Frank Remus

A Krimson News Diary of Love and Dreaming

My Paradise Child Loves Her Great Dream Family

Trees were at attention.  All was well.  The overcast sky was soft and grey.  It was friendly, full of well-being.  Her mountain of love was dark green.  The air was damp.  There was no rainwater pool but the gravel was wet.  Roads were starting to dry after the rain that fell last night.  I felt light. There was a good feeling, a certain joie de vivre.  A tiny dark bird with long flipper wings fluttered above me in silhouette.  A crow glided to a rooftop.  A small yellow bird zoomed.  Unfolding came with intricate speed.  Visibility was way down low.  St. Joseph’s Oratory was under fine mist.  A plane squealed and growled through dense gauze.  A lawnmower droned like a giant bee, reminding me of the story I read on the CBC News Website about the meteorite that crashed into northern British Columbia nine years ago,  “Researchers recovered parts of the still-frozen meteorite after an extensive search. Since then, scientists have repeatedly tried to unlock the clues that the rare 4.5 billion-year-old carbon and water rich meteorite has long been suspected to contain.  Now, a team at the University of Alberta has found some important material nestled inside the rock, formic acid — the key ingredient in bee stings, ant venom and stinging nettles.”
 
What a most curious thing!  And just as I wrote that exclamation point, a bee came to purr in my face.  Perhaps bees and cats are related?  Perhaps insects come from deep space?   A tiny fruit fly wriggled to extricate herself from a spider’s web on the stair.  I poked the web with my pen to retrieve her but then the web collapsed.  Only a big rupture could could have set her free -the web was built to catch permanently.  I didn’t mean to break it, and I wasn’t sure the fly was saved.  A car honked 4 times at 9:40.  I found myself feeling sad for Michael Jackson -after seeing the video of his last dancing.  I remembered a 1979 interview with Brian Eno where he mentioned liking Jackson’s then recent album Off The Wall. I was confused at the time because I was elitist but I listened to the album today -it was among the records I found last year.  I must say it was impeccably written uplifting romantic dance music and I enjoyed it for a change.  Rest in peace, Michael Jackson….  I was also moved by the Catholic ceremony for the funeral of Romeo LeBlanc. Energy was strong direct.  I was making absolute progress, as if I’d passed a threshold and got to the other side unscathed.  Trees were so luscious and green -really juicy.  I had a craving for lettuce.  A crow cawed 10 times at 9:42.  Yellow light and I love her.  I’m in love with Anna in this.
 
My naked spread man’s enlightenment loves her perfect body.  My orchestra music loves her crystal harmony.  My potential sum loves her bread quantity.  My paradise child loves her great dream family.  My rainbow theatre loves her cosmos choir.  My interrelated sharing loves her wisdom circle.  My connecting motif loves her circle-squared boundaries.  My map committee loves her world globe city.  My implicit structure loves her intrinsic blueprint.  My pattern weaver loves her spider’s web plan.  My garden arrangement loves her flower mandala.  My little person series loves her ring drama.  My natural diagnosis loves her ideal health.  My snowflake form loves her beautiful shape.
 
I love her black lunar bible verse from my Egyptian box “He giveth grace unto the lowly.” Proverbs 3:34  “Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.” -Matthew 5:3   “He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber.” Psalm 121:3  “He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds.” -Psalm 147:3  “In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.” -Proverbs 3:6  “For the eyes of the Lord are over the righteous, and his ears are open unto their prayers.” -I Peter 3:12  “Trust in the Lord and do good; so shalt thou dwell in the land and verily thou shalt be fed.” -Psalm 37:3  “Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.” -Revelation 3:20.  “Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and show thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not.” -Jeremiah 33:3 Yellow light and I love her.  I’m in love with Anna in this.  I love Anna Dirksen.
 
Meanwhile, Lisa inadvertently destroys Otto’s Grand Funk tape so the kids sing fart songs for him on the bus.  Otto tunes them out with the radio while the school bus passes Metallica’s van.  Otto spanks Bart for interfering and gets suspended from school bus driving.  Marge car pools the kids and picks up Michael -the mobster Fat Tony’s young son.   Teachers and children fear him. During band practice, the teacher regrets that he asked,  “Who is the out-of-tune idiot on 3rd clarinet?”  Lisa befriends Michael and encourages him to be a great cook, “You could be a great chef some day!”  Michael wants his father’s acceptance of his heart’s true ambition.   Fat Tony reject his son’s wishes, then gets shot in a settling of accounts.  Homer and Bart take care of Mafia business while he recovers in hospital.  Michael puts poison in the meatballs he serves his father’s enemies and kills them.  Fat Tony is now proud of his son.  On Wheel of Fortune, Pat Sajak wore a black suit and a white shirt with a black tie that had white dots.  Vanna White wore a black dress with a silver belt.  Pat welcomed Canadian viewers watching on CBC.  Dana won $39,700 on the puzzle Foot Path.  Pat gave away $1,257,428 in one week.  “Next week we’ll be playing for blocks of cheese.”  On Living Montreal with Sue Smith, Organize Your Papers, Dating Tips, Best Cappuccino with Frank Cavallaro.
 
On CBC News: Morning, Janet Stewart wore a yellow jacket.  Steve Futterman wore a white shirt and a black jacket.  Krista Erickson wore a black blouse.  Colleen Jones wore an orange scarf with a pink sweater, and a raincoat the same shades of green as my blog.  John Northcott wore a grey jacket and a white shirt with a red tie.  Ann MacMillan wore a yellow blouse and an amber necklace.  Heather Hiscox wore a black jacket that had white collar tubes.  Kristin Falcao wore a grey jacket and a purple top.  Jelena Adzic wore a white dress with green patterns.  David Grey wore a brown suede jacket and a blue jean shirt.  Nancy Wilson wore a blue top and a black sweater.  Louise Martin wore a red top and a black jacket with a red orb necklace.  Kalin Mitchell wore a grey suit and a white shirt with a blue rainbow striped tie.  Nil Koksal wore a grey jacket.  Harry Forestell wore a grey line jacket and a white shirt with a pink tie.
 
On CBC News: Montreal at Six, Kim Brunhuber wore a black jacket and a white shirt with a black tie with white diamond lines.  Terrebonne Shooting, A Family’s Loss, Growing Pains, Improving Saturday.  Top Story: La Plaine Shooting.  3 people are victims of a shooting in a bar at 12:30 this afternoon in Terrebonne. Police thought it was attempted robbery but haven’t figured out what happened.  As reported by Jessica Brown in a black sleeveless blouse and a silver necklace.  Family Mourns.  3 teens and 1 adult were found dead in their car at the bottom of a Kingston canal.  Their family shared details about the trip they took together. Their daughter had driven a handful of times in the past.  Police won’t confirm who was driving and how it happened is still a mystery.  As reported by Amanda Pfeffer in a black jacket and a grey blouse.  Chemical Spill:  Some east end streets are still closed after a parking lot chemical spill. 
 
