My Heart is Red for Her Yellow Love Light.
Her Green Garden of Love  7:32 amÂÂ
Her Biosphere Pregnant Relating 1:23 pmÂÂ
There was a soft focus overcast sky with low-lying clouds. The lovebirds were quite actively engaged in their soulmate wooing. Trees were quite fluffy and perhaps a tad soggy and dozy. A gentle breeze wafted in and it was slightly cool, waking them up with its current. The younger trees swayed much more than the older ones did. Traffic was louder than the rustling, but the birds were still quite clear.
Her green garden of love. 5:31 am
Her green garden of love yellow.  5:42 am
Her yellow love glow.  6:03 am
Her yellow love glow 6:10 am
Bridge and rooftops. 6:11 am
Her dark river of love. 6:14 am
Her river of love boats and trees.  6:43 am
Her river of love and bridges. 7:01 am
Road to soulmates. 7:06 am
On CBC News Morning, Heather Hiscox wore a green jacket with white top. Harry Forestell wore a grey jacket with a white shirt and white tie with dark dots. Colleen Jones wore a black sweater with a black turtleneck. Nil Koksal wore a dark grey jacket. Lucy Van Oldenbarneveld wore a pink blouse. Danielle Bachove wore a blue blouse with black skirt.
On the CBC Montreal news brief, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket with an orange shirt and yellow tie.ÂÂ
On CBC News Today, Nancy Wilson wore a green jacket with white top. Ioanna Roumeliotis wore a black jacket. Derek Stoffel wore a blue shirt with white grids. Jeannie Lee wore a blue jacket with white top. Jelena Adzic wore a white blouse with black slacks. Lucy Van Oldenbarneveld wore a pink blouse. Colleen Jones wore a black sweater with a black turtleneck.
On Living Montreal with Sue Smith, I learned about cardio-sledding on the mountain with baby, shopping on The Plateau, tips for shopping on E-Bay, high quality hot chocolate and ways you can plan a trip to places like Vietnam and New York.
Her green garden of love. 7:32 am
Her green garden of love and yellow. 8:07 am
Her green garden of love and yellow 8:16 am
The green leaves made good contrast with the smooth and seamless grey. And I was in love with Anna. The gravel was still rather wet from yesterday’s rain.   The large lake of a puddle returned. There was a strong sense of stillness and solitude in the midst of the trees making movements. No human voices with words and expressions except for the ones that I wrote for the gentlest folds of Anna’s heart.
Downtown Glow 8:35 am
Downtown Soulmates 9:32 am
Downtown Glow 10:23 am
Downtown Glow 11:34 am
Shadows were faint and nearly non-substantial except for those embedded in the tree depths. This morning I woke up to Anna’s yellow glow and her green garden of love with her white true love light. This week I have been rather sleepy and this morning was no exception. But I was awake to Anna’s spell. I want us to never part.
Downtown Core 12:06 pm
White Steeple 12:14 pm
White Steeple 12:40 pm
Bridge and rooftops. 1:15 pm
Presently the lovebirds were calling and I could hear them up in the sky somewhere, but I could not see them. There was languidness to the air that came from the cocoon of cloud and the repose of the trees and their fullness in the humidity. A faint mist over the mountain, the air quite saturated with moisture. The vividness of the green was supreme. Soon it would be pouring rain. All was drenched in the invisible water, and I was bathing in the love of my soulmate.
Her Biosphere Pregnant Relating 1:23 pm
Her Biosphere Pregnant Relating 2:47 pm
Her True Love Light 3:02 pm
Her biosphere pregnant in true love light. 3:31 pmÂÂ
And there is no sense of blinding anxiety for me, when my heart has been cast for her love. Even my shadow function is one with the direction to where she leads me. Her river of love I have found. I am not lost to it, but gaining life. There is no better place for me to find in the newborn day of her black wavy mane. I am renovating my soul to be sure with her and for good. In her cure my dreams have returned. Her eternity is my delight.  I crave my beloved and I long for her love bites.
Time Bridges Her River of Love 4:11 pm
Time Bridges Her River of Love 5:37 pm
Time Bridges Her River of Love 6:35 pm
Time Bridges Her River of Love 7:00 pm
I have no fear or anger at all for She that matters to me most. I have lost many things. I have known my misfortune well. Whatever is missing from the past has no claim on my open heart in alignment with her lunar presence. The newness in me is reborn, beyond the ravages of wrecking war. Because of her love light shining so brightly, the dark bandages of time is releasing from me. The stabbing stain has gone. The answer is in our heartbeat, and in the love that we’ve got for each other. Without failing and without doing harm, I love my soulmate Anna Dirksen.
Her Mountain of Love 7:17 pm
Soulmates and Mountain 7:23 pm
Soulmates and Mountain 7:50 pm
CBC Vans and Tree 9:08 pm
Soulmates at Night 9:10 pm
Downtown Rainy Night 10:48 pm
“I wonder,” she said, frowning. “Why don’t we have any rats that will stop dropping rotting food on northern Afghanistan? Because in four months from now there will be a new cloned rogue rat that will plunder with his public parasite. That parasite –the rinky-dink –will be a moron. A moron! They will try to jail him, but he will dominate for four months more.”
    “What will happen to him?” I asked. “Not the parasite, the cloned rogue.”
    “Re-cloned,” Nixon said with difficulty. “I am not enjoying this dinner.”
    “Me neither,” I said.
    “I know,” she said, with a faraway look in her eye. “But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.” Isaiah 40:31.
Meanwhile, Martin, Frasier and Niles go ice fishing but lose their car keys and are trapped at the cabin overnight. Frasier tells his father that he only came along to finally hear him say, “I love you.” Martin finally admits it, while Lisa takes tap dancing lessons but she’s not very good and resorts to automatic tap dancing shoes. Bart and Millhouse spend the night at the mall and trash the place. Chief Wiggum thinks the mess was caused by a giant rat, and sets a giant trap to catch it while Michael needs his father’s car and the family keeps calling him selfish for denying Gob a free frozen banana. Buster bids on the wrong Lucille and Michael bids on his sister who is a wreck from being in the wetlands.
On the CBC News at Six, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket with an orange shirt and a yellow tie. The first story was on the Liberal government’s challenge of coming to agreement with the PQ over the budget numbers. Charest mulls over PQ’s round numbers and muses, “What is this really about?” He believes it’s simply about power. The ADQ insist they won’t support it but nobody wants another election. Still, everyone’s preparing for the possibility the government could fall. As reported by Dan Halton in a black jacket, grey shirt and black tie with white bands.
The government is considering a ban on inflatable pools. 13 people drown in Quebec every year.  9 times out of 10 it happens at home to children under the age of 5. 4-sided fencing may be insisted on too, but nothing beats an attentive parent, as reported by Cheryl Rosebush in a black sweater with an orange top.
Elementary school report cards will change and a failing mark returns after parents complain that the report cards are too hard to read. Followed by the weather check with Geeta –but she had to take an umbrella.
Face Book is in the news again after 8 students are suspended from Rosemont high school for 8 days. 4 of the students were suspended for just looking at the picture of their teacher posted showing her backside with degrading remarks included. Teachers say the punishment is not severe enough. They’d like to see the students banned from graduation and expelled for sexual harassment. As reported by Peter Johnson in a black jacket, grey shirt and dark grey tie.
