxicity in search of new conditions within to tackle. Perhaps, Jesus used an escape trick? I love Anna in the midst of this.

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Downtown Soulmates.  6:39 am

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Downtown Soulmates.  7:00 am

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Downtown Soulmates.  8:48 am

It was very warm and I was really in love and I was really feeling negative things, and trying to come to terms with them. It was –recovery from the ex, and its impact on my child,  to my own parental units. The pain in me for these was somehow amplified. I felt the archetypes very well, in the dreamcard, and I could observe the effect these were having on my body, my soul, and my heart. Polarization is not a good thing.  I love Anna in the midst of this.  Yes, I love her.

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Coming to Focus.  9:24 am

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Her Green Circle of Love.  9:25 am

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Her Moon Pavilion of Love.  10:12 am

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Her Moon Pavilion of Love.  10:21 am

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Her Moon Pavilion of Love.  10:22 am

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Her Underpass Garden.  11:50 am

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From Another Part of Town.  12:37 pm

We need inner workings, because it is well nigh impossible to find them working in the outer sometimes –unless, of course, you are with your soulmate.  I love Anna in this.  In the midst of this, I love Anna.

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River of Love and Her White Time.  12:45 pm

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Time River Boat.  12:55 pm

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Her River of Love Time Centered.  1:07 pm

On CBC News Morning, Andrew Nichols wore a black jacket with a blue shirt and a blue tie.  Danielle Bochove wore a red jacket with white top.  Nahlah Ayed wore a black blouse.  Colleen Jones wore a blue sweater and blue top.  Dr. Mike wore a yellow tan jacket with blue shirt. 

On the CBC Montreal news brief, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket with a black tie and a white shirt.  On CBC News Today, Dianne Buckner wore a black jacket with white tubes and a yellow top.  Jeannie Lee wore a blue jacket.  Karen Pauls wore a blue blouse.  Lyndsay Duncombe wore a black blouse.  Jelena Adzic wore a pink top with pink bow and black slacks. Laura Thompson wore a brown top with white shirt.  Johanna Wagstaffe wore a grey jacket with grey skirt.

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Habitat Love Glow.  2:27 pm

It was no fun dealing with these issues, and some of these things need to be dealt with indirectly and by higher mind.   And we’ve got to grow a new brain for some kind of problems. In the midst of this, I love Anna.  I was trying to see more clearly, strange things that were causing pain. And it seems to me that the terrorist tactic of severe judgement and severe punishment arises from severe insecurity –and the inability to cope with that factor, and face the full brunt of it –with no limits, in the way that morality ought to teach. What we need to do is to make new inner routes and networks to support the externals better, and to evoke better externals.  Especially when you value the understanding of the various ways you are wired, psychologically. I love Anna in the midst of this.

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Her Moon Pavilion of Love.  2:43 pm

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Red Smash.  3:00 pm

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Red Smash with Yellow.  3:02 pm

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Red Smash with Crew.  3:16 pm

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Her Habitat Love River.  4:29 pm

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Her Blue Light.  5:54 pm

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Her Habitat Love River.  6:57 pm

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Her Moon Pavilion of Love.  7:29 pm

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Five Cars Parked.  8:29 pm

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Habitat River Night.  8:44 pm

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Bonsecours Harbour.  8:45 pm

together32.jpgYes. I am vulnerable to my potent heartthrob. I want to hurl her a kiss. I love the way she values time and numbers, and how she plucks my heartstrings.  With love. She imbues them with love. I want to be more human with her, and we can be better animals, to cast away all human wounds. I am longing for Anna’s cool and deep water. I am seeking her shining lunar light, to caress her long black wavy hair. I love her black lunar bible verse, “But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.” Isaiah 40: 31.  I long for her sweet renovations. I love my soulmate Anna Dirksen.

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Habitat White Globe Sundown. 8:07 pm

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Relating Betwixt.  8:46 pm

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Relating Betwixt.  9:08 pm

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Meanwhile, Niles asks Frasier, “Do you think Maris and I are meant to be together?” Frasier doesn’t want to hurt his brother, and waffles on the truth. In the fog, Yes and No signs for 11, and football winners in advance with a system.  Lisa calls it a scam.  Now Homer owes Fat Tony money. He gets hands pummelled by hammers. Homer also has to allow the making of an adult film in his home.  Marge walks in and she is devastated -she takes off in the family car and meets a wildlife conservationist both rugged and handsome.  She takes care of sea cows and Homer is severely injured by bullies on jet skiis. Marge is impressed her husband is devoted while Lindsay wants a divorce. Gob has a new Christian girlfriend.  George Sr. instigates a heated rivalry between Michael and Gob. Everyone uses the one-armed man to teach everybody the lesson not to teach a lesson.