The forecast with Frank Cavallaro in a grey suit and a white shirt with a pink tie.  Current temperature was 21 degrees feeling like 26 with humidity at 75% and winds at 6 km/h.  A “quasi-stationary low over Montreal calls for thunder and rain.  At 8 pm it will be 18 degrees, at 10 pm it will be 18, at 12 am it will be 18, at 3 am it will be 17, at 6 am it will be 16, at 8 am it will be 15.  Dangerous Turns:  Accidents have risen 46% a since turning right on a red light was permitted.  Montreal motorists don’t share the same freedom.  Improving Relations: The Quebec government announced a $3.3 million investment over 3 years to improve relations in Montreal North.  The money will be used for joint sporting events and hiring 16 people paired up for social peace. The project will be extended everywhere in Montreal.  As reported by Shari Okeke in white slacks and a grey jacket.  Soldier Killed:  Cpl. Nicholas Bulger was killed by a roadside bomb in Kandahar.  He’s the third Canadian soldier dead in 1 month.  “Rest in peace, Nick.” The CBC’s James Murray in a grey shirt had the honour of speaking with Bulger for his Canada Day report.  “It could be wet again this evening and tonight.”  Followed by the Montreal skyline to the break.
 
Returning  for the weather with Frank Cavallaro.  Kim said his mother is in town for the 4th of July and asked Frank if the weather will be good for a bit of tennis or a museum instead.  Frank suggests a bit of both.  Showers & T-Showers.  At 8 pm it will be 18 degrees feeling like 22 with Showers and T-Showers.  At 8 am it will be 15 feeling like 15 with Sunny Breaks.  At noon it will be 19 feeling like 18 and Mostly Cloudy, Breezy.  The 5-day forecast is 21 23 22 23 24.  Rain, Rain Go Away”  Laying bricks in the rain isn’t an easy task for roofers but it hasn’t stopped Jazz fans from coming out.  “A bit of sun would be great.”  As reported by Kristin Falcao in a red top.  Moving Day is over and the SPCA is Overcrowded with abandoned pets.  200 cats and 80 dogs fill the cages.  “Please spay and neuter your pets.”  Bixi Gets Bigger with 100 new bike stands installed in different neighborhoods. 
 
Tory Attack Ads:  Creepy fliers in your mailbox from the PC?  The Conservatives mailed pamphlets to all Bloc Quebecois ridings accusing Bloc MPs of being soft on pedophiles.  Conservatives say they have the right to show Bloc voting record.  The Bloc say it’s the farthest from the truth.  As reported by Margo McDiarmid on a purple blouse.  Palin To Resign:  Sarah Palin stepped down as governor of Alaska.  Followed by a bird in a tree to the break. Returning for the day’s closing numbers and the price of gas is going down in Montreal at 99 Cents a Litre.  Romeo LeBlanc Funeral was marked by high ceremony.    Jean Chretien eulogized the great gentleman of Acadia, “I never met anyone who did not like him.”  He was a Radio-Canada correspondent,  worked for Pearson and Trudeau.  He was the longest-serving Fisheries Minister in Canada and the first Acadian Governor General, and the first from Atlantic Canada “who did his best to serve with humility and compassion,” said his son,  Dominic LeBlanc.  As reported by Darrow MacIntyre.
 
Top Story: La Plaine Shooting, north of Montreal, at Bar Le Studio.  3 people were shot and severely injured.  Police say the bar wasn’t open at the time and speculate the meeting was a settling of accounts.  As reported by Jessica Brown.  Woman Stabbed and seriously injured with stab wounds to the neck.  “Some showers and possibly thundershowers” and a live look at the Jazz Fest stage downtown.  Followed by the break.  Returning for Inside Burma.  U.N. Secretary Ban Ki-moon met with the military Junta. He asked for the release of all political prisoners including opposition leader Aung San Suu Kyi.   A Burmese video journalist filmed secretly as her trial goes on behind prison walls. “How can they charge her?  There is no balance of justice in our country.”  As reported by Norman Hermant.   Embassy Trial.  A senior Iranian cleric said Iranian embassy employees will be put on trail for instigating opposition party riots.  In response, Britain asked all E.U. leaders to pull their ambassadors out of Iran.
 
Jackson Update:  Michael Jackson’s memorial service is set for Tuesday at 10 am at the Staples Center in Los Angeles, after a private funeral.  The Jackson family issued 11,000 free tickets for the public viewing.  Meanwhile, a powerful sedative was found in Michael Jackson’s home -an anaesthetic for medical operations.   Baby Kaylee Update:  The 4-month-old baby with a rare brain disorder was admitted to hospital in critical condition.  Followed by the church in the distance to the break.  Returning for another look at the weather with Frank Cavallaro.  He will do the sun dance to help the forecast.  On this day in 1966, July Heat at 33.9 degrees C.  The Quebec region forecast, Showers Then Breaks, Rain/Drizzle/Fog/Cloud, Possible Thundershower, Raingear Needed Again, Possibly Heavy Thundershowers, Early Showers Then Breaks.  The 7-day forecast is 21 23 22 23 24 26 25.  Soccer in the City with Frank Cavallaro speaking with Ronel Theodore, gym teacher in St-Leonard and soccer coach for 15 years.  Followed by the break.
 
Returning for The Scene with Anna Asimakopoulos in a green-blue top for Jazz Under Construction.  “Not everything has gone according to plan.”  -a tiny bit claustrophobic, “I thought that the whole area would be ready.”  Clips from Nobuki Takamen from Hiroshima, Japan, Lynda Thalie and Nomalio Massive.  Jonas is playing free tonight.  Anna had a pair of tickets to giveaway for Kin Sunny Ade.  Kim wished he could go too.  A last check on the weather with Frank Cavallaro.  At 8 am it will be 15 feeling like 15, at noon it will be 19 feeling like 18, at 5 pm it will be 21 feeling like 19.  The 7-day forecast is 21 23 22 23 24 26 25.  “Fireworks tomorrow night will be Australia at 10 pm.”  Followed by Garbage Pests:  Thanks to Toronto’s garbage strike, skunks are eating buffet at a dump site. 
 
Kim Brunhuber signed off for the weekend, “For the entire team, thanks for watching.  Have a great weekend.  Michel will be back on Monday at 6:00.”  I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News: Montreal at Six re-reportage of all, arrangement, beauty, boundaries, complete, connecting, design, enlightenment, entanglement, form, genetic, health, ideal, implicit, including, indigenous, innate, intrinsic, latent, main, model, motif, natural, order, outline, perfect, plan, potential, prototype, quantity, series, shape, sharing, structure, sum, system and wisdom. 