The weather brief with Geeta Nadkarni in a green short sleeved top with light green parts, “Polish up Scrabble skills this weekend” because it’s going to rain.
Laval West police arrested a man after his 40 year-old wife was found dead in the family apartment. “She seemed to live for her children” Her husband made incriminating remarks. It looks like conjugal violence. Followed by Cocaine Raids at 4 am with 32 people arrested and a group of Women were Served at the gay bar Le Stud and Overpasses to Open next week, followed by the bridge and the river to the first break.
Your Health and back pain –surgery: Is it necessary? Studies show that people could do without it. After a year of recovery, there is little difference between the two. As reported by Terry Reith.
Your Money with Jeannie Lee in a blue jacket with the Canadian economy up this quarter and Menu Foods have lost $45 million after the pet food recall, and Local TV from around the world streaming online and convertible cars are doing well in the crash test. Followed by financial numbers and coming up with Andrew Chang –a Montreal family meet an environmental guru. The weekend will be a washout, followed by time and the river of love.
Returning with a few top stories: Last Minute Talks, Students Suspended and Report Cards. The weather with Geeta who hopes she is not Nicholas Cage in The Weatherman. “It’s going to rain”
Take the Challenge with Andrew Chang and the McGowan family’s challenge to live green for a month, with help on the basics of green living to help improve them. The next installment will be next Thursday and you can follow them online at www.cbc.ca/montreal and then click on Andrew’s picture. Columns below to the next break.
Our World and the 56th Canadian soldier was killed with an 5 Americans and a Britian, when their helicopter was shot down in Afghanistan. Master Cpl. Darrell J. Priede was an army photographer who wanted to capture the good that was coming to Afghanistan, as reported by Heather Robinson in an orange jacket with black top. The Russian man accused of poisoning a former KGB agent in London says he had nothing to do with it, and that Alexander Litvinenko was actually a British spy killed by the British Secret Service. “It sounds totally impossible,” as reported by Nick Spicer in a black jacket with grey shirt. In Toronto friends and family remembered Jordan Manners, age 15 gunned down last week at his school. “The world lost a bright, bright star” as reported by Aaron Saltzman followed by Conrad Black Trial and Spam King Arrested, Bridge Anniversary and Captain Crosby.
And then to A Place Called Hope -the Ashraya Initiative for Children with its outreach program for slum girls. It is also in jeopardy –the landlord wants them out in the fall. With property prices in India skyrocketing, students from chapters around the world struggle to raise money to buy some property and land For more info and to give support, please visit their website at www.ashrayainitiative.org. Geeta thanked viewers for feedback, followed by betwixt and the break.
Returning with Marianna Simeone in a grey jacket, white top and ring necklace, for My Take and lots of reaction from viewers about the 1st anniversary of the smoking ban in Quebec –including an email from Brooklyn, New York. Marianna met the mayor this morning, and took time to answer some viewer’s questions, to be shown in 3 segments next week. Michel showed that Geeta Nadkarni made it on the cover of the Montreal Mirror, and Michel is mentioned as well. “We’re famous!” Geeta said, and gave the final weather. Michel signed off for the night.
And I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary-blog of loving and dreaming, and brief CBC News at Six re-reportage of abandon, aging, anger, annoying, awful, blasting, cracking, crashing, crisis, dangerous, defective, deficient, disabling, domination, exhausting, falling, fighting, gashing, harming, hitting, impairing, incapacitating, injurious, irritating, maiming, malfunction, malicious, malignant, misfortune, mishap, offending, plundering, pounding, pulling apart, punishment, quarrel, ravaging, renovating, shocking, splitting, stealing, stinging, unfortunate, victimizing, violence, vulnerability, war and wrecking.
Wounding
Relating
I love Anna Dirksen.
Her Dream Power Is Safe For Green Earth.
Relating Betwixt 4:30 pmÂÂ
As soon as I arrived on the roof, three pigeons landed on the ledge and sat together in silence. I was certain they were the same three that I see together in the sky nearly every day. They sat side by side - one was grooming, as they rested in the light rain. One flew off and the other two immediately followed. It was lightly raining, and the mottled grey overcast looked so solid and sealed. It was surprisingly mild out and the breeze was soft and cool.
Time bridges her river of love. 4:56 am
Columns and her love river to Casino. 5:16 am
Rooftop 6:03 am
Her green garden relating betwixt.  6:09 am
Her sky above with soulmates. 6:32 am
Buildings below with soulmates. 7:05 am
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Her Habitat river of love. 7:06 am
Time bridges her river of love. 8:03 am
Time bridges her river of love. 8:30 am
Her Trees of Love 9:34 am
Trees were gently waving, branches extending. Leaves were fluffy and moist. And I was in love with Anna. The lovebirds were in the distance. They never rested from their ardent activities. They loved to communicate and they did so with ceaseless devotion. The sky looked like damp clay, like moonstone. The ground was slightly moist. Under the yellow awning it was dry. The sky glowed over the mountain. I was so much in love with my soulmate Anna Dirksen.
Her Trees and River 9:37 am
On CBC News Morning, Heather Hiscox wore an orange blouse. Nancy Wood wore a white blouse with grey doubled lines. Harry Forestell wore a black jacket with a white shirt and grey tie. Lucy Van Oldenbarneveld wore a black blouse. Dr. Mike Evans wore a grey jacket with a white grey grid shirt. Colleen Jones wore a light grey turtleneck sweater. Danielle Bochove wore a red jacket. Marivel Taruc wore a pink top.
On the CBC Montreal news brief, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket with a pale blue shirt and a blue tie the shade of my love’s blue coat. On CBC News Today, Nancy Wilson wore a yellow jacket with black and white stripe patterns and an orange segment with a white top. Nil Koksal wore a white blouse with a black fluffy vest. Henry Champ wore a grey jacket with a white shirt and red snake skin tie. Jeannie Lee wore an orange top with a pale orange jacket. Colleen Jones wore a light grey turtleneck sweater.
On Living Montreal with Sue Smith, I learned tips for teaching kids and adults to skate, having a cold at the office, Montreal comic book readers and baby massage.
Her green circle of love. 9:46 am
Her green garden of love. 10:40 am
Her green garden of love.  11:51 am
Her green circle of love. 12:45 pm
A helicopter traveled quickly towards the southeast. Trees swayed as though under water. Again, last night, vivid dreams full of presence A lovebird propelled herself in the air, rather high, with little jets and dives. The rain had stopped and the gravel was quickly drying. The wet of the cars on the rainy road had a subdued tone. I was feeling such peace and quiet. Five blackbirds flapped overhead. Clouds continuously merged and transformed before my eyes. And there were moonbeams in my heart for Anna.
Her Yellow Tents  1:34 pm
Her Yellow Tents 2:14 pm
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Her Yellow Tents 3:19 pm
Two blackbirds played chase through the trees, making little squeak. A helicopter sped off again and then a fire truck siren wailed and echoed in the grey distance. A very large bumblebee explored around me. The three pigeons returned, flying across the sky as a trio. A bird sparrow whizzed past me as quickly as lightening. A blackbird with a yellow beak landed on the toppest most branch of a tree before diving downward, as the fire truck with its siren blaring sped down the street. In the distance I could hear more sirens.
