A lot to write about…
…but a short period to write it in. After my 42nd birthday, and my astrological reading, I experienced a profound inner change, facilitated by the letting go of an inner exercise I had been practicing since March. I saw that this was generating nothing but fear reactions within myself, and that this was not necessary, and that I was no more frequently aware of myself with or without this exercise. I had decided to stop being hard on myself, to stop pushing myself from behind/within. This decision was a realization, resulting in the understanding of a decision. Life’s too short.

On the way home from picking up the kids at school:
smashed railroad cars on top of other, not-smashed railroad cars.


A john trying to pick up what he thinks is a hooker at our corner, but is a actually a schizophrenic woman who lives in the neighborhood. The phone may or may not be a) charged b) on or c) a phone. The john’s license plate is sadly visible and legible next to Adansonia perrieri and Hildegardia populifolia.