On the CBC News at Six, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket, a white shirt and a grey tie.  Montreal is putting 9 bridges and overpasses under surveillance.  The complete list is on the website www.cbc.ca/montreal. As reported by Peter Johnsonwearing a black jacket, white shirt and a black tie with white dots.

The overpass Commission Wraps Up, with construction errors leading to the collapse that injured 5 people and leaving 6 dead.  One of the people want compensation for the trauma they endured. “I had a happy life and now I lost everything.”  And, “Someone should take responsibility for what happened there.” As reported by Cheryl Rosebush in an orange top with a two-ring necklace. 

Bridge Collapse in California and a quick weather check with Geeta Nadkarni wearing a grey and white striped light top with a black and white patterned collar.  A well-known gay couple get $10,000 in compensation at the Human Rights Commission. They were the victims of homophobia and harassment by a group of teens.  As reported by Tracey Madigan wearing a black top with black slacks. 

Raccoon Concerns, because 1 in 15 raccoons are infected with rabies in rural Quebec.  The Charest government launched Project Raccoon because from 4 to 45 cases have grown in one year, and our housepets are suceptible and we need protection in Montreal.  As reported by Lynne Robson wearing a black sweater with orange top.  Soybean Crops are under a soybean aphid invasion -not native to North America, followed by Leah Hendry in a black top previewing what’s coming later for The Scene.  Habitat River of Love to the break.

Bre-X Scandal and John Felderhof was found not guilty in connection with the stock fraud case, as reported by Carolyn Dunn in a pale yellow blouse.  Search continues for Jesse Imeson on the run. A stolen pickup truck was found near Renfrew, close to Ottawa.  Anyone finding info about Imeson can call the Montreal Police at 877-584-8477. 

In business news, Domtar Closures, with 430 jobs to be cut. Your Money with Jeannie Lee wearing a blue jacket, and the energy boon is lifting in Alberta, food inflation is on the rise, Heathrow Airport is a British Embarassment, and hospitals declare war on Croc shoes, to the day’s numbers and sports news: Boston Trades For Gagne and the weather with Geeta, and a “40% of showers.” to the soulmates traveling road. Followed by the next break to some of the day’s top stories: Inspections Ordered, Couple Gets Compensation and Rabies Prevention.

The Weather with Geeta Nadkarni and 30 degrees, 33 degrees with the Humidex. The storm came in out of nowhere.  34 degrees on Thursday to the break.  Returning with UN peacekeepers to Darfur, with 25,000 troops, and the first group on the ground in December. Mia Farrow managed to put pressure on China by drumming up support for boycotting the Olympics. As reported by Neil Herland in New York, wearing a black jacket, white shirt and pink tie.  Ottawa will give Darfur $125 million in support of a UN meal program and encourage parents to send girls to school.  In central Afghanistan the body of the second Korean Christian aid worker was found, dumped on a stretch of road, as the first video of the 7 Korean female hostages was shown. The Taliban say they will start killing more hostages as early as tomorrow. The Taliban is also holding a German engineer hostage.

In the Middle East, the U.S. Secretary of State, Condoleezza Rice, with the Secretary of Defense came to talk with Arab leaders about a security package that will enrich the military of Arab nations. Israel is fine with this. As reported by Alison Smith. The British army will withdraw from Northern Ireland after 38 years and 760 soldiers killed, “to boost the  confidence in the peace that has prevailed so far.”  A small garrison will remain. As reported by Nahlah Ayed.

Italian filmmaker, Antonioni Dies, at 94 years old and alienation in much of his work. Francofolie Surprise and Leah Henry with The Scene. The Police will be back in Montreal this fall, on November 12th, at the Bell Center. The Grande Ballets will perform free shows live at Parc Lafontaine and there’s the Divers/Cité Festival for gay pride and Loto Quebec’s tribute to animator Frederick Boch, known for his film The Man Who Planted Trees.  Geeta gave the last weather with 34 degrees on Thursday.  Michel signed off for the evening.

And I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary-blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News at Six re-reportage of abandon, aging, anger, annoying, awful, blasting, cracking, crashing, crisis, dangerous, defective, deficient, disabling, domination, exhaustion, falling, fighting, gashing, harming, hitting, impairing, incapacitating, injurious, irritating, maiming, malfunction, malicious, malignant, misfortune, mishap, offending, plundering, pounding, pulling apart, punishment, quarrel, ravaging, renovating, shocking, splitting, stealing, stinging, unfortunate, victimizing, violence, vulnerability, war and wrecking.

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Wounding

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Relating

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I love Anna Dirksen.

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