Relating Betwixt 4:30 pm
Directly below me, the lovebirds were calling, and the wind picked up and the trees rustled, bending in the wind. Time passed very quickly, and I was getting hungry. My heart was beating fully for the soulmate of dreams Anna. She is my one true love. And I melted for her from the knowledge of that, as two pigeons flapped past me together, as I sat on the roof and wrote for my heartthrob. The sky became darker for rain, and the seagulls called in the green distance. No matter the weather I was awake to her love.ÂÂ
Relating Betwixt 5:11 pm
And there are no battle lines in my heart. No boxing bullies or doors closed. All heaviness has gone for the sake of her Yin push that I want in my life and I crave for in every moment. I long to caress her long dark wavy hair,  embrace her with care. Anna carries the light of the Earth. And when I feel troubled and stressed, she grows in my heart and mind and I feel deeply secure. During my most difficult and discouraging times, where all seems so hard and frustrating, her counter-balance and her loving numbers arrive, because her love for me is very real. I will always hold her dreaming passion for safe keeping. Yes, I will alway obey her strengthening command till the end of my days.  Because I love my soulmate Anna Dirksen.
Downtown Evening 6:37 pm
Downtown Evening Rain 7:17 pm
Her Black Potent Night 8:21 pm
Her Underpass and Rain 8:56 pm
Downtown Rain 9:00 pm
Wet Pavement 10:17 on
Shine the Light 11:15 pm
Her Yellow Tents 12:16 am
Sometime after we were seated, three unruly waiters with crumpled black neckties and baggy white clothes stumbled in and began serving. We had banana worm bread with root worm beetle dip; a bowl of mealworm fried rice; a pint of bug blood squeezed right at the table; a dirt cake that seemed to contain plastic bugs and gummy worms, refrigerated and then stirred in cool whip; fly-in-the-batter pudding; boiled wasp larvae; fried silk moth pupae; fried green tomato hornworm; chocolate milk, Brio or Pepsi.
    I’ve never had such a good meal, even in government housing. If the flies were still alive and the blood of the bug a bit sweet, it could have been a lot worse if not for the germs Nixon unleashed and the rudeness of the service. Every time my bug blood mug was filled to the brim, one of the waiters or the carpet-ape was at my forelimb to sip it. Cold scrambled eggs and sourdough were offered rarely. It was strange to me when I refused the bowl of those inedible plastic bugs, when wrong! They crawled from my plate.
    “At the voice of thy cry; when he shall hear it, he will answer thee.” –Isaiah 30:19. I told Nixon.
Meanwhile Frasier and Ros are nominated for media awards and he receives a call from his number one fan. He finds a scarf in his briefcase from her and he wonders how it got there. She sends him balloons at his home. Everyone warns him about obsessed fans and to be careful because there are a lot of crazy people out there. Frasier thinks she is harmless but he is convinced to hire a bodyguard for the ceremony to be on the safe side. To his surprise, his bodyguard is a woman. She warns him, “Trust no one you don’t know.” At the award show, Frasier becomes paranoid. He thinks his bodyguard is the stalker. Martin spots the woman who explains it was all a big misunderstanding. But Frasier chases someone into the underground parking and is attacked by three ruffians while Homer asks everyone questions from his self-test magazine. He asks Lenny who is his favorite Back Street Boy. Lenny replies, “The rat-faced boy.” Homer does one of the quizzes and it tells him he will live to age 42. Homer has a nervous breakdown, obsessed about his mortality. The family takes him to Florida to recover but it’s the middle of spring break. Homer disrupts a Kid Rock concert and returns to the motel drunk, but improves. He accidentally kills the famed swamp alligator and the entire family arrested and handcuffed. They escape the police officer and find work in a swamp diner. But the alligator emerges alive while Gob’s girlfriend Marta is nominated for a Mexican Soap Opera award. Lindsay betrays an environmentalist squatting in a tree on Bluth land. Michael takes Marta to the award show while Gob’s plans an escape trick from prison. He finds himself falling for her while Gob gets stabbed in the back.
On the CBC News at Six, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket with a pale blue shirt and a black tie. The first story was on a woman that was refused service at Le Stud –a gay bar, because it caters to men only. Cheryl Rosebush reported in an orange sweater. She was allowed on the terrace because the bar allows women on Wednesday. The woman feels that her human rights have been violated, and finds it reasonable that this never happens to another woman again.
The TB Scare continues as health workers are busy tracking down passengers that sat around the Atlanta Georgia man with an extreme form of TB who is now under federal isolation in the U.S. He is not symptomatic and feels “perfectly healthy.” He went to Italy for his wedding and honeymoon and didn’t believe he put passengers at risk. Nine passengers from Quebec sat nearby him during the flight, as reported by Nancy Wood.
The potential for contagion began from his seat number 12-C. The Tuberculosis Alert extends to the two rows in front and behind him, and these passengers will need to be tested. As reported by Gerri Barrer in a black jacket with an orange bauble necklace and an orange top.
Unfortunately, I missed the details of Nagy on parole, and a Quebec man posted a racist video on YouTube and was charged by police for uttering threats. The weather check with Geeta Nadkarni in a black and grey coat and holding a white umbrella with a black animal print.
The Liberals and the PQ are no closer to making a deal together on the budget. Another election is a real possibility after Tense Budget Negotiations. The Liberals find it reasonable to offer $60 million more in exchange for PQ support, with no compromise on the tax cuts. But the PQ finds it reasonable to request $300 million to go for health care and education. Dan Halton in a black jacket with a white shirt and red tie with white bands reminds us that this is more an issue of power. The Liberals have until Friday to reach a compromise with the PQ. If they fail there may be another election as early as July 9th. Followed by fallout on federal illegal expenses with ex-Option Canada director, Jocelyn Beaudoin resigning.
The City’s ombudsman is saying that the number of complains are rising, with 1,384 complaints this year, mostly from residents living next to noisy bars and restaurant terraces, followed by Construction-Free Zone for the entire month of June on St-Laurent.
Coming up, Marianna Simeone in a white jacket and black top for My Take on the anniversary of the smoking ban, to a downtown scene verging on rain to the first break.
Midnight tonight marks the one-year anniversary of the smoking ban in public places. Many people support it including smokers, but some businesses are fighting the ban, as there has been a 6-7% drop in bars. Leah Hendry reported, wearing a black jacket with long pink scarf.
Marianna Simeone for My Take says the smoking ban is doing very well. “I love it,” she said, citing the enjoyment of her meal, drink and company now, and she likes that cigarettes are not always on our minds, and that children are seeing that “smoking is just not cool.” Michel reminds viewers that Marianna will be speaking to Mayor Tremblay tomorrow and to send in their questions for him to marianna.simeone@cbc.ca
White columns below and then to Jeannie Lee for Your Money. Sam the Record Man is closing its main store in Toronto because there isn’t enough money in CDs. The Shanghai closed at 7%, and more Alberta workers than average are asking their employers for help with their substance abuse, to the day’s financial numbers to downtown in the rain and the next break.
Returning with some of the day’s top stories: Refused Service and TB Alert to the weather with Geeta Nadkarni and the unexpected rain today. It is Sun Awareness Week and the Canadian Cancer Society warns about overexposure to the sun’s rays. But more and more research shows the sun’s the best source of vitamin D, as reported by Laurie Graham in a black jacket with white top to the next break.