Posted on on July 3rd, 2009 in Uncategorized   | No Comments »

My Beloved Marriage Loves Her Yin-Yang Ring

14 crows flew toward the building, cawing like mad as I arrived on the rooftop at 9:10.  They sped right past me, making a ruckus.   Afterwards 3 crows flew together, heading east.  At 9:13 a siren bleeped.  A cool breeze blew. The atmosphere was lighter -less humidity pressure.  Blue sky was covered with high clouds. They were crusty and ridged like ice flows.  A soft amorphous wash overlapped a few fat globs of grey heading east.  I was finding integration, slowly coming to focus.  I was unhappy with a few things, uncertain of others but in tune with some kind of order.  It was good to close my eyes to sense energy flowing.  Sometimes I feel like a hapless puppet hardly dangling from acts of will.  Then there are times of impenetrable dullness that can’t see clear.  Then there are times where I’m the explorer -ever optimistic and ready for adventure to go forward.  Then there’s the wizard that works wonders of magic art and mystery.   There’s the devoted father, the passionate lover… There are many more facets to me and all were in love with her and always ready to adore her.  And all of me was acting in concert for her love.  A siren wailed at 9:29.  I was aching for my heartthrob.  I was aching to understand what was actually happening, as I was living close to the edge, taking ultimate risks.  Yellow light and I love her.  I’m in love with Anna in this.
 
The gravel was partly dry but mostly damp.  I wrote for my heartthrob last night amid the loud growls of thunder and lightning flashing at my window.  I discovered that somebody tried to access  my blog by requesting a password change at 7:02 yesterday.  Perhaps they left their pen at the video store where I went to post -all 4 computers were inexplicably down.  Fortunately I followed a very strong hunch and found another place to post in a more inclusive location of town.  My confirmation was proven when Tristan phoned me with exceptional timing -the moment I sat down at a screen. He ask me to look up on Google to find jerrymansfield.blogspot.com on ghosts and the paranormal. I told him the subject was apt for what I was thinking about at that moment….  I paid $200 today to save my internet and cable. I was online by noon.  My 2 “divination stones” are secure.  My golden plates are the dreamcards!  Black hornets were speeding without rhyme or reason, seemingly out of control.  3 or 4 cars honked all once, making a real strange chord at 9:41.  Greenness was all around.  Each tree was lovely, so beautifully lit by Orb of Sun’s brilliant presence.  Yellow light and I love her.  I’m in love with Anna in this.
 
Traffic sped briskly in spurts.  Fat wads of cloud were moving in, darkening the scene,  hinting of coming rain.  Orb of Sun was covered already.  Inner current was strong.  Unfolding came slowly but surely, relaxing regions that felt compressed and numb.  The truth that opens up our hearts has nothing to do with any set church or religion.  It is open to all.  Good energy stirred in anticipation   My beloved home loves her marriage relationship.  My Yin-Yang juggler loves her rainbow mandala.  My love making glue loves her lovers knot.  My rose window harp loves her garden dancing.  My couple circle loves her bridegroom ring.  My harmonizing opposites loves her androgyny tune.  My companionship compatibility loves her complementing bond.  My reconciling uniting loves her peace agreement.  I love her black lunar bible verse from my Egyptian box “The Lord is my strength and song, and he is become my salvation.” -Exodus 15:2  “Sing and rejoice, O daughter of Zion: for, lo, I come, and I will dwell in the midst of thee, saith the Lord.” -Zechariah 2:10  “I will go before thee, and make the crooked places straight.” -Isaiah 45:2  “I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh.” Acts 2:17  “When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned.” Isaiah 43:2.  Yellow light and I love her.  I’m in love with Anna in this.  I love Anna Dirksen.
 
Meanwhile, Bart gets expelled from school for a prank he didn’t do at the medieval festival. His parents place him in St. Jerome’s Catholic School.  Homer considers converting to Catholicism too and Marge doesn’t know what to do when Reverend Lovejoy tells her “A different faith means a different afterlife.” Bart argues that all Christians are alike, “The little stupid differences are nothing compared to the big stupid similarities.”  Wheel of Fortune celebrated Canada and welcomed its Canadian viewers.  Stephen won $18,200.  Pat said he got caught speeding by a Mountie while in Canada on his way to a charitable event.  On Living Montreal with Sue Smith, Hot Fall Trends, Best Bargains, Office Organizing.
 
On CBC News: Morning, Heather Hiscox wore a blue jacket and a black top.  James Murray wore a blue shirt.  Steve Futterman wore a black jacket and a white shirt.  Colleen Jones owre a green coat and a green scarf.  Peter Armstrong wore a black jacket and a white shirt.  Peter Ackman wore a grey suit and a white shirt with a grey and white striped tie.  Kristin Falcao wore a grey jacket and a red top.  Nil Koksal wore a grey dress and a white blouse with a big grey bauble necklace.  Nancy Wilson wore a yellow pink and white jacket with black lines.  Louise Martin wore a pale green jacket and a white top.  Kalin Mitchell wore a grey suit and a grey shirt with a white tie that had yellow lines.  Marisa Dragani wore a black jacket and a white blouse.  Jelena Adzic wore a red and white dress with a black belt.  Harry Forestell wore a grey suit and a pale yellow shirt with an orange tie. Apologies for my very brief re-reportage tonight of CBC News: Montreal at Six.  I wasn’t feeling my best in the hot muggy air and Tristan phoned for help with his computer.  I will resume a full re-reportage tomorrow.  Yellow light and I love her.  I’m in love with Anna in this.
 
On CBC News: Montreal at Six, Michel Godbout wore a grey jacket and a white shirt with a yellow tie that had black lines.  Mystery Deepens, Home Safe, Canadian Changes, Here We Go Again.  Top Story: Mystery Deepens. Police are baffled by how a car with 3 teen sisters and a 50-year-old aunt ended up in the water.  Home Sweet Home:  A humanitarian mission by Catholic school girls in Honduras was cut short by a coup d’etat. The girls have safely returned home.  As reported by Kristin Falcao.  Lost In The Woods. 11 days without food, a woman in her 60’s is lucky to be alive tonight. Her fishing partner wasn’t so lucky.  Car Surfing Bail and Metro Beating Appeal.  The weather with Frank Cavallaro. Current temperature was 23, feeling like 28 with humidity at 73% and winds at 9 km/h.  At 8 pm it will be 20, at 10 pm it will be 19, at 12 am it will be 18, at 3 am it will be 17, at 6 am it will be 17, at 8 am it will be 18.  Celiac Disease affects 76,000 people in Quebec.  It’s 4 times more common today than 50 years ago.  Many are suffering from the disease without being diagnosed. As reported by Gerri Barrer. 
 
Boild Water In Lasalle and moving day isn’t over for many Montrealers, The Day After.  “The lousy weather will continue.” Followed by tree flowers to the break.  Returning for the weather with Frank Cavallaro. Showers & T-Showers, Cooler Conditions. At 8 pm it will be 20 feeling like 25.  At 8 am it will be 18 feeling like 20, at noon it will be 20 feeling like 22  The 5-day forecast is 23 22 21 22 23.  The Montreal Canadiens are making Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes.  “It was an opportunity to change the face of the team” with 3 new players. As reported by Kim Brunhuber in a black jacket and a white shirt with a red tie.  Salary Cap is $56.9 million per team  The Canadiens have $4 million left to spend, followed by Saku To Go and Olympic Hopefuls.  “Don’t go in the water…” Dirty Secrets for people using the Lachine Canal.  Exclusive: Children are taking too many anti-psychotic drugs used to treat adults.  As reported by Amanda Pfeffer in a short-sleeve green blouse….(Sorry for the abrupt cut) 
 
This is Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News: Montreal at Six re-reportage of adjust, agreement, amalgamate, associate, binding, bond, bridging, centralize, co-ordinate, combine, combining, companionship, compatibility, complementing, compound, concentrate, connect, consensus, consolidate, cooperation, copulating, couple, even, fasten, fuse, jealousy, join, link, marry, merging, mix, mutuality, orchestrate, organizing, pair, peace, reconcile, stick, synthesize, tie and tune.

