Frank Remus

 

Soulmates Sky Mountain  5:07 pm

Night Rain City Lights  11:25 pm

This morning Anna showed me soulmates as stars amid her black potency. I drifted off to sleep once again. I opened my eyes to yellow glowing. And that was a beautiful thing, to see upon waking from dream. Because Anna is my dreamgirl, you see, and her yellow love light shine greeted me before my mind uttered its first thought, and my heart was freshly awake, nearly newborn, in her yellow love light. Anna showed me soulmates centered for most of the day. I watched as the clouds and the lighting changed while the soulmates remained.

Soulmates and Her Black Potency   6:20 am

Her Yellow Love Shining 7:20 am

I was in spirit and my heart was with Anna today, longing for her I must say. She showed me soulmates and the mountain, and above, the open sky clouds with my home not too far in the distance. Anna was in my heart’s mind. She showed me the clock tower, down by her river of love. She showed me the bridge that grew red lights in the dark. Anna showed me the red city in rain and she showed me the red satellite dish, and she showed me the red road. Anna showed me the city in rain with the two beams of light transforming like faces in the surreal evening light. And I love her. I love Anna Dirksen. She is an achiever, a healer, a hero, and a leader to me. She lights up my life with her dynamic Yin energy. I treasure her soul strength.

Soulmates Sky Mountain  7:34 am

Soulmates Centered Rain  7:50 am

Soulmate Centered Grey 9:00 am

Soulmate Centered Pink Fog  1:57 pm

Soulmates Centered Brightly  3:20 pm

Soulmates Centered Coming Rain  3:56 pm

Soulmates Centered Dark Rain 4:41pm

It was a very slow start to my morning. My body protested all movement for the longest time. And outside it was pouring rain. It rained and poured all day long. I went out tonight for a walk and it was cold, it was damp and it rained. This morning, I went to get something to eat at the store down the street, and I decided it would be an indoor day. I decided I wouldn’t walk up to Monkland in the cold air and driving rain. I would do my love writing at home. There were large pools of water by the curb those cars splashed and nearly got me. Autumn leaves lay plastered and flat. I had to navigate through soaked grassy spots to avoid growing puddles. And it was too cold to boot.

Soulmates  Sky Mountain  5:07 pm

Time Bridges Her River of Love  5:20 pm

I cleaned up eventually, after simply relaxing and resting. I sat and watched the soulmates that remained together in the rainy sky weather. And I daydreamed about Anna, and my heart was with her from first thing to the last of the night. I listened to music and silence. I enjoyed Brian Eno’s On Land, and Sebastian Bach’s Goldberg Variations as played by Glen Gould. It was good to simply be home, and do nearly nothing in my apartment, except unwind and contemplate, feed my cat, and listen to the pouring rain outside my window, while I dwelled in my heart for my soulmate. And her name is Anna Dirksen.

Light Bridge  5:27 pm

Bridge Darkness and Light  6:05 pm

And on August 28^th, I wrote…Air molecules were so active with caressing from water. Everything vibrated with it. There were no shadows to be seen, as the singer sang, “I will love you in every way.” All was immersed in the shadow of overcast sky. The trees in love across the street were trembling and swaying in the wind. And the singer sang, “Does she love me with all her heart? Does she need me? Does she pretend? Is this a game? Will I win? –It’s a lover’s question. And how can I tell it’s really me?”

Well, through all the yellow she shows me, the river, the tree and the clouds, how could I think otherwise, than that she is my true love? And the singer sang, “I love you, baby, won’t you call me the moment you get there?” And just at that very moment, somebody’s cell phone rang loud. And I wished I had Anna’s number, to call her to tell her I love her. And that she had my number with her and that our numbers combined to be one number together.

Red City Lights Purple Sky  6:06 pm

Night Rain and Traffic 6:11 pm

And I craved Anna right there and then. I craved her presence so much, like a waterfall of love, in the midst of my seriousness, and the mystery above us that wove us into the dream of synchronicity and loving and believing, of blindness and of seeing, of loss and of redeeming. I was missing and wanting her so much. The trees in love across the street had no shine by way of sunlight, but they were still full of sheen and luster from the rainy daylight. It was a sleepy morning. It really was, quite. And the authentic blues music came on –in the dark the spark lights the way without shame. Outside everything moved in slow motion, as if in a silent movie.

Signal Saucer 6:21 pm

Night Lights and Rain 7:57 pm

Anna is my green healer, my soulmate anchor, and my loving heart leader. Let me be more open to her, may we do deep dreamwork together. May we take in the breath of life. And the singer sang, “Take me to the river.” May we nurse ecology through every emergency, may we kiss deeply and freely through falling water, may we free fleeting flying saucers. May we stop greed from grabbing all green, and encourage healing homeopathy. And the singer sang, “You are the sunshine of my life,” May we provide relief for the last hospital, may we become the ladder lamp knights. May our love flow as safe as our lifeboat, protect us as our lifeguard, our life jacket, our true love lighthouse…

Waterfall –Judee Sill

I’ve heard the waterfall roaring again

Since I’ve been loving you

With my poor heart in my throat I begin

Loving a dream come true

Tumbling down came the waters

Tickling every stone

On the edge trembling I tottered

My fate yet unknown

But my fear had flown

‘Cause your love came to lead me home

Waterfall song in my ears

Praising its thunderous source

Just as my heart praises you and me here

Proof love’s the wondrous force

Tumbling down comes the waters

Tickling every stone

Grumbling gravity falters

Since dawn has shown

How night’s overthrown

And loves comes to lead us home

From a small trickle it grows

Watching, I wait enthralled

‘Til its momentum will carry the flow

Over the rushing falls

Tumbling down comes the waters

Tickling every stone

Past the sun’s rays growing hotter

The cascade drones, through listening foam

Like love comes to lead us home

Saving

The Persona

Relating