Returning with A Place Called Hope and part 3 tonight. Probably the most difficult part for Geeta, because, she explained, she saw first hand the extent of the dire poverty in the slums of India, during a search for the 7-year-old girl that did not come to the last outreach session. The program helps children with tasty meals, literacy, education, hygiene and nutrition. Getting kids to sit still long enough to learn is a challenge, but many families in the slums are seeing the merits of the outreach. But societal prejudice against the slum kids is an obstacle as well as the high value of real estate. For more information please visit the website www.ashrayainitiative.org.
Our World and Hariri Case Goes To Court and the McCann’s emotional meeting with the Pope who blessed the photograph of their missing 4-year-old daughter Madeleine. Followed by $30 billion over the next 5 years from George Bush for Money To Fight Aids, followed by a British performance artist eating Corgi Meatballs. And Schwarzenegger Visit with Ontario Premier Dalton on stem cell research and climate change. Arnold Schwarzenegger said, “Do not be discouraged…When a forest burns down, the seeds of its renewal are still there.” He will be in Ottawa tonight to speak with Stephen Harper, leading to the next break.
Upon returning, PJ Stock in a grey jacket and a white shirt with grey lines for Stock Talk. Michel’s question, “Can the Senators go Duck hunting and bring home the prey?” PJ likes the Ducks and feels they are too big and to physical on home ice for the Senators, as well as talk on Andre Markov for the Habs, “Is he the six million dollar man?” Game two with the Anaheim Mighty Ducks and the Ottawa Senators tonight on CBC starting at 8 pm. Geeta remarked that she would takethe $6 million and gave the final weather. Michel signed off for the night. In the background, my love’s glowing columns and white light like a wedding veil. For much more on these stories, please visit www.cbc.ca/montreal.
And I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary-blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News at Six re-reportage of the adverse, blocking, closed, command, confining, control, corrupt, counter-balance, criminal, dangerous, defending, difficult, discouraging, fate, fighting, frustrating, guarded, halting, harassing, hard, hazardous, heaviness, hindering, hurtful, impossibility, inferior, misunderstood, obey, overloaded, overwhelm, power, practical, preventing, pushing, real, repress, restricting, secure, sensation function, sickness, sinful, specifying, strengthen, stressful, troubled, unfortunate, unpleasant, unruly, unsatisfactory, vile and wrong.
Opposing
Relating
I love Anna Dirksen.
Her Love River With Columns And Black Potent Power.
Her Biosphere Pregnant Relating 6:52 pm
Her River of Love and Columns 7:02 pmÂÂ
Her Yellow Tent 12:33 am
The blue sky was mostly clear at first. There was a faint wispy glaze of white film high above, with its intricate ripples and streaks. One or two spare tufts of cloud replaced the mass from yesterday. The sun was almost too bright, as I was squinting. I sat under the yellow awning. The dark bird with belly and yellow bill flew past. The trees were bright and gently waving.
Her Habitat river of love bridges trees. 5:40 am
Her Habitat river of love bridges trees. 6:34 am
Two Windows  7:44 am
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Trees and two fountains. 8:44 am
They were so green and healthy from yesterday’s rain. The breeze was soft at first, but it picked up. Darkness and light combined as equals, and I was in love with Anna. It was very warm in the sun, but I was sleepy today. I woke up after a vivid and romantic dream. I got up before 5 but I fell asleep, and so I might have missed something my love was showing me. But I was awake to her love.
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On CBC News Morning, Heather Hiscox wore a white jacket wtih black outline. Colleen Jones wore a blue jacket with blue shirt. Lucy Van Oldenbarneveld wore a pale yellow coat with black collar. John Jeffrey wore a black jacket with white shirt and black tie with white dots. Danielle Bochove wore a black jacket with a purple top. Harry Forestell wore a grey jacket with a white shirt and a pale red tie. Jeff Seguin wore a blue shirt.ÂÂ
On the CBC Montreal news brief, Michel Godbout wore a grey jacket with a pale purple shirt and blue tie with white dots. On CBC News Today, Nancy Wilson wore a grey jacket witha darker grey section and white tree branch patterns. Nil Koksal wore a black top. Henry Champ wore a grey jacket with a white shirt and a black tie. Bruce Rainnie wore a black jacket with a blue shirt and a white tie with black patterns. Dan Halton wore a black jacket with a white shirt and a pale green tie with dark dots. Jeannie Lee wore a light grey jacket with a dark grey top. Jelina Adzic wore a red short-sleeved top with white slacks and a black circle stone necklace. Laura Thompson wore a grey shirt with a white and black top. Colleen Jones wore a blue jacket.ÂÂ
I watched Living Montreal with Sue Smith and I learned about things to do with kids in the city, sun-screen, a vacation experience at the spa, best wines under $15.00, canning and pickling food.
Green steeple with two stars. 12:44 pm
Trees and road. 2:02 pm
Trees parking road. 2:03 pm
Road parking trees. 2:04 pm
Downtown 2:07 pm
Time bridges her river of love. 2:30 pm
Time bridges her river of love.  2:39 pm
Streets 2:40 pm
Downtown 2:41 pm
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An ardent lovebird was around the corner. It was very quiet –except for one bird that sounded like a gentle ambulance siren. More tufts of cloud rolled in from the east. The trees stirred with soft rustling. My pen shadow was long and stretched as I wrote these words for my beloved, Anna. It was a beautiful morning. Two lovebirds were in mid chase. Visibility and depth of field were excellent.
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More clouds appeared from out of nowhere. A large dark helicopter flew overhead. It was so very quiet. There were no crows, but a blackbird flew by holding a morsel of food in her beak. All I felt was a sense of peace. My attention was active to observe the scene going on around me, as I wrote for my beloved. The more that I looked, the more the detail that emerged, as new groups of cloud congregated to fill my field of vision.
 Boats 4:07 pm
Time and Her River of Love 4:07 pm
Her river columns and 5 craft.   4:07 pm
Her Biosphere Pregnant Relating 4:08 pm
The sun was warmer on my shoulder, but the wind picked up as the lovebirds flew high up in the blue sky. They were wooing and chirping as they arrived. My heart beat clear and pure for her, as the silent cloud rolls mirrored the round trees of the mountain in the distance. And in the midst of the war, I love Anna more.
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There is no wounding between us but precious heartstrings operating. I hold her in my dreams. Her black potency overturns evil. Anna’s Yin power restores my inner warrior. Her love cleans my skeletons from shards. Destiny shows me the superiority of her red catabolic passion. There is no weeping but a soulmate exchange breaking through. Yes, I love Anna Dirksen.
Her Biosphere Pregnant Relating 6:52 pm
Her Harbour of Love with Tents 6:56 pm
Her river of love and columns. 7:02 pm
Her Biosphere Pregnant Relating 8:08 pm
Yellow sky downtown.  8:43 pm
Downtown Night with Soulmates 9:03 pm
Night Lights 12:05 am
Road to Soulmates 12:07 am
Buildings at night. 12:07 am
Downtown Lights 12:08 am
Her Black Potent Time and 11 Lights.  12:25 am
Her Black Potent Time. 12:29 am
Her Yellow Tent. 12:33 am
Her Yellow Tents and Love River.  12:33 am
She had no will over us. We finished our drinks eventually, and scrambled into the kitchen. We’d sit where we liked, we’d eat what we liked, and the spirits we found absent we denied. But none of this eradicated the fool of dead life. She was doomed to evil, a self-aggrandizing stupidity, with a sluggish reluctance to straighten to anyone’s conviction, no matter how plausible she found it.