Posted on on July 2nd, 2009 in Uncategorized   | No Comments »

My Origination Celebration Loves Her One World Medicine Wheel

The breeze was full but the air was stifling. Orb of Sun beamed with muggy heat then a yellow bird briefly appeared in the tree beside me and she darted. Such a beautiful colour! The gravel was part dry but mostly damp -the rainwater pool was almost flat. The yellow bird surprised me with a closer appearance at the green stairs. Yesterday’s spider web was still there but not worse for wear. The remains of tiny flies stuck to it. The spider wasn’t home yet. A black hornet zoomed from her lair. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

Flat spans of cloud obscured most of the blue -they were in a state between bumpy and rippled. I centered myself for what can be done, given my circumstance, given the errors. I didn’t have any answers but found a way of coming together regardless what happens. Letting go could take for ever but I found my center in the now -no matter what, no matter how. It was the only thing to do. Meditation brought it through -following the energy flow to its original source was my goal, when all the while it is for her. Yellow birds tweeted above me at 10:11. A crow cawed like mad at 10:21. We are worthy every time for healing. In every moment of hell there’s salvation -even in our deepest stress. A crow flapped higher and higher at 10:25, and I love her. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

My origination celebration loves her one world medicine wheel. My navel meditator loves her baby affirmation. My cathedral heart loves her candle light. My spinning top soul loves her star medallion. My skeleton dance loves her puppet priestess. My illumination worship loves her fountain treasure. My lasting value loves her pure joy. My essence renewal loves her clear truth. My purple purification loves her diamond focus. My hara stability loves her chi symmetry. I love her black lunar bible verse from my Egyptian box “Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with the whithersoever thou goest.” -Joshua 1:9 “God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.” -Psalm 26:1 “For with God nothing shall be impossible.” Luke 1:37 “If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally.” James 1:5 “For we know that if our earthly house of this tabernacle were dissolved, we have a building of God, an house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens.” II Corinthians 5:1. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this. I love Anna Dirksen.

Meanwhile, I’m now back online and the Mormon theme is queer given my posting and David Byrne’s writing yesterday coinciding with the Yemeni plane crash site -Moroni. Moroni was the name of Joseph Smith’s angel that showed him golden plates on the Hill Cumorah, in New York State.  According to Wikipedia,  some scholars have theorized that Smith became familiar with the name “Moroni” through his study of the treasure-hunting stories of Captain William Kidd.  Because Kidd was said to have buried treasure in the Comoros islands, and Moroni is the name of the capital city and largest settlement in the Comoros, it has been suggested that Smith borrowed the name of the settlement and applied it to the angel who led him to buried treasure—the golden plates.  That would be the most obvious explanation for names in his self-penned Book of Mormon -peeping stones notwithstanding! I reviewed the bailiff’s notice for my rental board hearing and it seemed revised -mounts were crossed out. I was puzzled how and I missed taking photos today from the CBC webcam display. At the Springfield Prep School fundraiser, Bart meets a young girl. They become friends until Bart blows off Greta’s school dance invitation to heckle Skinner’s comedy act. To get Greta back, Bart has to go to Toronto, but both boys have put her off dating for 4 years. On Wheel of Fortune, Pat Sajak wore a black suit and a white shirt and a red tie. Vanna White wore a red dress. In the back was the Canadian Flag and Pat welcomed Canadian viewers. Shawn and Josh won $24,100. Pat and Vanna were still excited by the million dollar winner yesterday. On Living Montreal with Sue Smith, Dating Tips, Save at the Groomers, Breakfast In Bed.

On CBC News: Morning, Nil Koksal wore a blue blouse. Steve Futterman wore a black jacket and a white shirt. Kalin Mitchell wore a red tie and a white shirt and a grey suit. Ann MacMillan wore a white jacket that had green and red floral patterns and a white top with a red heart necklace. Heather Hiscox wore a pale green sweater and a white blouse . Peter Mansbridge wore a black shirt. Julie Van Dusen wore a black T-shirt. Carolyn Dunn wore a blue jean jacket and a black top. James Murray wore a black t-shirt. During the Canada Day celebrations I enjoyed watching, Prime Minister Stephen Harper wore a navy suit and a white shirt and a red tie. Governor General Michaelle Jean wore a yellow skirt and a yellow jacket with a yellow top. Minister of Canadian Heritage James Moore wore a black suit and a white shirt and a purple tie.  Sarah McLachlan played Building a Mystery.  Adrienne Arsenault wore a red blouse and a white top. Peter Ackman wore an orange-red short-sleeve shirt. Jeff Marek wore a black jacket and a grey shirt. Janet Stewart wore an orange jacket.

On CBC News: Montreal at Six, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket and a white shirt with a red tie. Four Body Mystery, A Mother’s Punishment, Happy Canada Day, Showers Again. Top Story: Four Body Mystery A car with Quebec plates was found submerged in about 3 meters of water in a Kingston canal. In it were 4 bodies, a 17-year-old girl, a 13-year-old girl, a 19-year-old girl and a 50-year-old woman. The 3 girls were sisters, and the woman was related, but police won’t tell how. As reported by Kristy Rich in a black top and a black and white bauble necklace. Mother Sentenced to 15 years for drowning her 8-year-old son in Lake Champlain and a failed suicide. The judge said she knew what she was doing when she chained her son to a radiator and drowned him. She will spend 12 years in a Vermont jail. As reported by Kristin Falcao.

Top Story: Four Body Mystery on the Rideau Canal. Police are asking the help of the public. “There is no direct evidence to explain how the car ended up in the water.” Autopsies will be conducted tomorrow. As reported by Dan Halton on site by phone. Followed by Notre-Dame Re-Opens. Frank Cavallaro for the weather in a grey suit and a pink shirt and a black and white striped tie. Current temperature was 26 degrees, feeling like 30 with humidity at 58% and winds at 7 km/h. At 8 pm it will be 21 degrees, at 10 pm it will be 20, at 12 am it will be 19, at 3 am it will be 18, at 6 am it will be 18, at 8 am it will be 19.

Happy Canada Day. It’s our country’s 142nd birthday. In Montreal, a parade “with a blend of many cultures.” As reported by Jessica Brown in a pale green top. At the Old Port, there were lots of fun things to do and some people became official Canadians. Happy Canada Day on Parliament Hill, “as the snowbirds took flight over Ottawa.” Soldiers played hockey in Kandahar and people drank Tim Hortons in London England. Moving Day in Montreal, with movers on bicycles. 150 families have nowhere to go. Canadien’s New Catches and “Guess what? More showers and thundershowers.” The Canadian flag to the break.

