Her White Garden of Love Stirred Me, Her Yellow Sky Above Cured Me, A Beautiful Day with My Son

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Her White Garden of Love  9:32 am 

Happy New Year to all who read this.  When Tristan and I came to Starbucks, there were 17 people in the room, and 2 conversations in progress. A woman wearing a pink vest and pink sweater with a pink hat and pink scarf arrived with her little girl dressed in a pink winter jacket with red snow pants.  A man with his wife and his daughter sat for coffee and muffins. His wife wore a dark mauve sweater, a pink purse on the table beside her. It was  a very bright and sunny day. The air was quite mild for walking. Tristan did well with that. Last night I told Tristan about unraveling energy in the body and how directed attention enhances its force, and my experiences of this.

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Blue Downtown Soulmates  7:00 am

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Her White Garden of Love  7:39 am

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Her White Garden of Love  8:00 am

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Her White Garden of Love 8:11 am

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Her White Garden of Love  8:12 am

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Her White Garden of Love 8:36 am

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Her White Garden of Love  9:32 am 

On our walk Tristan sped up ahead with unbelievable  acceleration.  He said he put his mind on his feet,  the energy traveled through to his legs.  And he was off like a shot, faster than my long legs could walk. Long shadows stretched upon façade walls, trees of love, parked cars and people walking. The road was wet and glossy. The sky was blue, nearly cloudless. Tristan had a hot chocolate with whipped cream, and I drank my regular coffee. Tristan brought the video camera to shoot his small action figures for a discrete location scene, while I wrote for my love Anna. John Lennon played on the speakers –the last songs he wrote before he was murdered. And then he sang Jealous Guy, a beautiful love song. Tristan wondered if Lennon had a fight with his wife after he considered the lyrics. He said, “Many people think men are superior to women but I know they’re not. They are equal.”  I was so happy he knew that.

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Her White Garden of Love  12:57 pm

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Her Habitat River of Love 2:56 pm

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Her Habitat River of Love  3:50 pm

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Her Black Potency  3:57 pm

A couple arrived and sat nearby. The woman wore a pink turtleneck sweater. And as usual, at the same time, a woman arrived wearing the same shade, in her pink hat and pink scarf. Two parents arrived with two little girls. One girl wore a pink coat with pink snow pants. Her sister was dressed in black with pink gloves. Today, Tristan chose 2 films a James Bond movie, Tomorrow Never Dies and Kicking and Screaming with Will Ferrell. His choices are always so fitting.  Today he sang me an entire piece of classical music with such perfect detail, and then one that he made up himself.  He said he often hears music in dreams.  I couldn’t tell which one was better.  He is more advanced than I was at his age. The past few days with him were wonderful, the longest I’ve spent with him in ages, and this is a sad fact.  I was so sad returning him to his mother.  This morning, Anna showed me her white garden of love in the snow. It was so beautiful, and I longed to walk with her in the snow, holding hands, kissing and hugging, our love keeping us warm, arm in arm. Later on she showed me soulmates with yellow sky downtown.  With Anna Dirksen, my soulmate,  there is no sense of wounding or harm. It was hard for me to write today, and use the dreamcard with the way I feel about Anna.  I love her passionately.

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Soulmates Yellow Sky  4:28 pm

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Soulmates Yellow Sky  4:30 pm

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Soulmates Yellow Sky 4:34  pm

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Soulmates Yellow Sky  4:40 pm

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Soulmates Yellow Sky  4:49 pm

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Soulmates Black Potency  4:54 pm

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Habitat Lights  7:04 pm

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 Her River of Love Happy New Year!   12:03  am

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Her River of Love Happy New Year!  12:04 am

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Her River of Love Happy New Year! 12:05

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Her River of Love Happy New Year! 12:06 am

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Her River of Love Happy New Year! 12:07 am

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Her River of Love Happy New Year!  12:09 am

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City Lights New Year  12:36 am

All that I feel for her is true loving.  I pray that for us in the New Year there will be no quarrel, misfortune or mishap, but more loving and dreaming and sharing. I love that woman so much.  I  pray that  everything will be alright, with a closeness that makes our love stronger. I pray there will be no war, dry rot, rats or losing of things, but only good loving together, in the bonding of our integration, sweet unity and true soulmate bliss. I need her in my life even nearer and more real. I love her name in my book. In my soul her place remains deeply secure. In my heart Anna lives in safe haven.  I wish Anna the happiest ever New Year!  And I pray forever beyond!  I love Anna Dirksen on this 2006 New Year’s Eve!   She is the love of my life!

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Wounding

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Relating

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