    If the floor of the somewhat agreeable kitchen had been demolished to invoke an awful sensation in me, it didn’t. Putrid dish rags, only two Dixie cups and no Styrofoam tumblers set, broken plastic knives and forks, wilting flowers, fat black tapers in a cracked glass candelabrum.
    I sat on Nixon’s left. Across from me was Ms. Superior Ratri. Misty was on the table. By her side was unit membrane, and next to me was fluid space, on Nixon’s right. Uncomfortable. But “He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength.” Isaiah 40:29.
Meanwhile, Bibi calls Frasier “my poor wounded baby.” She wants the station to offer him the moon because his contract is up for negotiation. Frasier feigns illness as a negotiation tactic and she gets them to negotiate a new deal. They toast and celebrate and end up in bed together. Frasier tells her it was a mistake, but he’s afraid that he broke her heart. Bibi climbs on the window ledge in the midst of negotiation and threatens suicide. He saves her but it was only a ploy to get him the best deal while Homer and Bart pick through the neighbourhood trash. Barney watches videotape of himself drunk for his birthday. “I’m a disgrace!” He vows to go sober and takes helicopter-flying lessons. Homer helps him out at the 12-Step program, while Lisa and Bart find the old camera. They want to win a bike and get their photography on the cover of the phonebook. They climb Mount Springfield and the spent flash on the ground sets the forest on fire. Barney flies Homer by helicopter to help save the children from burning in the fire while Michael makes cornballs and keeps burning his hand and his son doesn’t want to go for a bike ride. Maebe auditions in the school play so she can kiss Steve Holt while George Michael auditions to kiss his cousin. Tobias thinks George Michael is gay and gives him a woman’s role in the Shakespeare play.
On the CBC News at Six, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket with a pale purple shirt and a purple tie with white dots. The first story was on Tuberculosis Scare. On May 24th, on a flight from Prague to Montreal, an American passenger onboard had the resistant strain called XDR, and there is the real possibility that passengers near him were exposed to the virus since TB takes close contact over several hours. Dr. Tannenbaum from Montreal Public Health says that they are still deciding to reach out to the passengers from Montreal who may have contracted it from him. As reported by Gerri Barrer in a light tan jacket with pale green scarf. More info on TB was shown.
Retired judge Bernard Grenier released his report on the illegal Federal spending on the No side, during the 1995 Quebec referendum. The sovereignists claim they were robbed of their referendum, but Jean Charest calls the report a “wet firecracker” because no Quebec Liberals were blamed for the Federal misspending at Option Canada and Grenier could not recommend criminal charges. Dan Halton in a black jacket, white shirt and pale green tie also reported that no details are known yet about the Liberals budget offer with the PQ. Bernard Grenier’s full report can be found on the website at www.cbc.ca/montreal.
Two Laval university students are dead in South America from a major carbon monoxide leak in their hotel room as reported by Andrew Chang in a black jacket, grey shirt and silvery tie. And at CFB Wainwright, a Soldier Dies when his 10-ton truck rolled over at the base. Followed by the weather check with Geeta Nadkarni in a dark red jacket with white top.
Parking Meter rates have gone up and “It’s keeping people away” The opposition presented the City with a 20,000 name signed petition that proposes to return to free parking on evenings and weekends. But the city voted it down during a marathon council meeting. City councilor Marvin Rotrand claims the petition needs verification, as reported by Peter Johnson in a black jacket, white shirt and red tie.
The Auditor General reports there are dozens of issues facing Montreal, such as the water infrastructure, and a backlog of unpaid parking tickets of up to $84 million of which -$56 million is unrecoverable. Coming up: Marianna Simeone in a grey jacket with orange top, for My Take and her talk with mayor Tremblay on Thursday.
A new homeless initiative from the Old Brewery Mission for helping women get off the street for good, with their new L’Etape program. As reported by Leah Hendry in a blue top with black slacks. Followed by the break.
Upon returning, the Harper government is on the defensive for their green plan. Two environmental groups have launched a lawsuit against the federal government. Friends of the Earth say the government’s current plan isn’t strong enough and is breaking international law for not sticking to the Kyoto Accord. The House of Commons Environment Committee also called the government’s plan a “fraud”. As well, California governor Arnold Schwarzenegger “the green giant” is on a 3-day cross-Canada tour and he will meet with the Prime Minister tomorrow to discuss it. He calls the federal environmental plan too timid. As reported by Margaret McDiarmid.
Your Money with Jeannie Lee in a light grey jacket with dark grey top, and the Bank of Canada will raise interest rates soon. The Canadian dollar spiked to a 30-year high at 93 cents. Americans are visiting Canada less but Canadians spend more in the U.S. and Mexico. Bombardier’s profits have tripled, followed by the day’s financial numbers. “You’re going to need your umbrellas for awhile,” says  Geeta.ÂÂ
Before the break bridge and my heartthrob’s river of love. Upon returning, some of the day’s top stories such as Tuberculosis Alert, Illegal Expenses and No Free Parking, followed by the weather with Geeta Nadkarni. And My Take with Marianna Simeone in a white jacket with black top and a black skirt with white stars, and looking forward to speaking to mayor Tremblay on Thursday and questions from viewers for him. They can send them to marianna.simeone@cbc.ca, followed by the next break.
Upon returning, A Place Called Hope, part 2 with Geeta Nadkarni at the Ashraya Initiative, run by international students from McGill University and an introduction tonight to some of the nine children with hard histories of neglect and abuse that were given a permanent home. The kids didn’t exactly want to be saved or stop hitting, swearing, or clean up after themselves, but there was tremendous progress. Ashraya created an outreach program for slum girls. For more information please visit www.ashrayainitiative.org.
Our World and a reality show in the Netherlands making people quite uncomfortable. “There is edgy and then there’s playing God.” Big Doner will have a dying woman decide which of 3 patients will have her kidneys, as reported by Adrienne Arsenault wearing a grey jacket with a white blouse. Britain is working to free 5 British hostages that were abducted in Iraq, adding to further Iraq Violence. George Bush announced new sanctions against Sudan. There were two white columns below that I saw. And before the next break there was my love’s Biosphere-Relating.
Upon returning, Jelena Adzic in a red top with light grey slacks for The Scene and highlights from CBC’s New TV Season, and the Police reunion tour that began last night in Vancouver. They haven’t played together since 1984. Followed by Brad Pitt in Montreal for a film shoot. Geeta Nadkarni gave the weather wrap with 15 degrees tonight and 27 tomorrow. Michel signed off for the evening.
And I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary-blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News at Six re-reportage of absent, anger, annihilating, awful, blasting, breaking, catabolic, cleaning, cracking, crashing, crushing, deadly, decomposing, demolishing, despair, destiny, devastating, dismantling, disposing, doom, embarrassment, eradicating, exploding, extinguishing, fate, fighting, grieving, incinerating, indiscriminate, inevitability, judging, killing, lethal, malignant, misfortune, operating, overturning, overwhelming, pounding, power, pulling apart, pulverizing, ruining, self-destruction, senseless, smashing, superiority, terrible, war, will, and wrecking.
Destroying
Relating
I love Anna Dirksen.
Her Healing Green Water Works With My Dreaming Heart.