Returning for the weather with Frank Cavallaro. Frank said Michel’s grass is very green. Showers & T-Showers, Cooler Tomorrow, Slow Improvement. Some thunder and some lightning and at 8 pm it will be 21 feeling like 25, at 8 am it will be 19 feeling like 20, at noon it will be 21 feeling like 23. The 5-day forecast is 23 22 22 21 19. Meat Recall: A wide selection of President’s Choice beef products may be contaminated with E. Coli. In 13 States, there are 24 cases of illness. As reported by Kas Roussy in a orange top with a black sweater and an orange bauble necklace. Crash Clue Search. A 14-year-old girl survived the Yemeni flight from Paris France. Bad weather and a bad record were factors in the crash. Michael Jackson’s family said no to public viewings on his private land. Michael’s Estate and the Canadian Flag to the break.

Returning for a Wonder-Ful Night. The rain didn’t stop the Jazz Festival. Stevie Wonder opened up with his free concert. He sang a song he wrote with Michael Jackson 30 years ago. Anna Asimakopoulos in a white top spoke to Kook and the Gang. They’re celebrating 40 years in the music business and will perform at Metropolis tonight. Ticket Giveaway for the Emilie-Claire Barlow show. A last check on the weather with Frank Cavallaro. At 8 am it will be 19 feeling like 20, at noon it will be 21 feeling like 23, at 5 pm it will be 19 feeling like 22. Frank is up again for Soccer in the City. Michel signed off for the evening. I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News: Montreal at Six re-reportage of adjust, affirmation, align, axial, base, basic, celebrating, centralize, clear, commitment, concentrate, core, elementary, epicenter, equalize, equate, equilibrium, even, focus, fundamental, ground, illumination, joy, lasting, magnificence, middle, necessary, origination, pattern, permanent, primary, pure, purification, renewal, simplicity, solid, stability, summary, symmetry, truth, value and worship.

Posted on on July 1st, 2009 in Uncategorized   | No Comments »

My Real Command Loves Her Secure Earth

The air was lighter. No presence of rain or humidity. Blue skies were open with flat spans of cloud way up high. A small grey cloud hovered above her mountain of love. Orb of Sun was brightly shining. A spider’s web jiggled in a gap on the green stair rail. No spider was there. The web structure glinted as it quivered in the wind. A car alarm at 9:23. Traffic rolled smoothly, making a breathing hiss. Gravel was mostly damp. A thin rainwater pool remained -it quivered. It was almost mirror-like, making a reflection of the sky. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

A crow cawed 4 or 5 times at 9:27. There were clear shadows and highlights. Orb of Sun warmed my black slacks, as I sat partly concealed by a wall. A tiny spider returned to her web. She hoisted herself up by a thread. She bounced and vibrated as she hung tight, resisting the breeze. Her web ballooned out but didn’t break since it was designed to endure extra stress caused by the elements and struggling prey. The web did not break in the gusty wind. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

A black hornet landed on the gravel, flicking her wings for a rest. Unfolding was slow but it was certain. Dark lithe birds trickled above me. Trees were so clean and looking like candy. A crow cawed 4 times at 10:04. Trees swayed languidly, in slow-motion. The shimmering tree rustled the loudest. Its branches swayed, its leaves fluttered. A baby cried at 10:11. Healing was doing me wonders. A white bird flew like a dove. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

My real command loves her secure earth. My dirt insects loves her zoo weeds. My unfortunate weather loves her black clothes.  My steep road police loves her stop sign arrest. My massive heaviness loves her overloaded refrigerator. My unruly monster loves her misunderstood chasm. My restricted sin loves her repressed badness. My political spies loves her government corruption. My sports strength loves her martial arts push-ups. I love her black lunar bible verse from my Egyptian box “At the voice of thy cry; when he shall hear it, he will answer thee.” -Isaiah 30:19. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this. I love Anna Dirksen.

Meanwhile, I was amused by David Byrne’s Journal, Salt Lake City - Religion is the Best Science Fiction with his glance at the Mormons. Religious Ned Flanders rented a room to 2 college girls who secretly had a website called sexyslumberparty.com. Homer humiliates an unwitting Ned by exposing him as a culprit. Ned moves to another town but gets ostercized for his unacceptable behavior -not shaving his moustache is bad. Homer is intimidated by his new neighbour -a gruff and blunt sports coach. On Wheel of Fortune Pat Sajak wore a black suit and a tan shirt with a black and yellow striped tie. Vanna White wore a black dress with golden brown pleats. Michelle won $1,026, 080. On Living Montreal with Sue Smith, offices romances are not a good idea, the best hostess gifts, how to take care of an old pet, be green while you garden.

Okay, here comes the bad news: Unfortunately, my internet went down just before CBC News: Montreal at Six -there were parts I missed while phoning my provider. I must make a large payment to get my internet back up. Nothing can be done before Thursday. My cable will be cut Monday, if I don’t pay another large sum.  I might not be watching CBC News if my payment isn’t sufficient -or rabbit ears don’t capture reception -or I will catch it online where I can make love-diary posts - from the video store where I did this one.  I will be able to post on July 1st, Canada Day.   I don’t know where I’ll be living after July 13th -the date of my Rental Board hearing for the cancellation of my lease. but I will report every day on every change. I will continue my love coverage for her. Yellow light and I love her. I’m in love with Anna in this.

On CBC News: Morning, Heather Hiscox wore a white jacket. David Common wore a brown jacket and a white shirt with a black and white striped tie. Steve Futterman wore a white shirt and a black jacket. Ann MacMillan wore a blue blouse with a white top. Ryan Snoddon wore a green shirt with a black coat. Catherine Mercier wore a red short-sleeve jacket and a white blouse. Paul Thornton wore a black jacket and a grey shirt with white lines and a black tie with a reddish design. Janet Stewart wore a blue jacket with a yellwo and blue piece necklace. Nick Czernkovich wore a grey jacket and a white shirt with a grey tie. Jeff Marek wore a black jacket and a white shirt. Johanna Wagstaffe wore a pink jacket and black slacks. Anna Asimakopoulos wore a blue top. Louise Martin wore a white sweater with grey embroidery and a black top. Miyoung Lee wore a black blouse. Harry Forestell wore a blue jacket and a white shirt with a green tie.

Tonight my home computer kept crashing,  so this re-reportage will be brief: On CBC News: Montreal at Six, Michel Godbout wore a brown jacket and a white shirt with a grey grid and a dark blue tie. Stevie Wonder, Caught In The Middle, Nature’s Best, Wet Canada Day. Top Story: Stevie Wonder. 200,000 people are expected to show for Stevie Wonder’s free outdoor concert. He starts the Montreal Jazz Festival.  Stevie Wonder graciously answered media questions and paid homage to Michael Jackson with a wistful song. Stevie Wonder’s performance will happen even in torrential rain -only a thunderstorm will will cause a delay. As reported by Anna Asimakopoulos in a blue-green top. The weather with Frank Cavallaro in a grey suit and a white shirt and a brown and yellow striped tie. “It’s gonna be a little soggy.” Frank reminded to bring an umbrella.  Current temperature was 26 degrees feeling like 30 with humidity at 54% and winds at 6 km/h. At 8 pm it will be 21 degrees, at 10 pm it will be 19, at 12 am it will be 18, at 3 am it will be 17, at 6 am it will be 17, at 8 am it will be 19. 29 teenage girls from a private Catholic school got Caught in the Middle of a coup d’etat in Honduras. As reported by Dan Halton in a grey jacket and a white shirt and a white tie with green lines. Bennis Case In Court. the Montreal Police Brotherhood oppose it. They said his death was already well-investigated. Car Surving arrest. The 33-year-old driver never stopped. Notre-Dame to Re-Open.

Yemen Plane Crash: 150 people are dead when the Airbus 626 crashed into the ocean on its way from Sanaa to Moroni on the Comora Islands. A teenaged girl was rescued. The same plane was cited for safety problems 2 years ago. As reported by David Common. Michael Jackson Funeral Plans. His body will return to Neverland ranch for public viewing on Friday. Jackson’s estate has a net worth of $236 but he had little cash on hand…. Painkiller Concerns as reported by Terry Reith in a grey jacket and a white shirt with a yellow patterned tie…. Foster Family Needed, Moving Day and Italian Train Explodes and Iraq Withdrawal, as reported by Neil Macdonald in a black jacket and a white shirt and a blue grey striped tie… Michel signed off for the evening. I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News: Montreal at Six re-reportage of adverse, blocking, closed, command, confining, control, corrupt, coounter-balance, criminal, dangerous, defending, difficult, discouraging, fate, fighting, frustrating, guarded, halting, harassing, hard, hazardous, heaviness, hindering, hurtful, impossibility, inferior, misunderstood, obey, overloaded, overwhelm, power, practical, preventing, pushing, real, repress, restricting, secure, sensation function, sickness, sinful, specifying, strengthen, stressful, troubled, unfortunate, unpleasant, unruly, unsatisfactory, vile and wrong.

Posted on on June 30th, 2009 in Uncategorized   | No Comments »

My Black Skeleton Loves Her Red Skull’s Will

Rain splattered and tapped on everything.  It came down fast.  Gravel was soaked.  The rainwater pool was full.   A rumble of thunder.   Trees were so green and luscious.  They were still -there was hardly a breeze.  Grey sky was soft with dense fog.  It came down to her mountain of love.  Unfolding came as I listened to drops of rain falling and dripping. It splashed on my round purple clock.  It never stopped.  Birds were chirping in wetness.  2 large birds made their way east.  Another rumble of thunder at 9:45.  Energy flowed at 9:48.  I sat and thought in the rain.  I remembered a dream I had.  It was my first day attending a school that taught media and television production.  Students were friendly, the teachers were very supportive and I found signs of the presence of my heartthrob around every corner.  There was a nice erotic vibe.   I was in a good mood when I awoke.  It was her my heart I craved for.   Yellow birds tweeted at 10:05.  The rain continued to fall.  Yellow light and I love her.  I’m in love with Anna in this.
 
My abandoned abortion loves her divorce betrayal.  My indiscriminate breaking in loves her senseless burglar.  My military coup assassin loves her dictator’s execution.  My extinguishing atomic explosion loves her eradicating nuclear power.  My evil figure self-destruction loves her suicidal vampire.  My lethal fighting loves her superior warrior.  My boat-sinking shark loves her broken vessel crocodile.  My disintegrating mirror broken loves her pulverizing shards.  My operating skeleton loves her skull’s will.  My annihilating evil loves her incinerating judge.  My brick-scattering tornado loves her hurricane rubble.  My devastating earthquake loves her overwhelming tidal wave.  My fool’s fate loves her trickster destiny.  My black weeping loves her red grieving.  I love her black lunar bible verse from my Egyptian box “He giveth power to the faint: and to them that have no might he increaseth strength.” Isaiah 40:29  “And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name’s sake shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life.” Matthew 19:29  “The Lord will give strength unto his people; the Lord will bless his people with peace.” Psalm 29:11.  Yellow light and I love her.  I’m in love with Anna in this.  I love Anna Dirksen.
 
Meanwhile I enjoyed what must have been a boot from a performance by David Bowie at Aylesbury Friars Club on 25th September 1971 and after numerological calculation, Homer declares  the end of the world will be on May 18th.  Lisa warns her father about predicting the rapture, “Self-anointed seers have always predicted the end of the world and they’ve always been wrong.”  The rapture doesn’t come and Homer is ridiculed by all. He counts the number of the 12 apostles in Da Vinci’s Last Supper and discovers that Jesus makes 13.  Homer dreams he’s in heaven.  His heavenly hotel room has a Farrah Fawcett-Majors poster on the wall.  Homer sees his wife and children suffering the torment of hell. He has a chat with God and asks Him to undo the apocalypse. Heavenly Father saves Homer’s family for the sake of Wheel of Fortune where Pat Sajak wore a grey suit and a pink shirt with a purple-red tie.  Vanna White wore a purple red dress with a white sequined belt.  One of the puzzles was Bible Class Clown.  Mary Ann won $47,200.  Pat and Vanna gave some Canadian Fun Facts:  Vanna said that thanks to Wayne Gretzky’s wife Janet, she was introduced to Merv Griffin who landed her job on Wheel of Fortune. I missed Living Montreal with Sue Smith.
 
On CBC News: Morning, Heather Hiscox wore a pale pink blouse that had a white collar.  Steve Futterman wore a white shirt and a black jacket.  Alison Kosik wore a grey jacket and a red top.  Ann MacMillan wore a pink blouse and a white top.  Ryan Snoddon wore a red shirt and a black jacket.  Catherine Mercier wore a frilly blue blouse.  Marisa Dragani wore a black blouse and a white top.  Ron Charles wore a red short-sleeve shirt that had grey lines.  Janet Stewart wore a green jacket and a black and white scarf with a green and white scarf.  Jeff Marek wore a black jacket and a black shirt.  Andrew Nichols wore a black jacket and a white shirt with a pink-red tie.  Louise Martin wore a black jacket and a black blouse that had yellowy lines.  Susan Pedler wore a pale blue jacket and a white top.   Jelena Adzic wore a black and white striped blouse and black slacks.  Johanna Wagstaffe wore black slacks and a white blouse with a yellow jacket.  Harry Forestell wore a grey jacket and a blue shirt with a blrown tie that had white circles.
 