 Her River and Trees 8:32 pm
There were large billowy clouds slowly making their way east amid the blue sky. The air was cool. The sun shone intermittently with its warmth. It was quite gusty and every tree was in motion. A seagull screamed as long fingers of trees stretched and reached and climbed. Green was all pervading.   The gravel had damp patches and some places that were dry.ÂÂ
Her Yellow Q with Green. 4:58 am
Her green garden of love. 5:12 am
Her green garden with relating betwixt. 5:27 am
Her Yellow Gift of Love Integration. 5:59 am
Her river of love and bridges. 6:05 am
Time bridges her river of love. 6:18 am
The birds were quite silent, and the loud rustling from the trees made it difficult to hear them. They were in nearly continuous movement. Clouds were moving en masse over the mountain, with dark grey rain cloud shades, but they were also brilliant and white. It was too cold andwindy to stay out for very long.   I managed to do some filming. I wrote this for my heartthrob.
Her 7 tall trees. 7:00 am
Her river and bridges of love. 7:06 am
Her love river bridge with triangle trees. 7:20 am
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Her river and trees. 8:32 am
All the clouds had rough edges, as though they were in the midst of forming or breaking apart -it was never clear which. All was in immediate transition. They were transforming before my eyes. When the sun came out briefly I was glad. A very large crow swooped in the current. It was hard to tell if it would rain. Two blackbirds glided in silence. The muffled bark of a dog and the noticeable lack of birdcalls made this a play of the wind, the clouds and the trees.
Her Habitat river of love. 9:21 am
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Her Habitat river of love. 10:29 am
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Downtown 12:24 pm
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This morning I woke up before 5 am to find my love’s yellow Q in shades of green and her green garden of love. Anna showed relating betwixt, glowing brightly as her true love. The wind never stopped blowing. The sun came out momentarily. The clouds never stopped forming and took charge of the blue sky. And in the midst of all this there was Anna, sweet Anna,  in the deep folds of my heart.
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Downtown with passing cloud. 1:12 pm
Downtown with shadow. 2:00 pm
Her Habitat river white love glow. 2:17 pm
Her Mountain of Love. 2:17 pm
With Betwixt and Clouds. 2:58 pm
On CBC News Morning, Suhana Meharchand wore a blue jacket with a white blouse. Tom Murphy wore a black coat with a white shirt and reddish tie. Tom Harrington wore a dark brown shirt. Lucy Van Oldenbarneveld wore a blue jean jacket. Collen Jones wore a green jean jacket with white top. I must have missed Harry Forestell this morning.
On the CBC Montreal news brief, Michel Godbout wore a grey jacket with a white shirt and a tope-grey tie. On CBC News Today, Nancy Wilson wore a green jacket with a white blouse. Nil Koksal wore a black sweater with a black blouse. Simon Dingley wore an orange-red short sleeved shirt. Lucy Van Oldenbarneveld wore a blue jean jacket. Jeannie Lee wore a grey jacket with white top. Jelena Adzic wore a large red bauble necklace and red belt with a black dress. Colleen Jones wore a green jean jacket with white top. An eldery man walked by in a green jacket and carried a green shopping back, with the green Halifax trees in the background.
I watched Living Montreal with Sue Smith where I learned how to enjoy the mountain “to the max”, shopping at a green co-op, renovating your house with natural building materials, RRSP’s and hypothermia and frostbite on dogs and cats.
Outside my window this afternoon, there was a rush of fire trucks with horns blasting.
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Anna is my green anchor. Her water of love finds me. Her freeing act of lunar assistance rescues me. She values wholeness, strength and courage and respectability. I treasure her dreamwork. Her spirit feeds my energy. Her conservation preserves my favoured dream of ecology. She provides me with her breath of life. Her flowing Yin teaching restores my dream light. It shines ardently for her.
With Betwixt and Clouds. 4:12 pm
Her Habitat river and sky bridges. 5:34 pm
Her Yellow Tents 6:28 pm
I love her red mandala of redeeming wisdom, her possessed lighthouse of saving Christ. I love her falling water of intervention, her concern for collecting a spiritual stockpile from the pool of Source. She is irrefutably reliable. She is my soulmate healer of solutions. I love her black potent risk-taking and homeopathic therapy. My bodywork is baptized by her nursing medicine. Yes, I love Anna Dirksen.
Her Yellow Tents 7:53 pm
Her Yellow Tents 8:25 pm
Bonsecours Dome and Steeple 8:32 pm
Downtown Lights 9:02 pm
Centered and Betwixt 11:00 pm
Dome 11:01 pm
 I’ve seen a photograph of The Brown Lady of Raynam Hall, and this small rat had more sullen deadness, a feebleness, and much lower spirits than the Brown Lady. I’ve witnessed hauntings, poltergeists, and apparitions, and I don’t get spooked easily. But Nixon bored me. When she spoke to you, she gave the uncanny impression of speaking clearly to nobody, or talking just to hear the sound of her own voice. When she answered a question, she made you feel she was betraying falsehoods in her knowledge, she wasn’t interested in what you had to say, and if she agreed, she still insulted your intelligence with her doublespeak.
    The film I had made of her was a bad likeness; she was an ugly rat. And the colour negative looked better than the nonphysical absence. What I could feel is that she was dumber, worse looking, and weaker than her physical presence. And she was measly to boot. That was her typical shit: your revulsion was always sweetened with smug satisfaction. But how could you be satisfied or be unconcerned with a hungry ghost? Anyhow, “My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me: and I give unto them eternal life.” –John 10:27:28.
Meanwhile Frasier learns on the air that Niles’ wife Maris is having an affair with a German fencing instructor. Niles fences with the German but learns that Maris refused the man’s advances because she loves her husband because Bart sees his future at the Native Casino where he learns from the mystic that he will become an unsuccessful musician. He will always be asking for cash handouts to save him while Lisa has become the first straight female president of the United States at number 1600, The White House. She learns that the country is in great debt. Homer digs for Lincoln’s treasure, but the gold is in every American’s heart. The ghost of Billy Carter visits Bart to say he’s an embarrassment. Marge loses $20,000 at the casino, while Michael looks for flight records, but fire trucks arrive at the burned out storage locker. Michael chides Lindsay and Tobias for being slothful instead of getting a job. He makes George Michael manager of the banana stand and Maebe his employee. But they take money from the cash to go eat at the fancy restaurant. Lindsay sleeps through $1,000 advertisement job for a fire sale that she got that Tobias didn’t get. Michael and his son burn down the banana stand, but George Sr. is aghast because there was $250,000 lining the walls of the banana stand.
On the CBC News at Six, Michel Godbout wore a grey jacket with a white shirt and a tope grey tie. The first story was on Jean Charest Trying to Survive the debate over the Liberal budget. Charest takes a more conciliatory tone with the opposition because 57% of Quebecers don’t want a July election and ”66% voted against his program,” says interim PQ leader Pauline Marois. The Liberals will have to provide a substantial offer to the PQ reports Dan Halton in a grey jacket, white shirt and red with white stripes tie.
At a Dangerous Intersection in Rougemont, an accident at 7 am this morning, involving a car with a 33-year-old mother and her 3 children and a minivan with Mexican farm workers resulted in the mother’s death and 9 people injured. She might not have not been paying attention. As reported by Peter Johnson wearing a black jacket, white shirt and black tie.
45 American students on a bus from Rhode Island to a sugar shack were injured from a road accident south of Quebec City. 2 people were more seriously hurt. Followed by the weather brief with Geeta in a grey coat and black scarf with a hint of green.