On CBC News: Montreal at Six, Michel Godbout wore a black jacket that had white lines and a pale blue shirt with a white tie that had black bands.  Dawson Fallout, Crane Crash, Payback, Rain Then Fair.  Top Story: Dawson Fallout.  A study on the long-term effects of the Dawson College shooting on September 13, 2006 discovered there are students who are still suffering with fear, sadness, anxiety, having trouble sleeping and trouble concentrating.  “The majority of people do not seek help.”  The study also found that many students went to the internet for comfort.  As reported by Gerri Barrer in a cream jacket and a black top.  Madoff Gets 150 Years.   The judge said his crimes were extraordinary evil. Victims of his fraud scheme said after his death in prison, “he will then go down to the depths of hell.” Madoff said of himself, “I live in a tormented state.”  With a maximum of 150 years, the 71-year-old man will in jail till he’s dead.   As reported by Neil Macdonald.
 
The weather with Frank Cavallaro in a grey suit and a white shirt with a grey blue and white striped tie.  Current temperature was 20 degrees, feeling like 25 with humidity at 92% and winds at 4 km/h.  At 8 pm it will be 20 degrees, at 10 pm it will be 19, at 12 am it will be 18, at 3 am it will be 17, at 6 am it will be 17, at 8 am it will be 18.  The Jazz Festival kicks-off tomorrow, turning 30 years old.  It now has a $17 million renovated home with a bistro and new concert venue.  Jazz pianist Oliver Jones will inaugurate the stage’s first concert.  The Jazz Festival begins tomorrow with a big free outdoor Stevie Wonder show.  As reported by Anna Asimakopoulos in a white sweater and a black blouse.  An investigation ordered by Gerald Tremblay for the management of local parks and tennis courts found Clean Contracts.   Vision Montreal’s Louise Harel will be working on her party’s platform with emphasis on transparency and ethics.  Fotopulos Returns to run for city councillor in Cote-des-Neiges.  Developing Story: Traffic Trouble.  A cherry picker truck hit the overpass and then an 18-wheeler.  2 people were hurt but injuries are minor. Traffic will be closed for inspectors to stabilize the damaged bridge.  Coming up: video of car surfing and PJ Stock.  “Showers right now over Montreal.” Followed by the outdoor Jazz Festival stage and the break.
 
Returning for the weather with Frank Cavallaro, “We’ve had rain since 4 am.”  More Rain Tonight, Fog Then Some Breaks, Showers Redevelop.  Thundershowers tomorrow afternoon.  At 8 pm it will be 20 feeling like 23, at 8 am it will be 18 feeling like 20, at noon it will be 23 feeling like 26.  Police are looking for the driver of a car surfer who got injured when he fell from the roof of the moving SUV.  Car surfers like to show off their dangerous antics on YouTube.   As reported by Dan Halton.  Abdelrazik Trailed?  He returned to Montreal yearly yesterday.  Abousfian’s name was removed from a no-fly list but his lawyer said his client is being followed.  Mourning Michael Jackson.  Michael Jackson’s parents were given temporary custody of his 3 children.  Jackson’s father Joe said, “… and give them the education they’re supposed to have.”  It’s not clear yet what triggered Michael’s cardiac arrest.  Followed by the break.
 
Returning for the day’s closing numbers and a Summer Staycation.  Because of the recession many people are staying home so they can save money.  As reported by Chris Brown.  The cost of rent in Quebec is rising faster than the rate of inflation at 30%. In Montreal it’s 40% where the vacancy rate is only 3%.   Rent Supplement is seen as discriminatory.  Single people and couples without children are not eligible.  Top Story: Dawson Fallout.  A study looked at the long-term emotional impact of that terrible day.  50% of students responded they did not seek help for depression.  The results will be used as info for a crisis intervention plan in the case of another school shooting.   As reported by Gerri Barrer.  4 community groups are putting pressure on the AMT for there to be a commuter train station at L’Assomption.  “We can be operational tomorrow.”  As reported by Shari Okeke in a grey jacket and black slacks.  No Ferries after 1 of 3 ferries got damaged. “Still raining out there for at least an hour or so.”  The Jazz Festival’s outdoor stage to the break.
 
Returning for Kandahar Shootout:  An Afghan police chief in Kandahar was killed along with 9 officers.  41 private security guards connected to the incident have been arrested.  Gun battles are common in Kandahar.  Followed by 1 man dead in a Fatal apartment Fire in Gatineau -the man’s television was blamed.   A Swine Flu Study suggests that people under the age of 40 are more susceptible. A disproportionate number are hit hard by the virus.  Health authorities have no clear explanation for the higher attack rate.  As reported by Ioanna Roumeliotis in a black leather jacket with a black blouse. Coming Up: The season’s finale of Stock Talk.  “We still have this low that bringing us some showers.”  Followed by an array of CBC satellite dishes to the break.  Returning for the weather with Frank Cavallaro.  On this day in 1994, Lots of Rain with 31.4 mm.  Quebec region forecast: Showers & Thundershowers,  Gaspe Heavy Rain, More Rain, Early Sun Then Wet, Afternoon Showers & T-Showers.  The 7-day forecast is 24 24 23 24 25 23 25.  Current temperature was 20 degrees at the airport.
 
Rain-Free at Wimbledon. The $164 million roof was closed for the first time at a competitive match.  It takes 10 minutes to shut.  The season’s finale of Stock Talk with PJ Stock in a grey jacket and a blue shirt.  Lecavalier Deal? “He wouldn’t mind playing here.”  Draft Picks.  “8 picks out of 5 were center.” A report from Russia: Kovalev agreed to a Canadiens deal in the making.  Michel told PJ, “Have a great summer!”  Followed by Anna Asimakopoulos ready to tell viewers how they can win tickets to some of the best Jazz events.  Followed by the break and returning for The Scene with Anna Asimakopoulos giving what the Jazz Festval lineup looks like and giving a pair of tickets away every night.  Shows include Emilie-Claire Barlow, Burning Spear and the Harlem Gospel Choir. Watch Anna Asimakopoulos on Montreal at  Six every day then email the CBC at montrealatsix@cbc.ca.  Leave your name and day phone number.  Stevie Wonder starts the Festival off tomorrow.
 
CBC Wins Awards:  Marianna Simeone brought home some hardware for Best Editorial Commentary on Daycare Fees. CBC Montreal also won an award for its live special event on last December’s Quebec election.  A last weather check with Frank Cavallaro At 8 am tomorrow it will be 18 feeling like 20, at noon it will be 23 feeling like 26, at 5 pm it will be 21 feeling like 24.   “Keep your umbrella handy.”  Michel signed off for the evening, ” for the entire team, thanks very much for watching. I hope to see you tomorrow night 6:00 sharp.”  I’m Frank Remus in Montreal for this Krimson News diary blog of loving and dreaming and brief CBC News: Montreal at Six re-reportage of absent, anger, annihilating, awful, blasting, breaking, catabolic, cleaning, cracking, crashing, crushing, deadly, decomposing, demolishing, despair, destiny, devastating, dismantling, disposing, doom, embarrassment, eradicating, exploding, extinguishing, fate, fighting, grieving, incinerating, indiscriminate, inevitability, judging, killing, lethal, malignant, misfortune, operating, overturning, overwhelming, pounding, power, pulling apart, pulverizing, ruining, self-destruction, senseless, smashing, superiority, terrible, war, will and wrecking. 