Almost all drownings of children in Quebec happen at home. Most parents believe swimming lessons will counteract “the silent danger”. Parents should be at arm’s length at pools and learn CPR and First Aid, reports Cheryl Rosebush in tan slacks and a sleeveless pink top, followed by a 28-year-old man with a Murder Charge and High-Tech Trash Bins.
Face Book made headlines in Quebec after students from St. Thomas started an online discussion group making false accusations and sexual comments about their teachers. 6 student were suspended. “Online, the fear of authority is virtually nonexistent,” reports Andrew Chang in a black jacket with white tie. The Lester B. Pearson School Board has banned Face Book from their schools and there will be a special meeting tonight about the punishment of the 6 students. Coming Up, Geeta Nadkarni in Puna, India for A Place Called Hope.
50,000 Canadians suffer a stroke per year, resulting in 1,600 deaths, but a new revolutionary medical procedure treats the hardening of a brain artery with a stent. As reported by Nancy Wood.
In Toronto 2 teens were arrested and charged with 1st degree murder, in the shooting death of 15-year-old Jordan Manners at his high school. Police can’t provide a motive, but indicate the shooting was probably accidental. As reported by John Lancaster in a red shirt and a black and white tie.
Your Money with Jeannie Lee in a grey jacket with white top on the 25% ticket discount from Greyhound Canada following a strike for 2 weeks. Speculation is building for Alcan when Alcoa offered $27 billion and children can’t get enough of Webkinz, followed by the days financial numbers and Geeta talking about a small chance of showers tonight, to my love’s yellow tents and the break.
Returning with some of the day’s top stories tonight: Politics of Survival, Water Safety and Dangerous Intersection followed by the weather and 16 degrees at the moment and a UV index of 7 followed by Marianna Simeone for My Take. She will be talking with mayor Gérald Tremblay and invites viewers to put in their 2 cents worth by sending questions they’d love to ask the mayor, followed by the next break.
Upon returning, my love’s black wavy hair with her light and then Geeta Nadkarni with the first part of a 4-part documentary called A Place Called Hope, that she made while visiting family in India last November. It began with international students from McGill wanting to do something positive to change the world. There are almost 11 million children that live on the streets, abandoned or orphaned in India. They set up a house in Puna called the Ashraya Initiative for Children, and took in 9 street children to sit and tutor them one-on-one and to give them structure and a solid education and a sense of family. “The kids have begun to blossom.” For more please visit www.ashrayainitiative.org.
My love’s long black wavy hair with her light to Our World, and U.S. and Iranian officials sat face-to-face in Baghdad for talks. Meagan McGrath saved a woman from death on the way down to base camp at Mount Everest. My love’s long black wavy hair was there with her light to the next break.
The Scene with Anna Asimakopulos in a tope grey jacket with black and white top introduced the next You Be The Critic. I missed his name but he wore a number 11 sports jersey, for his review of the Festival Trans-Amerique show Mnemopark, “a German prop comedy” with a “completely demented train set” that goes around the city and a live rooster was brought in for authentic sound effects. Jean-Paul Riopelle’s painting la Foret Ardent did not sell at auction. It only got 1.7 million and The Police begin their tour in Vancouver tonight and the First People’s Festival lineup was announced. It opens on June 10th.
My love’s long black wavy hair with her light and then Geeta in a grey jacket with green top gave a last look at the weather and 11 degrees tonight. Tomorrow it will be 23 degrees. The Stanley Cup final begins shortly with the Ottawa Senators against the Anaheim Mighty Ducks, as reported by Dan Seguin. The show begins at 8:00 tonight on the CBC. Michel signed off for the night. For more on these stories please visit www.cbc.ca/montreal
And I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary-blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News at Six re-reportage of act, assemble, assist, buy, choice, collecting, comfort, concern, correction, delivering, favour, find, freeing, gather, hoarding, improve, intervention, make up, nursing, possibility, potential, protecting, provide, ransom, reclaim, recover, release, relief, salvaging, satisfy, secure, solution, source, spiritual, stockpile, store, storing, teaching, treasuring, wait on and wisdom.
Saving
The Persona
Relating
I love Anna Dirksen.
I Love Her Pearl Baby, Her Sun Plan, Her Green Dream.
Trees and her river of love 9:19 pm
The air was cool and clouds were dense and low. There were no clear shadows. All was in diffuse light. The grey was an irregular rippled mass with tufts and dense regions. There were one or two spots of rain –that would come later. Blue sky was concealed. Trees wavered and some were still, as the light breeze ebbed and flowed through them.
Early morning. 4:59 am
Her morning love light. 5:04 am
Early Morning 5:56 am
It was chilly out, and the sun was behind a darkened shield. Birds were calling but they were subdued –except for the lovebirds. The roar of traffic was surprisingly loud –especially in the distance with its hollow and gasping stream of tire rolls. A helicopter droned to southeast. Seagulls remained aloof. I wished it were warmer.
Her Green Garden of Love 6:31 am
Her Green Garden of Love 7:12 am
The rippled texture of the clouds was very detailed and delicate –like folds of skin merging with dark and light grey. I was in love with my soulmate. This morning I awoke early but drifted off more than once. And so the collection of scenes from my beloved dreamgirl might be incomplete. But I was awake to her love.
Her green with ’saucer’ 8:22 am
The solo lovebird was back but remained elusive to my point of view. It was too hard to tell where he was. Another birdcall gained prominence, as her voice carried on the air. Three pigeons flew past and the leaves were looking so eager and ready for fishing. They were working hard to feed on the air currents promising moisture for them.
Her trees and river of love.  9:19 am
Her river of love and Habitat  9:54 am
They bobbed, they waved and they flickered. A dark bird with yellow beak and round tummy sped on as church bells rang and echoed at 10:45 am. And my heartbeat rang deep for Anna. The dense cloud insulated the ring of the echo that arose was fullnes as the volume grew and then faded.
Time bridges her river of love. 10:44 am
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A plane made its way through the sky. The cloud texture transformed into a more cohesive and structured pattern. I wrote for my heartthrob as the crows cawed. On a brief walk down to Queen Mary I saw a mother crow with her two babies, flying together. It was then that I recognized the baby crow’s voices. Perhaps they were going to watch a cartoon about a girli with pink hair living in a garden and a black widow spider in red shoes?
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Time bridges her river with rain. 1:10 pm
Time bridges her river with rain.  2:45 pm
Time bridges her river with rain. 3:37 pm
Time bridges her river with rain.  4:22 pm
Her yellow tents and the rain. 4:50 pm
I love Anna’s natural essence, her inward making, and her tangible plans. I love her love commitments complete.I love her green harvest, her traveling performance, and her fulfilling experience. I love Anna’s healthy body, her organic dreams. I long to consummate our house complete with marriage ceremony and baby. I love her sun and moon sculptures. I love her writing award and her photographs of the real. She satisfied my heart like no other woman on earth.
Traffic with rain. 5:08 pm
Bonsecours Dome 5:18 pm
She swims in my clean heart, and I love her swimming. I long for a bottle of wine, a meal and a loaf of bread with my heartthrob, on a boat built for actor and actress and baby. She weaves my dreams with her actualizing images. I love her in my book of love. I love her moon breakthroughs made real. I love her dreamwork ripening. I love Anna Dirksen.
Bonsecours and green steeple. 6:18 pm
Place Viger and rain.  7:18 pm
Her Rain Glow of Love 7:29 pm
Downtown rain. 8:18 pm
Relating and betwixt in the rain.  8:43 pm
Night rain. 8:45 pm
Dark is her night. 8:46 pm
Her Harbour Night. 8:47 pm
Time and her black potency. 8:50 pm
Her night with rain. 8:57 pm
We were on our ninth round –the hunching milder now, the frowns less frequent –when the window silently slid open, and the ghost of Crummy Nixon projected into the room. I’m sure there are countless explanations for it: she actualized, an underling descending from the Spirit World. Superior Ratri eased to her hindquarters. I glided out of my bubble, but Fluid space slumped to snub her mother figure.
    “Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.” -John 14:27, she said sluggishly, but I was sad to discover I was wrong: it was a whispering falsetto, with dead air. “Glad to be late. A major peace of mind. Quite major! Fools…” She rose to bite her old fluid space’s jowl. “And it can’t be Sigmund Fraud of Ratcliffe Careers. You should leave Symbiotics. What tedium! I thought I’d never see you again, so why don’t you take care of it? Shit! Shit! And you look unwell, Dr. Fraud. A large 7-Up for me, Superior. But why am I here? This is not very nice.”
Actualizing
Relating
I love Anna Dirksen.
Her Lightening Moon Heals My Black Fire.
Two with Sunset 8:43 pm
Her Moon of True Love 9:20 pmÂÂ
The sky was covered with a pale grey overcast and it was cooler. The sun was brightly shining through it. There were 3 lovebirds in the air, they were flying. Two of them were chasing each other in mid flight as one was continusouly squeaking.   The two fluttered together in a figure 8. The lovebird’s soulmate would make a polyrhythmic voice patterns with her beloved. The third lovebird was present, but at a distance, and kept in the loop as the two soulmates cavorted in their sound and vision sky patterns created in love.
Her Tents of Love Green 4:51 am
Her True Love White Glow 5:22 am
Soulmate Centered 5:56 am
Two pigeons flapped in chase too, and I was listening to 5 different birdsong simultaneously through the trees. And I was aching for Anna. Yes. The gravel was a dark complexion from lack of shine the sun gives to them. Seagulls were very close. Trees were bushy and spread out. One or two showed regions of yellow. New leaves were on the maple tree. The breeze blew and they rustled and they were floppy. They were stirring like little creatures. The largest busy tree splayed its green fingers and shimmered while the young maple shook. And I have fallen in love with Anna, and I have written her name in my book.
Bonsecours Morning 7:50 am
Her Green Love Garden 8:21 am
Yellow and Roofs 9:21 am
The storyline is never broken, just a lapse in consciousness. The best things aren’t always perceivably sensible and the mind itself disappears -absent at least and when it returns, it is at a loss treading water. The moon flow between two individuals can grow mighty well, even through hair-raising turns, and breaks in the story line. It took time to reconstitute an act of will. This was nigh impossible for the morning –but I was willing to go with the flow, as my attention landed on the dull headache. Contact with the sensation enabled me to scan its scope and range of experience.  The melting that wouldn’t have come had I struggled with it. The healing of the mind and body, in my experience seems to be a unitary event. To relieve the mind of a terrible thought is to relieve the body of the torture. It must be investigated with precision. One has to reduce the pain because it reduces the capacity of the human being to achieve higher states of harmonious awareness. I was in love with Anna and my son.  And therein I found relief, as my heart began to beat. I woke up this morning to Anna’s bright true love light glow. I fell asleep more than once, I’m afraid. I wanted to be awake for her. My love for Anna always remains, as the crow cawed when I wrote this.
 
Her Green Circle of Love 9:27 am
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Harbour with trees and river. 10:47 am
Her Green Garden of Love 11:14 am
My love for Anna increased as the crow cawed five times and I daydreamed while the lovebirds returned for more kissing and the warmth of the sun penetrated my heart and the wind told me to let go, and be of the present moment, in the newness of the now. A blackbird sped on and a dark bird with pointy yellow beak careened and paused before he came. The clouds had the faintest wisps like a wedding veil that was soft and crisscrossed. There was single pulse of light in the sky near the mountain.
Her Green Garden of Love 2:03 pm
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Her love river with boats 3:45 pm
Boat on her river with green.  3:46 pm
Her love river with 3 boats.  3:48 pm
Her love river with 2 boats 4:09 pm
Her love river with boats 4:32 pm
Her love river with boats 4:48 pm
Her love river with 4 boats 5:10 pm
Her love river with boats 5:15 pm
Time Bridges Her River of Love 5:23 pm
Her Green Garden of Love 5:23 pm
Old Port Promenade 6:09 pm
Old Port Promenade 7:01 pm
In Shadow 7:32 pm
Her Black Potency 8:22 pm
Yes. There was a long and thin trail of cloud that had billowy streaks, just like water froth. I sat and filmed while I daydreamed her. Anna was in my heart every moment. I love to play her dream puzzles and I strive for her when I am tested.   Her black potent lightning always hits me in the right place with these deep soulmate connections. And I exert myself to master this labour of love.   For Anna my champion, I dream for her best.ÂÂ
Betwixt 8:37 pm
Yellow Q with Soulmate 8:38 pm
Night Sky 8:40 pm
Night Sky Relating Betwixt 8:41 pm
Her Sunset Sky of Love 8:41 pm
Two and Sunset 8:43 pm
Two and Sunset 8:44 pm
Her Mountain of Love and Sky 9:08 pm
The sense of what is right action must be based on love. I have no opposition at all or urge to counteract my beloved. I am in love with her blending to match her heart with my heart in our shared encounter with true love. In my love there is a safe haven to land for the ardent and prosperous woman. She is my soulmate, Anna Dirksen.
Her Black Potency 9:09 pm
Her Moon of True Love 9:16 pm
Her Moon of True Love 9:20 pm
Her Moon of True Love 9:23 pm
Her Black Potency 9:38 pm
Red Night Downtown 10:44 pm
It wasn’t exactly what I expected; I didn’t mind that. But I was frustrated. I wish that I was completey unconscious of the abnormalities in the cage: seething hatred, false loyalties, mistaken assumptions that I can always recognized from scratching, tail flicking, frequency of hunching, and the endless grief of keeping of secrets everybody knows.
    Misty Blunt and Crummy’s unit membrane drank from the same can of Pepsi. Fluid space had a martini. Mr. Ratri ordered a diluted egg cream, which got a chuckle out of Fluid space. Seeing the carpet full of lime slices, I had no choice but to drink tequila and served it myself without salt. I was pleased – I knew that taste like the back of my paw.
    After the drinks were consumed, it was unlikely I would escape the room to the roof full of gravel. My former discomfort was tossed aside: it was an unexceptional cage. The sparse furniture was uncovered and bare, black curtains, red vinyl. Bent chairs and tables were black German industrial, and looked to me to be of contemporary second-rate quality. There was no flimsy dessert table of clear plastic, carpets were frayed, and the framed photographs on the walls were portraits in dark monochrome tones.
    In the paws of a decorator of faultless merit, this humdrum pad could have been the seventh wonder. But it all fell apart; it displeased the eye and was unsatisfactory to a considerate degree. Most of the offence, I mused, was due to the uninspiring lack ofÃ