Posted on on June 29th, 2009 in Uncategorized   | No Comments »

My Green Baptism Loves Her Falling Water Healer

Grey sky was featureless.  Impenetrable was its softness. The air was hot in the faint wind.  Trees were still.  Gravel was dry but not without a few wet patches from yesterday’s rain.  Traffic rumbled. The roads were not wet but water droplets permeated the cool breeze.  Birds were subdued. Crows were cawing in the trees together, sounding more like ducks.  I woke up from a bad dream about being ostracized by my parents.  I returned to the house where I lived as a child after an undiscosed ordeal and my mother, my father and sister simply ignored me.  It’s an experience I’ve had plenty of through the years.  The dream was close to the real.  A pigeon guarded the rooftop ledge with intense watching, serious -like a hawk.  He was like a Roman a soldier, I thought.  He picked and preened as he looked.  He stayed a very long time observing.  No dogs barked.  No cars honked to mark the clock.  It was 10:42 when I looked.  The pigeon took off at 10:45.  He spotted his soulmate.  They went for a glide.  Yellow light and I love her.  I’m in love with Anna in this.
 
A quick flash of light on her mountain of love at 10:48.  Church bells rang immediately after. Then a crow cawed and a siren wailed in the same instant.  Yesterday I told Tristan about my early days as a Mormon -when my mother converted, about the oddities of Joseph Smith’s golden plates and his planet Kolob’ estate.  I no longer accept those stories or the notion of God living in a specific region of the material universe like a man. The Mormon church played a big role in my adolescence and the conflict of my parents’ relationship -they argued about it all the time.   It frustrated my spiritual development, unfortunately and so it would do me some good to say a few words about it:  My father was a Lutheran.  He thought the Mormons were a cult.  I was upset by his point of view when I was 13.  I was afraid that he would not be saved because he didn’t believe it was the true church on the whole face of the earth.  I remember crying for my father to join the church… I also remember asking missionaries to explain the existence of flying saucers….and they never could.   I had no desire to be a missionary or convert.   I also felt quite hurt when I was told that I could not have the priesthood -because I had black blood -the Mormons called it the mark of Cain.  The rules changed and the priesthood was eventually conferred but my interest by then had waned.  I heard that the church was beneficial for many people -as they testified so many times,  but when I left I felt better for it.  I would often find myself musing at sacrament service, “If this is the true church on the whole face of the earth,  God made a terrible mistake because I feel so out of place…”  Back to the roof in the present, I longed to kiss my soulmate’s face.  Yellow light and I love her.  I’m in love with Anna in this.
 
The LDS Church did not allow men of African descent anywhere to be ordained to its all-male priesthood until 1978.  Missionary work did not begin among black Africans until after that. A Salt Lake Tribune article on April 16, 2009 read:  Africa’s ‘Mormon superstar’ Joseph Sitatiis, LDS Church’s first black African general authority.   “– in the First Quorum of Seventy. He is the first black African to join that august body, the church’s second most important tier of leaders.” After all these years, the Mormon church is still in arrears when it comes to integration. I remember how upset I became when the bishop told me about the problems the church faced with its African congregations. They were told to sit quietly with bowed heads because they kept joyously singing and dancing.  They got rooted to the spot by an all-white church authority….  Meanwhile, back on the roof in the present, with the sky acting as my daily cathedral, unfolding came after a series of struggles amid moments of deep meditation.  My energies flowed freely at 11:00 and I was at peace in my heart once again.  After a relaxing trip downtown on the 66 bus with my son, Tristan and I returned home and watched a few Batman movies on TV.  He went searching on GTA San Andreas for Yeti while I succumbed to humidity.   Yellow light and I love her.  I’m in love with Anna in this.
 
She is the inspiration for my spirit’s dreamwork.  My salvaging improvement loves her recovery assist.  My energy healer loves her possessed wholeness.  My body work teaching loves her revival meeting breath of life.  My spiritual figures remedy loves her redeeming Christ.   My red spirit loves her green baptism.  My emergency ecology loves her solution correction.  My dreamwork washing loves her homeopathic pool.  My treasuring concern loves her secure comfort.  My reliable achiever loves her irrefutable hero.  My flying saucer rescue loves her space ship intervention.  My conservation healer loves her falling water mandala.   I love her black lunar bible verse from my Egyptian box “The Lord shall open unto thee his good treasure.” -Deuteronomy 28:12  “My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me: and I give unto them eternal life.” -John 10:27-28.  “And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.” Romans 8:28  “A faithful man shall abound with blessings.” Proverbs 28:20.  Yellow light and I love her.  I’m in love with Anna in this.  I love Anna Dirksen.

Posted on on June 28th, 2009 in Uncategorized   | No Comments »

My Authentic Marriage Ceremony Loves Her Inward Moon Essence

Fine speckles of rain gently fell.  The rooftop pool was wide.  Roads had a glossy shine.  5 yellow finches fluttered together.  Construction hammered beats.  2 yellow finches with such vivid bellies flew near to me amid the bushy green trees 10:17.   Their leaves looked a little soggy.  Overcast grey was dense with cottony clouds.  The tapping of rain persisted as I wrote for my beloved.  Within me was softness and intense energy that learned to be in the unfolding.  Rainfall crackled as it landed on the gravel.  Crows cawed continuously but I didn’t see 1 at all.   Seagulls were out being active and then a crow appeared with a young one.  I thought it might be a blackbird but the small and large took one a journey -a family trip north.  My eyes became a camera as I panned and focused.  Then I would go inwardly to find words to describe what I saw.  Each curve of my writing turned into fine weaving on the surface of my love-diary page, and I loved her in every stage.  Sirens whistled just like birds at 10:35.  Dense energy became aware, moving to become one with the softness, and be more alert in its process to become less craggy and more wholistic. Yellow light and I love her.  I’m in love with Anna in this.
 
Water splashed me in the face for an instant at 10:39.  I sat with an erect spine.  Crows were cawing non-stop.  The tapping of rain continued as construction hammers made their beats.  Cars added horns at 9:49.  Suddenly at 10:55, unfolding came with great speed as the rain fell faster and harder and my inward energy flowed freely.  Tristan showed me what he’s accomplished with his guitar playing.  Later we watched the film Defiance.  My natural actor loves her consummate actress.  My harvest house complete loves her baby ripeness.  My authentic marriage ceremony loves her inward moon essence.  My complete athlete loves her swimming finish.   My organic photograph loves her healthy body image.  My actualizing sun loves her green dreamwork.  My traveling construction loves her boat built breakthrough.  I love her black lunar bible verse from my Egyptian box “Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.” -John 14:27  “The eternal God is thy refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms.” Deuteronomy 33:27  “Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart.” Psalm 27:14.  Yellow light and I love her.  I’m in love with Anna in this.  I love Anna  Dirksen.

Posted on on June 27th, 2009 in Uncategorized   | No Comments »

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